Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.I finally managed to get my haircut.After nearly two months of not being able to keep my hair in place,I finally got it done.It was great.After that,I went to a supermarket in my area to pick up a couple bags of frozen mixed vegetables.Before that,I went to a Home Depot in my area to pick up some ice melting stuff.I then went home.
After bathing when I got home,I took a bath to get cleaned up for tonight.After my bath,I had dinner,which was leftover homemade lasagna.It was good.After a brief talk with a friend,I went and did my computer work and despite an issue,I managed to get it done.Also,last night,I did another scan on my computer and there were no viruses in my database.The software successfully got rid of the virus.I feel better about that.
I am looking forward to tonight.I will be singing up a storm tonight.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know.But I have a feeling that everything is going to go well.
As for Sunday,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it affects me in a positive manner.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good work day today.The shift went by smoothly and I also had a nice lunch.After I did my job,I did my usual dropping off the clean laundry and went home.
On the way,I did go to the bank to cash my paycheck and I also ran an errand for my mom.Not too bad of a day.
After a light dinner,I registered some bills on the Where's George site and I also managed to finish my personal PC work.After that,I did a scan on my computer for viruses and spyware and there was one in my database.It was a Trojan Horse type virus called Trojan.Jakposh and I had to remove it.Fortunately,my anti-virus software contained it so I could easily delete it and then restart my computer with the system recovery off.I will be doing another scan in a minute after I finish this post to see if it got rid of it successfully.While that is going,I will bathe and watch a movie.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I am looking forward to tomorrow night because I will be singing up a storm.I have not decided what songs that I am going to do but whatever I do,I hope that the night goes well for me.As for the rest of the weekend,I have no plans but I hope that whatever I do,I hope that it will benefit me in a positive way.
I am now relaxing and anticipating the weekend.I am hoping that the weekend goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay but a little drained and tired.I had a pretty fair day today.I learned that one of the dryers at work was not working right.It wasn't drying like it should.I learned this today when I was trying to get a load of linens dry.I simply had to switch the dryers.I had to get the linens dry.Now,we are down to only one dryer and using only one washer until the other dryer can be repaired,which I hope will be soon.I hate it that we have only one dryer to work with.For most of the past two weeks,I thought that it was just because the normal Monday and Wednesday afternoon worker wasn't doing his job right.Now,I see that I was wrong to judge the man and I am hoping that I will be forgiven for what I did.It was wrong for me to judge the man.Again,I am hoping for forgiveness and I am hoping that the dryer gets fixed soon.Again,I hate it that only one dryer is working.
I also relapsed again.I masturbated while trying to take a nap this afternoon.I did ask for forgiveness and the roots of that relapse was that I judged another man and I was wrong in my judgement.Again,I am hoping that I can be forgiven and that I can feel better.
As for the rest of the night,I am hoping that I can get some sleep.I did manage to get an almost full night but I did lack a couple of hours.I am hoping to get a full night of sleep.I have been drained and feeling tired as of late due to all the stress of my job and feeling frustrated because of the dryer complications and all the loads that were not getting dry due to the problems and the other co-workers lack of not fulfilling their responsibilities in informing the job coaches and other staff about the dryer not working the way it should.I am hoping that this dryer situation can be resolved soon and we can have two working dryers again.
Tomorrow is simply a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.The laundry pick up went as smoothly as planned.There was no mess to clean up and that made me feel pretty good.After I dropped the laundry off and sorted it out,I had lunch at the social club with the rest of the members and I left to run a couple of errands for my mom.
I had to stop at a supermarket in the area to pick up a box of frozen chopped spinach and I also mailed out an important letter for my mom.But on the way home,I realized that I forgot to mail out a post card for my mom.Fortunately,I saw a mail carrier close to home and I asked if she could take it for me.She did and I thanked her.
When I got home,I had to get ready for my appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor.I was hoping to get my personal e-mail work finished before going there but my PC was giving me issues during that time.So,I went to my session and it went wonderfully well.My counselor and I talked for a while and it was a wonderful talk.I did get a few compliments on my progress in controlling my anger and keeping my temper in check.
I think that going to those anger management/conflict resolution support group meetings are helping me out a lot.I am feeling more confident that I can better manage and control my anger rather than it controlling me.But still,I have to take this as a One Day At A Time thing.If I can get by without losing my temper or getting angry,Great.But there is always the next day and the day after that and so on.I still need to work on this day to day and hope for the best.I think that finally I am being listned to and being heard by a group.It is wonderful.Still,I need to continue working on this One Day At A Time.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good but again,a little exausted.I had a pretty bad day today.When I got to the work site,I found that there were still loads of laundry in the dryers.That really was no big deal until I felt them.Apparently,the guy who did them the previous day forgot to turn on the dryers because they were still pretty wet.I had to run them through the dryers again while doing a couple of laundry loads in the washers.But I had to run them again because they still were not drying the laundry.I had to continue drying them until they got dry.It took three tries but I finally got them dry.This really offset my schedule.I was hoping to do my usual but I wound up finishing someone else's job once again.I can't believe that this guy still continues to work while slacking.I know that if I did something like that,I would get a schalacking like I wouldn't believe.I try to do a good job but I wind up finishing off what another guy didn't finish.But I just went with it and I managed to get only a little bit done.After that,I bagged the clean laundry and dropped it off at the drug/alcohol rehab center before heading for home.
When I got home,I had to leave again to run an errand for my mom.It was something personal that I had to complete and I also had to do something for myself.I picked up the new DVD release of the classic TV show Perfect Strangers at a local Target.My mom and I watched the pilot episode and it was wonderful to see that.For dinner,when we watched the pilot,we each had two Whopper Juniors and two French Fries from Burger King.It was pretty good.
My support group meeting at the church tonight went wonderfully well.It was awesome to share some more stuff at the meeting tonight.I learned that I had a few more things in common with the men in the group.It was great to learn that and it was also wonderful to hear and be heard.I am looking forward to next Tuesday's meeting and I am hoping that it will be as wonderful as tonight's.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well tomorrow.After that,in the afternoon,I have an appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor.I am hoping that the session goes well for me.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good but a little exausted.I had a pretty hectic day today.I had to rush some stuff out today at the post office.Most of what I had to rush out was my mom's.But I also had a few things of my own to rush out.They were simply a couple of bills that I had to pay.Plus,I had to rush out a money order for some stuff that I had bought off of Ebay when I won an auction early Friday morning.After I had finally gotten them out,I had to rush to the bank to withdraw some money.Fortunately,I managed to get to the bank on time to withdraw the money.After that,I went to a supermarket to pick up a few things there for my mom.I had done it all within one hour.After that,I had a light dinner before I went to my anger management/conflict resolution support group.
The meeting tonight went well.It was wonderful that I had a chance to share what I had to share tonight.I did share what went on during my day today and all the rushing that I had to do to get everything done.That was wonderful.The meeting went well and I feel pretty good that it did.I am looking forward to next Monday's meeting.
I also managed to receive a movie that I had been waiting on since I ordered it on Friday.I had the people that I ordered it from ship it via Priority Mail.I received it today.The movie is called Champions Forever:The Formula One Drivers(a.k.a.One By One & The Quick and the Dead) ,which is a documentary film about the 1973 American Grand Prix race.It is narrated by Stacy Keach.I did try it out when I got it and it works beautifully.I can hardly wait to watch the movie during the week.It will be the first time that I have watched this film in nearly 20 years.I am hoping that it is as good as I remembered it when I did initially watch it back in 1979 on HBO.Again,I am hoping to watch it this week.
I am now relaxing.I am hoping to sleep well tonight because I had a pretty hectic day.But at least I got it all done.That gives me a feeling of accomplishment.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes by well.I also have ny support group at the church meeting tomorrow night.I am hoping that the meeting goes wonderfully.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.I ran mostly errands for my mom today and I also had to do something for myself.It was nothing too special.The stuff that I had to get for my mom were a few things that she needed.I also had to buy some important personal things for myself.I also managed to get a few slices of pepperoni pizza for myself,which I will heat up for lunch tomorrow afternoon.
When I got home,I had a light dinner and relaxed for a bit.While I was relaxing,my mom and I watched The Beatles movie HELP! during most of the Superbowl.We also watched an episode of the classic animated show Mission:Magic.My mom,at the moment,is watching one of her favorite shows.I am just relaxing and sharing what went on during my day.It wasn't too eventful of a day but I did get what I needed to get done accomplished.
Last night,I only managed to sing only a couple of songs.The night at the place was very busy and there were quite a few singers there last night that put their slips up.But I did manage to share in a couple of other songs last night.I did back-up on one song and a friend and I sang on another as a duet.But still,I was a little disappointed.I am hoping to maybe do a couple more tonight when I go out.If not,OH WELL!I'll be content with having a drink or two.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have my anger management/conflict resolution support group meeting tomorrow night and I am hoping that the meeting goes well.I am hoping that the day goes by well.
That was my day today,my night last night and my hopes for the rest of the night.FJ