Tonight,I check in feeling a little bit better.I am not on edge as much as I was last night.But I am still being careful.I do not want to do anything that might ruin the evening for me.Though I am a bit calmer and not feeling as angry as yesterday,I still have to be careful.I do not want to do or even say anything that I might regret later.I am going to be careful on what I say and do.
Tonight,the Buffalo Sabres were victorious.They defeated the Toronto Maple Leafs by a score of 4-3.Their next game will be against the Chicago Blackhawks on Wednesday night.I hope that they can make it two in a row.That would be sweet.Yes it would.
I am still feeling a little sadness over the tragedy that happened yesterday.It was truly a shocking thing to happen.I am always going to miss him.It's sad.Even though death is a part of life,it should not happen too soon.The person I knew that died was 33.
I hope that tonight goes well.I am going to meeting a couple of friends tonight where I am goingto be singing.Again,I hope that the night goes well.
I did get a lot done today.I had to do some laundry and a little bit of personal shopping.
That was my day.FJ

Tonight,I check in once again with mixed emotions.I am feeling a little at edge at the moment and I am also feeling sadness and depression.Today,I received some distressing news over the television.A person that I have known for 10 years died early this morning in a house fire.Apparently,he fell asleep with a lit cigarette in his hand and he did not know what hit him.The first tragedy of the year for me involving somebody I knew.Him and I were not the best of friends but we did talk about a lot of things whenever we ran into each other.Now he's gone.The news really hit me like a ton of bricks when I heard about it this evening on the TV news.It was shocking because I had just talked with him a month ago and he was in good spirits.Again,now he's gone.I am going to miss him.
Today was yet another work day and it went as well as it could.Tonight,the Sabres lost to the Penguins 4-2.They play tomorrow night against the Toronto Maple Leafs.I hope that they can win that game.
I hope that tomorrow will be a better day.Tomorrow is Saturday and I am hoping that the day goes good.I am also going to be singing tomorrow night and I hope that this also goes well.
Well that was my day.FJ

Tonight,I check in with mixed emotions.I had a so-so work day.Nothing negative happened but I just felt depressed for no particular reason.The Sabres lost to the Ottawa Senators 6-3 last night in Ottawa and I actually misplaced a newspaper that I picked up during my lunch break.I looked all over the house for it but there was no trace of it.I went out to pick up another copy.Fortunately,it was a free newspaper.Right now,it is raining outside and there is really nothing around for me to do.I do not know what is wrong with me.I have never misplaced anything where I could not find it anymore.I am feeling depressed for no reason at the moment.I do not know what the problem is.I am hoping that I feel better in the next few days.Maybe when I go out Saturday night I will feel better and I am also hoping that tomorrow,which is a work day,goes well.If it does,hopefully I will feel better.I guess that I am still feeling down about what happened to me on Tuesday regarding my tire.Every time something bad happens to me,I have an anxiety about the rest of the week and I always hope that nothing bad happens during the week.Again,I hope that I am feeling better soon.
Those are my thoughts and feelings.FJ

Tonight,I check in feeling really good.I had a wonderful meeting tonight with my group at the church and that really made the night.I told the men about what had hapend to me yesterday and it was great to share this woth them.It made me feel better to talk about it with them.It was wonderful.The men in the group are a really swell bunch.It is great that I found out about them.I have been going to every meeting and every meeting has been doing me a lot of good.I am going to continue going to those meetings.I have been getting an awful lot of them.Ever since I have been going,I have not been losing it lately.I mean,what happened yesterday made me angry but I did not lose my temper nor did I shout curses at the sky like I have done previously in the past.I guess going to that group has been helping me.Yes it has.I have not been at edge as much lately nor have I lost my temper as of late.I feel a great sense of accomplishment coming over me.WOW!It seems like only yesterday that I was a guy who always was at edge and was ready to explode when somebody said the wrong thing or when something happens that should not have happened.But I am still keeping on guard because I could fall short anytime when I least expect it.But still,I feel that I have accomplished something.
Tomorrow is yet another work day.I am hoping that all goes well tomorrow and the rest of the week.If nothing negative happens during the rest of the week,I will really feel good.Yes I will.
That was my night.FJ

Tonight,I check in with mixed emotions.The day that I had started out promising but would take a turn for the worse later on.I did my job and the first half of the day went by very smoothly.The second half of the day not so smoothly.The afternoon started when I was moving my vehicle to another parking space and was surprised to see that my passenger side rear tire was flat.It appeared that it was slashed.That really made me angry.Tires are expensive nowadays.I had to pay over $70.00 for that tire,including maintenance.The new year started out positive with the Sabres winning and then this happens.The reason why I was angry was not just because this happened but there was no police patrolling the area.If there was enough police patrolling the area,this would not have happened.I remember back in the years before,there was adequate police patrols.Police were on the streets 24/7 and the crime rate where I lived was scarcely low.Now,there are hardly any police on the streets and the crime rate is so high that the elected officials are doing little if nothing to bring back the adequate police protection that we need to keep the rate low.This year,we need to elect a new mayor in my hometown so they can bring policemen back to the streets.Playing politics with law enforcement is not only wrong but it's unacceptable.We need to get politicians back who care about public safety and who will never take public safety for granted.It stinks.
I hope that tomorrow will be better.I have to do a pick up of laundry for the Wednesday afternoon person.I am hoping that tomorrow goes by smoother than today.
Well that was my day.FJ

HAPPY NEW YEAR,EVERYBODY!
Tonight,I am checking in feeling pretty good.Last night,the New Year's party was an awesome success.It was truly wonderful.I entertained the crowd and they were very appreciative.It was a truly awesome night.Yes it was.I did eat a lot of food but that is part of the holiday celebration.I am looking forward to the new year with a lot of optimism and enthusiasm.I am hoping that the new year goes great.My resolution is to continue working on my emotional problems,such as my problem with anger.I have been doing well,so far and that makes me feel good.Again,I hope that the new year gows well.
The Buffalo Sabres were victorious yet again.They defeated the New York Islanders by a score of 3-1.That was truly the event of the day.Yes it is.I am happy that the new year is starting off on a promising and positive note.A Buffalo Sabres win to start off the new year is something.Yes it is.
Tomorrow is another work day.The post office and other government agencies will be closed for a day of mourning for former vice president/president Gerald R.Ford.The mail delivery will resume on Wednesday.
That was my day.FJ

Tonight is New Year's Eve.In just under five hours,we will be ringing in another year.It will be 2007 very soon.I can hardly wait for the new year to start.In under five hours,it will begin.I will be doing my typical entertaining on New Year's.I will be celebrating with my friends and singing up a storm for them.I know that it will be a fun night.I always have fun singing on New Year's Eve and helping to ring in the new year with everyone.It is always a BLAST.Yes it is.
The Buffalo Sabres defeated the Atlanta Thrashers last night 4-1.It was truly a great game and a great way to ring in the new year with a big bang.With this win,Lindy Ruff is going to be coaching the All-Star team when the All-Star break comes.That is really AWESOME.I hope that Lindy Ruff does a great job in coaching that team.
I am looking forward to the new year and I am looking forward to the party tonight when I am going to be singing.It will be a fun night.Yes it will.
Well,I hope that everybody has a Happy New Year.FJ