Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good and busy day today.
Today,I was awakened by a phone call from my supervisor at my workplace and he said that there was a spot open and if I can come in,great.I phoned him back and told him I would,but I had to clean up and eat first.He said okay and we hung up.After that,I headed over to the sink and I washed my hair and my face,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed in work clothes and I headed for work.
The work day went by well.After I was finished with everything that I had to do,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed from work clothes into casual clothes and I headed back out to the local Super Wal-Mart.I had to pick up a few things that I needed.After that,I went to Subway within the Super Wal-Mart to buy a sandwich for dinner.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I placed my sandwich in the microwave oven and I hit the shower to clean up.After I was finished showering,I ate my sandwich and after that,completed my personal PC work.As the evening was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good and busy day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,since I am feeling extremely tired from my busy work day today,I will not talk about nor share where I am at in regards to my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA.I am hoping to start talking about that tomorrow when I am more able and more wide awake.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks for your support and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual in the morning,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Saturday, January 10, 2015
Friday, January 09, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today.I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair over the sink and when I was finished with that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I went outside to shovel the sidewalk for the mail people and I also shoveled the end of my driveway.After that was done,I quickly did my personal PC work and when that was finished,I went back outside to shovel my driveway and to also shovel the end of the driveway after the city snow plows plowed more snow from the street onto it.After that was done,I went back inside the house to relax for a bit as I was exhausted from all the shoveling,but it was worth it and also,good exercise.
After eating,I decided to relax and watch a few classic TV episodes on DVD.After that,I decided to do some more personal PC work.I stayed home for much of the day due to the weather and since my car was stuck in the driveway until I shoveled it,I had no place to go and also,I wanted to give the city some time to clean the streets by plowing and salting the roads.Still,I kept busy doing what I had to do.Later on,as it was getting late,I decided to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I have to confess.I sinned today and I felt pretty miserable after it happened.Upon arising,I sat down in a chair and sexual images of men clouded my mind and I gave into the temptation to fantasize and lust after them by manipulating my genitals and I made myself ejaculate while doing so.After cleaning my hands off,I immediately asked my Heavenly Father to forgive me and to be merciful to me in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed hard and I left nothing out.I admitted everything to my Heavenly Father and begged and pleaded for him to be merciful towards me.When I was finished praying,I felt much better and very relieved.I knew and truly believed that I was forgiven.As I am about to make the big step in my life in regards to therapy,I still need to get tough with myself.I can't keep giving into these terrible urges if I want to heal from and overcome SSA.I need to stop giving into these terrible urges.I am hoping that the big step that I am making in therapy will help me get out of this and hopefully,help me break free from these obsessive thoughts and this obsession that I have in regards to men.Fellow blog followers and readers,I need your prayers right now more than ever.I also still need your positive verbal support in the comments section.Please support me as I am still going through a very difficult time.I need to finally start to let go of the unresolved issues that I have that have been holding me back from the real healing that I need to discover and finally feel so I can finally heal from and overcome this terrible SSA.Please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual on Sunday,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the upcoming weekend ahead.FJ
Today.I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair over the sink and when I was finished with that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I went outside to shovel the sidewalk for the mail people and I also shoveled the end of my driveway.After that was done,I quickly did my personal PC work and when that was finished,I went back outside to shovel my driveway and to also shovel the end of the driveway after the city snow plows plowed more snow from the street onto it.After that was done,I went back inside the house to relax for a bit as I was exhausted from all the shoveling,but it was worth it and also,good exercise.
After eating,I decided to relax and watch a few classic TV episodes on DVD.After that,I decided to do some more personal PC work.I stayed home for much of the day due to the weather and since my car was stuck in the driveway until I shoveled it,I had no place to go and also,I wanted to give the city some time to clean the streets by plowing and salting the roads.Still,I kept busy doing what I had to do.Later on,as it was getting late,I decided to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I have to confess.I sinned today and I felt pretty miserable after it happened.Upon arising,I sat down in a chair and sexual images of men clouded my mind and I gave into the temptation to fantasize and lust after them by manipulating my genitals and I made myself ejaculate while doing so.After cleaning my hands off,I immediately asked my Heavenly Father to forgive me and to be merciful to me in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed hard and I left nothing out.I admitted everything to my Heavenly Father and begged and pleaded for him to be merciful towards me.When I was finished praying,I felt much better and very relieved.I knew and truly believed that I was forgiven.As I am about to make the big step in my life in regards to therapy,I still need to get tough with myself.I can't keep giving into these terrible urges if I want to heal from and overcome SSA.I need to stop giving into these terrible urges.I am hoping that the big step that I am making in therapy will help me get out of this and hopefully,help me break free from these obsessive thoughts and this obsession that I have in regards to men.Fellow blog followers and readers,I need your prayers right now more than ever.I also still need your positive verbal support in the comments section.Please support me as I am still going through a very difficult time.I need to finally start to let go of the unresolved issues that I have that have been holding me back from the real healing that I need to discover and finally feel so I can finally heal from and overcome this terrible SSA.Please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual on Sunday,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the upcoming weekend ahead.FJ
Thursday, January 08, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I decided to quickly do my personal PC work as I was anticipating attending my appointment today with the manager at the rehab center in another area of the county,but when I saw the roads,I decided to postpone the appointment due to the extreme Winter weather conditions.The roads were way to slick to chance going out there,so I postponed the appointment and it was rescheduled for next Wednesday.After that,I got dressed and just did what I had to get out of the way.I had some personal stuff that I needed to take care of locally,so I spent the whole day out and about getting the important stuff that I needed to get out of the way.It was treacherous driving,so I took my time getting the important things done.I drove as carefully as I could and within a few hours,I got everything that I needed to get done.I also had a light veggie lunch at Burger King when I was finished.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my clothes and into a sweatsuit.I have been wearing long underwear since the weather started getting colder and I also wear it underneath my flannel pajamas as well for extra warmth.Since this weather won't let up until the weekend,I am simply going to stay home and only drive out locally and/or close to home.If I have no place to go,I will just stay home.I also want to help my hometown out a lot by doing so.That way,they can take their time cleaning the streets by plowing the snow and salting the roads.
I watched a little bit of TV and I also put a DVD into the DVD player.I relaxed and took it easy for a while.
After having a light meal,I relaxed and I watched another DVD that I popped into the DVD player.I relaxed while doing that.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I have decided to not talk about anything in regards to my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA.I will start discussing where I am at with them hopefully by tomorrow.Please continue to pray for me.Please also leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I would appreciate your support as I still need it daily and often.Thanks to y'all for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I may just stay home as we are,in my hometown,going to get some more heavy snowfall like we did today.I will just relax and take it easy for the day and hopefully,it will all subside this coming weekend as hoped and said by the state weather sources.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I decided to quickly do my personal PC work as I was anticipating attending my appointment today with the manager at the rehab center in another area of the county,but when I saw the roads,I decided to postpone the appointment due to the extreme Winter weather conditions.The roads were way to slick to chance going out there,so I postponed the appointment and it was rescheduled for next Wednesday.After that,I got dressed and just did what I had to get out of the way.I had some personal stuff that I needed to take care of locally,so I spent the whole day out and about getting the important stuff that I needed to get out of the way.It was treacherous driving,so I took my time getting the important things done.I drove as carefully as I could and within a few hours,I got everything that I needed to get done.I also had a light veggie lunch at Burger King when I was finished.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my clothes and into a sweatsuit.I have been wearing long underwear since the weather started getting colder and I also wear it underneath my flannel pajamas as well for extra warmth.Since this weather won't let up until the weekend,I am simply going to stay home and only drive out locally and/or close to home.If I have no place to go,I will just stay home.I also want to help my hometown out a lot by doing so.That way,they can take their time cleaning the streets by plowing the snow and salting the roads.
I watched a little bit of TV and I also put a DVD into the DVD player.I relaxed and took it easy for a while.
After having a light meal,I relaxed and I watched another DVD that I popped into the DVD player.I relaxed while doing that.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I have decided to not talk about anything in regards to my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA.I will start discussing where I am at with them hopefully by tomorrow.Please continue to pray for me.Please also leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I would appreciate your support as I still need it daily and often.Thanks to y'all for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I may just stay home as we are,in my hometown,going to get some more heavy snowfall like we did today.I will just relax and take it easy for the day and hopefully,it will all subside this coming weekend as hoped and said by the state weather sources.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, January 07, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,since I wasn't going anywhere due to the snow and a Wind Chill Advisory in place until tomorrow morning,I washed my hair over the sink and after that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and when that was done,I put on a pair of jeans and I headed outside to shovel the walk for the mail people so they could deliver my mail.After that was done,I relaxed and watched a few classic TV episodes and a few cartoons on DVD.After that,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched another classic TV episode on DVD and after that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I decided to turn in early as I have to get up in the morning.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am reporting that tomorrow,I will be meeting with a manager over at the rehab center.I will be meeting with him in the early afternoon.I am still hoping that this step that I am making will work out for the better and I can finally start letting go of the unresolved negative issues,such as anger,resentment and trauma issues that I have.I am hoping that I can finally let go and transcend these issues so I can finally discover and embrace the real healing that I so desperately need.I am sick of being in this terrible emotional rut that I am in.I want to heal from and overcome this terrible SSA so I can finally become the man that my Heavenly Father intends and meant for me to be.I want to finally let go of these unresolved negative issues as I know that they have been holding me back from discovering and embracing the real healing that I so desperately need.I am hoping that this big step in my therapy will do just that.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often,especially since I am making a big step that I am hoping will start putting me on the road to real healing and transcendence.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have an appointment with a manager over at the rehab center and on my way there,I will be dropping off my turntable to get the speed selector clean.After that,I have nothing else planned,but I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,since I wasn't going anywhere due to the snow and a Wind Chill Advisory in place until tomorrow morning,I washed my hair over the sink and after that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and when that was done,I put on a pair of jeans and I headed outside to shovel the walk for the mail people so they could deliver my mail.After that was done,I relaxed and watched a few classic TV episodes and a few cartoons on DVD.After that,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched another classic TV episode on DVD and after that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I decided to turn in early as I have to get up in the morning.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am reporting that tomorrow,I will be meeting with a manager over at the rehab center.I will be meeting with him in the early afternoon.I am still hoping that this step that I am making will work out for the better and I can finally start letting go of the unresolved negative issues,such as anger,resentment and trauma issues that I have.I am hoping that I can finally let go and transcend these issues so I can finally discover and embrace the real healing that I so desperately need.I am sick of being in this terrible emotional rut that I am in.I want to heal from and overcome this terrible SSA so I can finally become the man that my Heavenly Father intends and meant for me to be.I want to finally let go of these unresolved negative issues as I know that they have been holding me back from discovering and embracing the real healing that I so desperately need.I am hoping that this big step in my therapy will do just that.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often,especially since I am making a big step that I am hoping will start putting me on the road to real healing and transcendence.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have an appointment with a manager over at the rehab center and on my way there,I will be dropping off my turntable to get the speed selector clean.After that,I have nothing else planned,but I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, January 06, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today,despite some setbacks.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I got dressed real quickly and I headed over to my mechanic's garage to drop my car off to see why my fan for the air conditioning and heating wasn't working and why my windshield washer hoses were not working.After dropping the car off,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed a few minutes before jumping into the shower to clean up.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I awaited the phone call from the garage to see what the verdict is.When it did,they informed me that that a fuse was blown for the fan and that there was kink in the windshield washer dispenser mechanism.After paying for the repairs,I took a drive and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and did some more personal PC work.Later on,I had a light meal as I got dressed up in dress clothes for the church's annual Epiphany service.
The service was wonderful.We also had a dessert brunch after that.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into pajamas and I started to prepare for my evening retirement as I was getting sleepy.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
In regards to my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,I have chosen to not say anything in this regard.I am feeling really tired after all the activity for today.I will start updating all of you tomorrow when I am more able.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.It is just that I am too tired and drowsy from all the activity to talk about this.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I got dressed real quickly and I headed over to my mechanic's garage to drop my car off to see why my fan for the air conditioning and heating wasn't working and why my windshield washer hoses were not working.After dropping the car off,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed a few minutes before jumping into the shower to clean up.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I awaited the phone call from the garage to see what the verdict is.When it did,they informed me that that a fuse was blown for the fan and that there was kink in the windshield washer dispenser mechanism.After paying for the repairs,I took a drive and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and did some more personal PC work.Later on,I had a light meal as I got dressed up in dress clothes for the church's annual Epiphany service.
The service was wonderful.We also had a dessert brunch after that.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into pajamas and I started to prepare for my evening retirement as I was getting sleepy.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
In regards to my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,I have chosen to not say anything in this regard.I am feeling really tired after all the activity for today.I will start updating all of you tomorrow when I am more able.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.It is just that I am too tired and drowsy from all the activity to talk about this.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, January 05, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had a few things on my agenda for today.I first went to my usual hair place to get my hair cut.After that,I went to a local Dollar Tree store to pick up a few more things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and after that,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched another holiday themed cartoon on DVD and after that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.However,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult struggle that I have.Today,I am hoping to finally stop obsessing over members of my own gender.I have been fighting this obsession for a long time.I have been seeking advice,mostly by Christian counselors and Christian ministers,about how I can stop this terrible obsession.I don't want to be obsessed with men anymore.I want to think pure,wholesome,healthy and clean thoughts about my fellow men.I want to look at them as brothers in the Lord and not as sexual objects to lust and fantasize over.I have to continually keep in mind that men were never meant to satisfy selfish and lustful desires in the realm of Homosexuality.The sovereign Lord and creator,our Heavenly Father,created man and woman,Adam and Eve,and only approves of healthy Heterosexuality and not Homosexuality.Don't get me wrong,I understand that our Heavenly Father doesn't condemn the Homosexual condition in itself nor does he condemn any man or woman for having the sexual feelings that are connected with the Homosexual condition.The thing that he does condemn is the sexual activity associated with Homosexuality.Our Heavenly Father condemns the sexual activity between two members of the same gender.He doesn't approve of it at all.This is why I need as well as want to stop obsessing over men.I also still have to keep in mind that obsession leads to nowhere and can only get an obsessed person into trouble.I don't want to get into any trouble over this obsession as I want to break free from it and overcome this terrible obsession.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I need some helpful advice on how I can break free from this terrible men obsession that I have.If anyone has anything helpful for me,especially if any of you had this same obsession,please share with me what worked for you and I will give it a try.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of taking my car to the garage to see why my fan for the heater isn't working and I am hoping that it isn't very serious,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever O choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had a few things on my agenda for today.I first went to my usual hair place to get my hair cut.After that,I went to a local Dollar Tree store to pick up a few more things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and after that,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched another holiday themed cartoon on DVD and after that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.However,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult struggle that I have.Today,I am hoping to finally stop obsessing over members of my own gender.I have been fighting this obsession for a long time.I have been seeking advice,mostly by Christian counselors and Christian ministers,about how I can stop this terrible obsession.I don't want to be obsessed with men anymore.I want to think pure,wholesome,healthy and clean thoughts about my fellow men.I want to look at them as brothers in the Lord and not as sexual objects to lust and fantasize over.I have to continually keep in mind that men were never meant to satisfy selfish and lustful desires in the realm of Homosexuality.The sovereign Lord and creator,our Heavenly Father,created man and woman,Adam and Eve,and only approves of healthy Heterosexuality and not Homosexuality.Don't get me wrong,I understand that our Heavenly Father doesn't condemn the Homosexual condition in itself nor does he condemn any man or woman for having the sexual feelings that are connected with the Homosexual condition.The thing that he does condemn is the sexual activity associated with Homosexuality.Our Heavenly Father condemns the sexual activity between two members of the same gender.He doesn't approve of it at all.This is why I need as well as want to stop obsessing over men.I also still have to keep in mind that obsession leads to nowhere and can only get an obsessed person into trouble.I don't want to get into any trouble over this obsession as I want to break free from it and overcome this terrible obsession.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I need some helpful advice on how I can break free from this terrible men obsession that I have.If anyone has anything helpful for me,especially if any of you had this same obsession,please share with me what worked for you and I will give it a try.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of taking my car to the garage to see why my fan for the heater isn't working and I am hoping that it isn't very serious,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever O choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, January 04, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed and I headed over to church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.The worship service today was a little while longer due to some classically trained musicians visiting from out of town and doing some classical music during the worship service.After some wonderful fellowship with my fellow worshipers,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local bargain supermarket to pick up some more much needed food items.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and I put the stuff that I bought away in their proper places and I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I headed back out to another local supermarket to pick up a few more much needed food items.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and after relaxing for a while,I headed out to a local Burger King to pick up a veggie burger,a side garden salad and onion rings.I was given a Burger King gift card for the holiday and decided to put it too good use.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I ate my dinner and after I was finished,I watched another holiday themed cartoon on DVD.After that,as it was getting darker,I decided to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a very wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
This week when Thursday rolls around,I have another appointment with the rehab center and I am hoping my sessions will go well with them.I will be meeting with the manager of the center and I am hoping that it will go well and this step that I am taking will work out for me in the long run.I need to start becoming the man that my Heavenly Father wants me to be and meant to be.I need to start letting of the negative anger,resentment and trauma issues that have been holding me back from discovering the true healing that I desperately need.I don't want to struggle with this terrible SSA forever.I also want to learn to start start trusting others,especially other men,so I can finally have the real healing and affirming relationships that I also need with other men.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed and I headed over to church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.The worship service today was a little while longer due to some classically trained musicians visiting from out of town and doing some classical music during the worship service.After some wonderful fellowship with my fellow worshipers,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local bargain supermarket to pick up some more much needed food items.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and I put the stuff that I bought away in their proper places and I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I headed back out to another local supermarket to pick up a few more much needed food items.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and after relaxing for a while,I headed out to a local Burger King to pick up a veggie burger,a side garden salad and onion rings.I was given a Burger King gift card for the holiday and decided to put it too good use.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I ate my dinner and after I was finished,I watched another holiday themed cartoon on DVD.After that,as it was getting darker,I decided to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a very wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
This week when Thursday rolls around,I have another appointment with the rehab center and I am hoping my sessions will go well with them.I will be meeting with the manager of the center and I am hoping that it will go well and this step that I am taking will work out for me in the long run.I need to start becoming the man that my Heavenly Father wants me to be and meant to be.I need to start letting of the negative anger,resentment and trauma issues that have been holding me back from discovering the true healing that I desperately need.I don't want to struggle with this terrible SSA forever.I also want to learn to start start trusting others,especially other men,so I can finally have the real healing and affirming relationships that I also need with other men.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
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