Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day as I had a few things on my agenda for today.
I decided to take a trip to a shopping mall in the next county.I walked around for a while and I made a payment at the Sears store that was there.After that,I went to the food court to have myself an egg roll from a Chinese take out place.After that,I went into an f.y.e store and bought a classic movie on DVD.After that,I headed over to the Best Buy in the area and I paid another bill.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket when I arrived back in my hometown.I bought a can of soup for dinner and after that,I headed over to a local McDonald's for an Egg Nog shake.After paying for it,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I heated up the can of soup and while it was heating up,I made a sandwich.I ate my meal while watching a classic TV episode on a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a very good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I wasn't tempted in any way,shape or form today.I guess that by staying busy and keeping my mind on the things that I needed to do kept my mind off of anything sexual.No sexual images of men clouded my mind nor did any temptations to fantasize and lust hit me.Though I escaped today,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions can strike when least expected and I still need to stay on guard and be watchful.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comment section.I am still in need of both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Your support helps keep me going.It also makes me more determined to continue in my goals to overcome this terrible SSA.I am also still looking forward to meeting with my new therapist this coming Tuesday and I am still need prayers for that as well,in hopes that this big step will work for me in the long run.Please continue to pray for me.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual in the morning and a movie in the early afternoon,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I relaxed for much of the day.I had to make a few phone calls before doing anything else.A little later,I dressed in casual clothes to proceed with the rest of the day.
I first stopped over at a local restaurant and had myself a little light dinner of a bowl of soup and onion rings.After that,I headed over to a local super market to pick up some orange juice and milk.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put my milk and juice in the fridge and I did some more personal PC work.I also relaxed and watched a DVD that I popped into the DVD player.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA.Today,I can satisfactorily report that I wasn't tempted to indulge in anything sexual today and that includes fantasizing and lusting after other men.I went through the day with no problems as I just did what I had to do and I was feeling pretty good.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I am also still looking forward to the therapeutic step that I will be making when I go see my new counselor on Tuesday afternoon.I am hoping that this big step that I am taking will work out for me in the long run.I really need to let go of the unresolved issues and start transcending from them so I can discover real healing,so I can finally start to overcome SSA.I am sick of the rut that I am in and I am hoping that this big step that I am taking will go well and work out for me.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please pray for me that the new therapeutic step that I am taking will work out for the best for me and that it will benefit me in the long run.Please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for the upcoming weekend,with the exception of church as usual on Sunday,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I quickly did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
Today,I was supposed to start my first session with my new therapist,but they called to postpone the appointment until early Tuesday afternoon.After hanging up,I decided to do some much needed bill paying today and I was glad to get that done while I was out for much of the day.After that was done,I did a little bit of shopping at a local supermarket and I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I relaxed while watching a little bit of TV.After that,I headed to a local church for a free dinner.After eating,I headed over to a local close-out store to pick up a few things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
I will start talking where I am at in my struggles hopefully by tomorrow.I was a little disappointed when the postponement of my appointment came,but that's life as it is full of cancellations and postponements.However,I will be going to my Tuesday afternoon session.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,I would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section as I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Thanks for continuing to pray for me and also,your continued positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the near mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,since I had no time to shower,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving my face.After that was done,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed and I headed for the two groups that I had today.
Both the groups went well.After they were over,I headed over to a local kitchen for lunch.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I did my personal PC work.After that,I watched some TV and later popped a DVD into the DVD player.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am going to say that I am going to start making that big therapeutic step tomorrow.I have an appointment with the new therapist that they are going to assign me with.I am hoping that it goes well for me.I am also hoping that I will finally be able to finally let go and start transcending from these unresolved issues that I have,which are anger,resentment,trauma and trust issues.I need to finally get these issues behind me,so I can finally discover the real healing that I so desperately need.Please pray for me that this works out for me like I hope that it does.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section at the same time.Please keep me in your prayers.Please leave some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of the aforementioned therapy session that I will have,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I chose to wash my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I got dressed as I had only one place to go today.
I went to a local Dollar Tree store and bought a can of soup.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I heated the can of soup in the microwave for lunch and I ate it.I also watched a DVD that I popped into the DVD player.After that was over,I did a little bit more personal PC work and I watched a little bit of TV after that.Later on,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a DVD that I pooped into the DVD player.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it does,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult struggle of the two for me.Today,though it is,I can report that I had no issues with temptations today.I stayed busy with what I had to do and that took my mind off of the sexual stuff.Today,I did return the phone call to the rehab center and I have an appointment at 1:00pm Thursday.I am hoping that my meeting with the new therapist goes well.I am also hoping that I can finally be on my way to discovering the real healing that I desperately need.I am hoping that I can finally let go,transcend and heal.I need to get these unresolved issues out of my life and finally get on the road to real healing and I can finally overcome this terrible SSA.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I also need your prayers to hope that this big step that I am making in my life of therapy will work out for the best.I also could use some verbal support as well for this.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of a couple of groups in the morning and a midweek Advent church service in the evening,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and after that was done,I got dressed as a friend called me and asked me to help her,which I left the house to do and after that was done,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local Family Video and bought a couple of cheap DVDs and after that,I bought a gallon of milk for myself and when I paid for that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the milk away and I watched a little TV.After that,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I headed back out to buy a few more things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into bed clothes and I relaxed.I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult struggle of the two for me.Not only that,my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia make my struggles with SSA even more difficult.Today,while I was out,I got a call from the rehab center and I have to call them tomorrow morning when I wake up.When I got home today,it was too late for me to call them as the center was closed for the rest of the day.I was surprised to hear from them right away.I will return the call tomorrow.I am hoping that this big step will work out for me and I can finally let go of these unresolved issues so I can start transcending and finally,to discover the real healing that I so desperately need so I can not only heal from SSA,but go on to overcoming SSA.Today,I had no problems with being tempted as I was busy for much of the day.Though I didn't have any problems,I still have to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time when least expected and I have to be wary of them at any given moment.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers as I am making this much needed big step.I also would like some positive verbal support in the comment section.Please pray for me in hopes that this big step that I will be making works out for me and that it gives me the positive benefits that I am hoping for.I am still in need of both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often,especially at this time when I am making a big step that could possibly change my life for the better.Please continue to pray for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As fr tomorrow,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.We also had a new family join our church membership.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local store to look around for something.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into my sweatsuit.I did my personal PC work.When that was done,I had a terrible headache and after taking something for it,I laid down for a while and I actually was asleep a little longer than anticipated.When I got back up,I decided to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a couple of TV episodes that I have on DVD.After that,I did a little bit more personal PC work.Later on,I decided to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it does,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult struggle of the two for me.Today,though it is,I can report that I had no problems with any temptations.Yes,I went though the day with no problems.Nothing went through my mind nor did I get the temptation to do anything in a sexual sense.Though I did escape today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions will still try to tempt me to act out in any way,shape or form.I still need to stay on guard and be watchful as they can strike when least expected.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal verbal support daily and often.I also still need your support as I am about to take that big step in my life of seeking therapy.I am hoping to hear from the rehab center by next week and I am still looking forward to finally make that much goal of letting go and transcending the unresolved issues and finally discover real healing and to finally overcome this terrible SSA.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ