Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I decided to go out and do some snow shoveling.It was quite a lot as my home area is under a Winter Storm Warning until 6:00pm tomorrow night.Later on,I decided to get my car out of the driveway so my nephew could plow the driveway and after he was finished,I parked my car back into the driveway.I also did ome more snow shoveling for the mail people.After that,I went back in the house to wash my hair and after that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I quickly did my personal PC work and also had a light lunch.After my lunch,I decided to pop a movie into the DVD player and watch it.I had no place to go today as a result of the storm,so I just stayed home and took it easy.I also did some more personal PC work and later on,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched another DVD that I popped into the DVD player and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am feeling extremely tired as a result of the cold weather and my medication kicking in.I can barely type what I want to say here.I will again discuss where I am at in regards to my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA when I am more able.This tiredness that I am feeling right now.Please continue to pray for me.Please continue to leave me some positive verbal support.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I really need it badly.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual and later on,a nice dinner at the house of someone that I worship with,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Saturday, February 14, 2015
Friday, February 13, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had a few things on my agenda for today.I first went to to pick up a turntable that was being held for me and I paid off the rest of the amount.After that,I went to my appointment at the rehab center,which went well.After that,I had lunch at a nearby restaurant and paid a bill at Best Buy.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I brought the turntable in the house and sensed that I had a headache.I took something for my headache and laid down for a while.I later had a light meal and after that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am extremely tired.I will discuss where I am at in my struggles tomorrow when I am much wider awake.I can barely type.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support,both prayerful and positive verbal,daily and often.Please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had a few things on my agenda for today.I first went to to pick up a turntable that was being held for me and I paid off the rest of the amount.After that,I went to my appointment at the rehab center,which went well.After that,I had lunch at a nearby restaurant and paid a bill at Best Buy.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I brought the turntable in the house and sensed that I had a headache.I took something for my headache and laid down for a while.I later had a light meal and after that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am extremely tired.I will discuss where I am at in my struggles tomorrow when I am much wider awake.I can barely type.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support,both prayerful and positive verbal,daily and often.Please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Thursday, February 12, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I went out to shovel the sidewalk for the mail people.After that was done,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I relaxed for much of the day while enjoying some music.
Today,I didn't do too much,but simply relax and take it easy.My area was under a Wind Chill Warning that will end at 12:00pm tomorrow.When the weekend comes,we will under a Wind Chill that will start early Sunday morning and will end at 9:00am the following Monday.It was really a cold day today and I also went outside to do a little bit more shoveling around the house and later on,as it was getting dark,I decided to head over to a local church for a free dinner and after I had my fill of food there,I went to get some gas at a local gas station to make sure that my car's gas tank had enough gas in it overnight so my car won't stall tomorrow morning when I have to start it tomorrow to head for the Recovery place that I now go to for my therapeutic needs.I am hoping that I can get there tomorrow without any driving complications caused by the Winter weather patterns that we have been having.After getting the gas,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed from my casual clothes into pajamas and I did some more personal PC work while listening to some more music.After that was done,I relaxed for the rest of the evening as I prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I went through the whole day without any temptations of any kind.I wasn't tempted today to do anything in a sexual way in regards to SSA.Though I escaped today,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions are still out there.They will try to get a person,such as myself,into acting out on the unnatural sexual desires that are connected with the SSA struggle.I can't let them have what they want.I have to show them that the unnatural sexual desires that I have don't own me,but I own them.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I need to be constantly reaffirmed and reassured that I am not all alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my appointment at the Recovery place,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I went out to shovel the sidewalk for the mail people.After that was done,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I relaxed for much of the day while enjoying some music.
Today,I didn't do too much,but simply relax and take it easy.My area was under a Wind Chill Warning that will end at 12:00pm tomorrow.When the weekend comes,we will under a Wind Chill that will start early Sunday morning and will end at 9:00am the following Monday.It was really a cold day today and I also went outside to do a little bit more shoveling around the house and later on,as it was getting dark,I decided to head over to a local church for a free dinner and after I had my fill of food there,I went to get some gas at a local gas station to make sure that my car's gas tank had enough gas in it overnight so my car won't stall tomorrow morning when I have to start it tomorrow to head for the Recovery place that I now go to for my therapeutic needs.I am hoping that I can get there tomorrow without any driving complications caused by the Winter weather patterns that we have been having.After getting the gas,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed from my casual clothes into pajamas and I did some more personal PC work while listening to some more music.After that was done,I relaxed for the rest of the evening as I prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I went through the whole day without any temptations of any kind.I wasn't tempted today to do anything in a sexual way in regards to SSA.Though I escaped today,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions are still out there.They will try to get a person,such as myself,into acting out on the unnatural sexual desires that are connected with the SSA struggle.I can't let them have what they want.I have to show them that the unnatural sexual desires that I have don't own me,but I own them.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I need to be constantly reaffirmed and reassured that I am not all alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my appointment at the Recovery place,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, February 11, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair over the sink and after that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I got dressed in casual clothes and I headed for a place where a few groups that I am attending are.
The first group was wonderful.After that,I signed some papers and I headed for a local kitchen for lunch.After lunch,I headed back to the group place for an afternoon group.
That group was also wonderful.After that was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I had a terrible headache,so I took something for it and I laid down for a while until my headache was gone,which took a while.When I was feeling better,I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I prepared a light evening meal and after eating,I did some personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I had no troubles today with temptations.I stayed busy with my groups and being around others and that did me a lot of good.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still have to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time.They can bring temptations galore of all kinds.They will try to get those who worship the only one true God,our Heavenly Father,to go against our Father's perfect law in regards to sexuality.I have to show them that I am strong and that I own the unnatural sexual desires that I have.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,since we'll have a Wind Chill Watch for my home area,I have made no plans.I think that I will just stay home and take it easy.I might even watch a movie or two.I also would have to shovel the walk for the mail people as it is also going to snow a lot during the period.I just hope that the benefits will be positive.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair over the sink and after that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I got dressed in casual clothes and I headed for a place where a few groups that I am attending are.
The first group was wonderful.After that,I signed some papers and I headed for a local kitchen for lunch.After lunch,I headed back to the group place for an afternoon group.
That group was also wonderful.After that was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I had a terrible headache,so I took something for it and I laid down for a while until my headache was gone,which took a while.When I was feeling better,I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I prepared a light evening meal and after eating,I did some personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I had no troubles today with temptations.I stayed busy with my groups and being around others and that did me a lot of good.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still have to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time.They can bring temptations galore of all kinds.They will try to get those who worship the only one true God,our Heavenly Father,to go against our Father's perfect law in regards to sexuality.I have to show them that I am strong and that I own the unnatural sexual desires that I have.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,since we'll have a Wind Chill Watch for my home area,I have made no plans.I think that I will just stay home and take it easy.I might even watch a movie or two.I also would have to shovel the walk for the mail people as it is also going to snow a lot during the period.I just hope that the benefits will be positive.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, February 10, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that I got dressed.I had to go out and drop something off at my niece's house.After doing that,I picked up something from work.When I was finished with that,I drove for a little while around town and when I got back home,I had to shovel some snow in the driveway and the sidewalk.When I got into the house,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was done,I had a headache,so I took something for it and I laid down for a while.
When my headache was gone,I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and I relaxed for a while after that.I also started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am feeling extremely tired as my medication is kicking in.I can barely type.I will share where I am at in my struggles tomorrow when I am able.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that I got dressed.I had to go out and drop something off at my niece's house.After doing that,I picked up something from work.When I was finished with that,I drove for a little while around town and when I got back home,I had to shovel some snow in the driveway and the sidewalk.When I got into the house,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was done,I had a headache,so I took something for it and I laid down for a while.
When my headache was gone,I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and I relaxed for a while after that.I also started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am feeling extremely tired as my medication is kicking in.I can barely type.I will share where I am at in my struggles tomorrow when I am able.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, February 09, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair and not too eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I went out to shovel the sidewalk for the mail people.After coming back in,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and when I was finished with that,I went back outside to shovel the snow out of the driveway.After that was done,I went back inside the house to relax and take it easy.I did watch a movie today that I popped into the DVD player.I relaxed for a while and after that,I prepared a light meal for the evening.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair and not too eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I gave into temptation to fantasize and lust after other men as sexual images of men clouded my mind at three separate intervals of the day.After the third occurrence,I immediately went to my Heavenly Father and asked him for forgiveness in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed real hard and I left nothing out.I let everything go to my Heavenly Father in prayer and I also begged for his mercy as I asked him to forgive me.When I was finished,I felt better as I knew and truly believed that I was forgiven.I need to really start getting tough with myself.I have to stop fantasizing and lusting after men.Since I was home all day due to the Wintry weather that my area is having,it made me vulnerable to temptation and I gave into it.I was repentant of it and I know that my Heavenly Father has forgiven me.I just have to stop this cycle of sinning and repenting.I can't let these unnatural sexual desires that I have own me.I have to work on owning them and not the other way around.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers as I am going through a very rough time.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Your support really matters to me.It is also very important.I am always in need of prayer and positive verbal support.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I went out to shovel the sidewalk for the mail people.After coming back in,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and when I was finished with that,I went back outside to shovel the snow out of the driveway.After that was done,I went back inside the house to relax and take it easy.I did watch a movie today that I popped into the DVD player.I relaxed for a while and after that,I prepared a light meal for the evening.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair and not too eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I gave into temptation to fantasize and lust after other men as sexual images of men clouded my mind at three separate intervals of the day.After the third occurrence,I immediately went to my Heavenly Father and asked him for forgiveness in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed real hard and I left nothing out.I let everything go to my Heavenly Father in prayer and I also begged for his mercy as I asked him to forgive me.When I was finished,I felt better as I knew and truly believed that I was forgiven.I need to really start getting tough with myself.I have to stop fantasizing and lusting after men.Since I was home all day due to the Wintry weather that my area is having,it made me vulnerable to temptation and I gave into it.I was repentant of it and I know that my Heavenly Father has forgiven me.I just have to stop this cycle of sinning and repenting.I can't let these unnatural sexual desires that I have own me.I have to work on owning them and not the other way around.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers as I am going through a very rough time.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Your support really matters to me.It is also very important.I am always in need of prayer and positive verbal support.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, February 08, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local bargain supermarket to pick up something that I needed.I also went to a local Dollar General store to pick up a few more things that I needed.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into a sweatsuit and I quickly did my personal PC work.I later relaxed for a while and practically fell asleep while relaxing.
After eating a light dinner,I did some more personal PC work and later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I wasn't tempted in any way,shape or form.It was great that I didn't have any problems with temptations.Though I escaped today,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions can strike at any time with temptations galore.I still have to stay on guard and be watchful.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to pray for me.Also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have not made any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local bargain supermarket to pick up something that I needed.I also went to a local Dollar General store to pick up a few more things that I needed.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into a sweatsuit and I quickly did my personal PC work.I later relaxed for a while and practically fell asleep while relaxing.
After eating a light dinner,I did some more personal PC work and later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I wasn't tempted in any way,shape or form.It was great that I didn't have any problems with temptations.Though I escaped today,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions can strike at any time with temptations galore.I still have to stay on guard and be watchful.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to pray for me.Also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have not made any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
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