Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had only a couple of things on my agenda for today.I first went to a local Dollar Tree to pick up a few important things.After that,I went to a nearby supermarket to pick up something else.After that,I headed over to the local Big Lots to buy something else that I needed.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff away and I did some more personal PC work.After that,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a couple more classic TV episodes from a DVD set that I have.After that,I quickly did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I wasn't tempted today.I went through the day without any problems and that made me feel good.Though I escaped today,I still have to keep in mind that there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I have to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time with temptations galore.They will try to tempt me to break my Heavenly Father's perfect law in regards to,but not limited to,sexuality.I have to show them,with the help of my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ,that I am much stronger than they are and that the unnatural sexual desires that I have don't own me,but I own them.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you daily and often.I need to be shown that I am not alone in this particular struggle constantly.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section as well.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual in the morning,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Saturday, March 21, 2015
Friday, March 20, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and when that was finished,I got dressed to get out and buy something that I wanted for dinner.Regarding my appointment with the job placement counselor at the rehab center,I postponed the appointment until Tuesday afternoon as the manager of the center changed his appointment with me for Tuesday afternoon.
I went to the local Big Lots to pick up a couple of things that I wanted to eat for dinner.After paying for these things,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into my sweatsuit and I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a couple of classic TV episodes on a TV set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I changed into pajamas and started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,as a result of my medication kicking in,I can't really talk about where I am at in my struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA.I am feeling extremely tired once again this evening and I can barely type with yawing and almost feeling asleep.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support daily and often.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support and Thanks also goes to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and when that was finished,I got dressed to get out and buy something that I wanted for dinner.Regarding my appointment with the job placement counselor at the rehab center,I postponed the appointment until Tuesday afternoon as the manager of the center changed his appointment with me for Tuesday afternoon.
I went to the local Big Lots to pick up a couple of things that I wanted to eat for dinner.After paying for these things,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into my sweatsuit and I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a couple of classic TV episodes on a TV set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I changed into pajamas and started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,as a result of my medication kicking in,I can't really talk about where I am at in my struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA.I am feeling extremely tired once again this evening and I can barely type with yawing and almost feeling asleep.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support daily and often.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support and Thanks also goes to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Thursday, March 19, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I quickly washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I quickly did my personal PC work.When that was finished,I relaxed for much of the day while listening to music.After that,I headed out to a local church for a free dinner and after that,I got some gas at a local gas station.I also went to a local bargain supermarket to pick up something that I needed.After dropping these things off at home,I went for a drive and when it was getting evening,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local Dollar Tree to pick up something and after that,a nearby supermarket to pick up another thing.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched a little TV.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am feeling tired.I will start to talk about my struggles and where I am at in them tomorrow when I am more awake.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of meeting with my employment counselor,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I quickly washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I quickly did my personal PC work.When that was finished,I relaxed for much of the day while listening to music.After that,I headed out to a local church for a free dinner and after that,I got some gas at a local gas station.I also went to a local bargain supermarket to pick up something that I needed.After dropping these things off at home,I went for a drive and when it was getting evening,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local Dollar Tree to pick up something and after that,a nearby supermarket to pick up another thing.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched a little TV.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am feeling tired.I will start to talk about my struggles and where I am at in them tomorrow when I am more awake.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of meeting with my employment counselor,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, March 18, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I didn't have time to shower,so I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving and cleaning my underarms to apply fresh deodorant.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed and I headed out to my groups.
The morning group went well.After it was over,I went to a local kitchen for lunch.After that,I headed back for my afternoon group.
The afternoon went as well as the morning group.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I had a phone conversation with my case worker.After that was over,I showered quickly and when I was finished with that,I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I got dressed and headed over to a Lenten dinner at my church's fellowship hall.
The dinner was wonderful and I also had some wonderful fellowship.After it was all over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into pajamas and prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two.Today,though it is,I had no problems.I went through the day and had nothing in regards to temptations get at me.Though I did escape today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I didn't have time to shower,so I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving and cleaning my underarms to apply fresh deodorant.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed and I headed out to my groups.
The morning group went well.After it was over,I went to a local kitchen for lunch.After that,I headed back for my afternoon group.
The afternoon went as well as the morning group.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I had a phone conversation with my case worker.After that was over,I showered quickly and when I was finished with that,I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I got dressed and headed over to a Lenten dinner at my church's fellowship hall.
The dinner was wonderful and I also had some wonderful fellowship.After it was all over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into pajamas and prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two.Today,though it is,I had no problems.I went through the day and had nothing in regards to temptations get at me.Though I did escape today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, March 17, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I head my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed and decided to go to the bank to cash my state income tax refund check,only my bank told me that I would have to wait a day to claim the funds.After I withdrew a little bit of money,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I quickly did my personal PC work and also relaxed for much of the afternoon.I listened to some music while relaxing in the afternoon.Later on,I went back out to pick up some take-out food for dinner.
After eating my take out food,I did some more personal PC work and again relaxed while listening to some music.Later on,as it was getting late,I decided to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I wasn't tempted in any way,shape or form to act out.I went through the day and nothing happened.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions are out there and they can and will try to get me to break my Heavenly Father's perfect laws,including,but not limited to,the laws regarding sexuality.They will try to get me to act out on the unnatural sexual desires that I have and I can't let that happen.I have to show them,with the help of my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ,that I am stronger than they are.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support daily and often.I need to be continuously reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my groups and a Lenten dinner in my church's fellowship hall,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I head my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed and decided to go to the bank to cash my state income tax refund check,only my bank told me that I would have to wait a day to claim the funds.After I withdrew a little bit of money,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I quickly did my personal PC work and also relaxed for much of the afternoon.I listened to some music while relaxing in the afternoon.Later on,I went back out to pick up some take-out food for dinner.
After eating my take out food,I did some more personal PC work and again relaxed while listening to some music.Later on,as it was getting late,I decided to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I wasn't tempted in any way,shape or form to act out.I went through the day and nothing happened.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions are out there and they can and will try to get me to break my Heavenly Father's perfect laws,including,but not limited to,the laws regarding sexuality.They will try to get me to act out on the unnatural sexual desires that I have and I can't let that happen.I have to show them,with the help of my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ,that I am stronger than they are.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support daily and often.I need to be continuously reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my groups and a Lenten dinner in my church's fellowship hall,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, March 16, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I would wash my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed and I headed over to another local garage to see if I had a coolant leak anywhere.
The second opinion was the same as the first.This particular garage informed me that there was no leak anywhere and after that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a couple of things that I needed.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I quickly did my personal PC work and since I was having leg cramp pain in my right leg that I had since this morning,I took a few leg cramp pills and laid down for a while.After getting back up,though I was feeling a little bit better,but still had some pain,I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I did give into temptation this morning upon getting out of bed.I manipulated my genitals and yes,sexual images of men clouded my mind,but fortunately,I managed to stop myself before it went too far.I immediately asked my Heavenly Father to forgive me in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I pleaded with my Heavenly Father to be merciful to me as I fell short today and I was really sorry.I prayed and I prayed.I left nothing out as I prayed.When I was finished,I felt better as I knew and truly believed that I was forgiven.I still need to work on getting tough with myself.I can't fall into the trap of falling into sin and later repenting.I have to work on constantly going to my Heavenly Father and asking him for strength to help me fight and resist these terrible urges.I can't keep giving in to them.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I need to be reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in this particular struggle.I need all the support that I can get for this particular struggle.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I would wash my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed and I headed over to another local garage to see if I had a coolant leak anywhere.
The second opinion was the same as the first.This particular garage informed me that there was no leak anywhere and after that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a couple of things that I needed.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I quickly did my personal PC work and since I was having leg cramp pain in my right leg that I had since this morning,I took a few leg cramp pills and laid down for a while.After getting back up,though I was feeling a little bit better,but still had some pain,I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I did give into temptation this morning upon getting out of bed.I manipulated my genitals and yes,sexual images of men clouded my mind,but fortunately,I managed to stop myself before it went too far.I immediately asked my Heavenly Father to forgive me in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I pleaded with my Heavenly Father to be merciful to me as I fell short today and I was really sorry.I prayed and I prayed.I left nothing out as I prayed.When I was finished,I felt better as I knew and truly believed that I was forgiven.I still need to work on getting tough with myself.I can't fall into the trap of falling into sin and later repenting.I have to work on constantly going to my Heavenly Father and asking him for strength to help me fight and resist these terrible urges.I can't keep giving in to them.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I need to be reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in this particular struggle.I need all the support that I can get for this particular struggle.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, March 15, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship with my fellow church people,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local Dollar Tree store to pick up a tube of toothpaste.After that,I headed for the drug store to pick up a couple of prescriptions.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed from my suit into a sweatsuit and I quickly did my personal PC work.After that,I had a terrible screeching headache,so I took something for it and I laid down for a while.After getting up,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I can safely report that I had no problems with temptations today.I went through the day without anything wrong and that was great.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions are out there and they will try to get me to break my Heavenly Father's perfect laws,including those regarding,but not limited to,sexuality.I can't let that happen.I have to show them,with the help of my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ,that I am stronger than they are and that they don't own me.I also have to show the unnatural sexual desires that I have that they also don't own me.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support,both prayerful and positive verbal,daily and often.I need support not just from fellow SSA strugglers,but also from Christian men who are straight and also understand what SSA men are going through and what they need to become the whole man that I am meant to be and the man that my Heavenly Father wants me to be.Please continue to pray for me.Please continue to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of getting a second opinion from another local garage to see if I have a coolant leak anywhere,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship with my fellow church people,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local Dollar Tree store to pick up a tube of toothpaste.After that,I headed for the drug store to pick up a couple of prescriptions.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed from my suit into a sweatsuit and I quickly did my personal PC work.After that,I had a terrible screeching headache,so I took something for it and I laid down for a while.After getting up,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I can safely report that I had no problems with temptations today.I went through the day without anything wrong and that was great.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions are out there and they will try to get me to break my Heavenly Father's perfect laws,including those regarding,but not limited to,sexuality.I can't let that happen.I have to show them,with the help of my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ,that I am stronger than they are and that they don't own me.I also have to show the unnatural sexual desires that I have that they also don't own me.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support,both prayerful and positive verbal,daily and often.I need support not just from fellow SSA strugglers,but also from Christian men who are straight and also understand what SSA men are going through and what they need to become the whole man that I am meant to be and the man that my Heavenly Father wants me to be.Please continue to pray for me.Please continue to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of getting a second opinion from another local garage to see if I have a coolant leak anywhere,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
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