Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good and very busy day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed in work clothes real quickly and I headed for work.
The work day went great.After the work day is over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed while having some water and I jumped into the shower to clean up.After that,I got dressed and headed downtown to get myself a BBQ chicken dinner as a local ice pavilion was having a BBQ chicken dinner charity sale to help benefit the county junior hockey team.After buying my dinner,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up a couple of things.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I ate my BBQ chicken dinner and I watched a classic TV episode while doing so.After I finished eating,I did my personal PC work and I also enjoyed some music while doing so.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a very good and very busy day today.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I wasn't tempted in any way to act out in any way,shape or form.I guess that staying busy at work and going to a charity chicken BBQ help keep my mind off of the unwholesome sexual stuff connected with SSA,which was great.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both of these types of support each and every day and often.My blog gets many visitors and/or curiosity seekers,but comments are rarely left.Please pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need positive verbal support daily and often as much as I need prayerful support.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual and the hope of getting some grocery shopping done,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Saturday, August 02, 2014
Friday, August 01, 2014
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good and busy day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly got dressed in work clothes and headed for work.
The work day was another wonderful one.After I was finished,I checked out and I headed for the bank to cash my first paycheck in over three years and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and after that,I showered quickly to clean up and after I was finished showering,I registered a few of the bills at the Where's George site and headed out.
I first went to get some gas at a local gas station and after that,I headed over to a friends place of business to pick up something that he was holding for me and after buying a few more items,I headed to a local supermarket to pick up a fish dinner and I headed straight home to eat it.
After eating,I did my personal PC work and I relaxed for a while until the time came to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a very good and very busy day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I wasn't tempted to act out in any way,shape or form.No,I wasn't tempted in any way.I guess that staying busy with work and being out and about after work did me a lot of good.It took my mind off of impure and unclean sexual stuff.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need your support,both prayerful and positive verbal,daily and often.It would show that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance for the prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of working and going to a charity chicken BBQ,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly got dressed in work clothes and headed for work.
The work day was another wonderful one.After I was finished,I checked out and I headed for the bank to cash my first paycheck in over three years and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and after that,I showered quickly to clean up and after I was finished showering,I registered a few of the bills at the Where's George site and headed out.
I first went to get some gas at a local gas station and after that,I headed over to a friends place of business to pick up something that he was holding for me and after buying a few more items,I headed to a local supermarket to pick up a fish dinner and I headed straight home to eat it.
After eating,I did my personal PC work and I relaxed for a while until the time came to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a very good and very busy day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I wasn't tempted to act out in any way,shape or form.No,I wasn't tempted in any way.I guess that staying busy with work and being out and about after work did me a lot of good.It took my mind off of impure and unclean sexual stuff.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need your support,both prayerful and positive verbal,daily and often.It would show that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance for the prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of working and going to a charity chicken BBQ,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Thursday, July 31, 2014
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I got dressed as I had an appointment with my therapist today at the local hospital and I wanted to make sure that I wasn't late for that.
The meeting with the therapist went well.After it was over,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the drug store to pick up my prescription refill and a 1/2 gallon of milk.After paying for the milk,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I quickly did some more personal PC work and when I was finished with that,I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I was hoping to go to my usual Thursday evening Holy Bible study group,but I got an e-mail that it was cancelled due to a few of the participants feeling under the weather.I simply relaxed ad took it easy for the rest of the evening.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I can report that I had no problems with temptations.I had no temptations to act out by fantasies and lusting after other men and that was good.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Fellow blog followers and readers,please still continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I need to be both reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in this particular struggle.My blog does get many visitors and/or curiosity seekers,but comments are rarely left in the comments section by anyone when they do visit.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,which will be a work day for me and also a day for me to pay a couple of much needed bills,I have really nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I got dressed as I had an appointment with my therapist today at the local hospital and I wanted to make sure that I wasn't late for that.
The meeting with the therapist went well.After it was over,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the drug store to pick up my prescription refill and a 1/2 gallon of milk.After paying for the milk,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I quickly did some more personal PC work and when I was finished with that,I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I was hoping to go to my usual Thursday evening Holy Bible study group,but I got an e-mail that it was cancelled due to a few of the participants feeling under the weather.I simply relaxed ad took it easy for the rest of the evening.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I can report that I had no problems with temptations.I had no temptations to act out by fantasies and lusting after other men and that was good.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Fellow blog followers and readers,please still continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I need to be both reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in this particular struggle.My blog does get many visitors and/or curiosity seekers,but comments are rarely left in the comments section by anyone when they do visit.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,which will be a work day for me and also a day for me to pay a couple of much needed bills,I have really nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, July 30, 2014
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and simply stayed home for the day.I simply relaxed while listening to some music and catching up on some much needed work around the house.For much of the day,we had a terrible thunderstorm that lasted for a few hours and I had my television turned off as a result of that and I listened to some of my music.Later on,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,since the storm was over,I decided to pop a classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have and I relaxed while watching it.I also did some more personal PC work later on and I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,after being bombarded and overwhelmed with numerous temptations yesterday,I had no problems with temptations at all today.It was great to be relieved of temptations and I was glad that there were no problems.I simply stayed busy doing what I had to do and that kept my mind off of the negative sexual stuff.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the day after tomorrow.I am again appealing to all of my fellow blog followers and readers to continue to keep me in your prayers and also,I would appreciate that y'all leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.Please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I would appreciate some encouraging words very much in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of a meeting with my therapist in the early afternoon,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and simply stayed home for the day.I simply relaxed while listening to some music and catching up on some much needed work around the house.For much of the day,we had a terrible thunderstorm that lasted for a few hours and I had my television turned off as a result of that and I listened to some of my music.Later on,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,since the storm was over,I decided to pop a classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have and I relaxed while watching it.I also did some more personal PC work later on and I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,after being bombarded and overwhelmed with numerous temptations yesterday,I had no problems with temptations at all today.It was great to be relieved of temptations and I was glad that there were no problems.I simply stayed busy doing what I had to do and that kept my mind off of the negative sexual stuff.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the day after tomorrow.I am again appealing to all of my fellow blog followers and readers to continue to keep me in your prayers and also,I would appreciate that y'all leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.Please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I would appreciate some encouraging words very much in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of a meeting with my therapist in the early afternoon,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, July 29, 2014
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and for much of the day,I was home,until the late afternoon.
In the late afternoon,I went to a local supermarket to turn in a few bottles and after that,I did a little shopping and bought a couple of small frozen burritos and after paying for them,I headed over to the local Super Wal-Mart to buy a can of chili and after paying for that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I started to prepare my evening meal and when I was finished eating it,I watched a couple of classic TV episodes on DVD and when that was finished,I listened to a little music while doing some more personal PC work.I also started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I am being overwhelmed by temptations of all sorts coming at me.It is also becoming very stressful for me as I am dealing with these temptations.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section as well.Again,I am being overwhelmed by temptations right now and I need all the support,both prayerful and positive verbal,that I can get.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support and also,a big Thanks to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and for much of the day,I was home,until the late afternoon.
In the late afternoon,I went to a local supermarket to turn in a few bottles and after that,I did a little shopping and bought a couple of small frozen burritos and after paying for them,I headed over to the local Super Wal-Mart to buy a can of chili and after paying for that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I started to prepare my evening meal and when I was finished eating it,I watched a couple of classic TV episodes on DVD and when that was finished,I listened to a little music while doing some more personal PC work.I also started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I am being overwhelmed by temptations of all sorts coming at me.It is also becoming very stressful for me as I am dealing with these temptations.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section as well.Again,I am being overwhelmed by temptations right now and I need all the support,both prayerful and positive verbal,that I can get.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support and also,a big Thanks to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, July 28, 2014
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I did my personal PC work and since it was raining for much of the day,I stayed home and relaxed.I simply laid down and listened to a sermon on CD that I received as a gift from a ministry that I asked some spiritual questions at one time.After that sermon was over,I decided to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched another classic TV episode on DVD and I did some more personal PC work.I also started to prepare for my evening retirement later on as evening was approaching.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though I am a little scared to share this and feel embarrassed at the some time and also,feel ashamed that I did,I did give in again to temptation and I was really miserable after that.I gave in by genital manipulation to sexual images of men clouding my mind and I wound up ejaculating.After washing my hands,I prayed to my Heavenly Father and I asked that he forgive me and show me his mercy in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed real hard and I left nothing out.I also accepted full and total responsibility for my fall and when I was finished,I felt better and I knew and truly believed that I was forgiven.I need to really work on myself.I have to stop this constant pattern of falling into sin and asking for forgiveness.I have to really go to my Heavenly Father and ask for strength to help me fight and resist these terrible temptations in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I really need to show my Heavenly Father that I am serious about wanting to heal from and overcome SSA.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both of these types of support daily and often.I am still going through a very difficult emotional time and I need all the support that I can get.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayers and continued positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have no plans made.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I did my personal PC work and since it was raining for much of the day,I stayed home and relaxed.I simply laid down and listened to a sermon on CD that I received as a gift from a ministry that I asked some spiritual questions at one time.After that sermon was over,I decided to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched another classic TV episode on DVD and I did some more personal PC work.I also started to prepare for my evening retirement later on as evening was approaching.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though I am a little scared to share this and feel embarrassed at the some time and also,feel ashamed that I did,I did give in again to temptation and I was really miserable after that.I gave in by genital manipulation to sexual images of men clouding my mind and I wound up ejaculating.After washing my hands,I prayed to my Heavenly Father and I asked that he forgive me and show me his mercy in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed real hard and I left nothing out.I also accepted full and total responsibility for my fall and when I was finished,I felt better and I knew and truly believed that I was forgiven.I need to really work on myself.I have to stop this constant pattern of falling into sin and asking for forgiveness.I have to really go to my Heavenly Father and ask for strength to help me fight and resist these terrible temptations in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I really need to show my Heavenly Father that I am serious about wanting to heal from and overcome SSA.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both of these types of support daily and often.I am still going through a very difficult emotional time and I need all the support that I can get.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayers and continued positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have no plans made.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.
Sunday, July 27, 2014
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good and busy day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was done showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed in dress clothes and I headed for church for the outdoor service and the brunch afterwards.
Both the service and the brunch were wonderful.After it was over,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up something that I needed.After paying for the item,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and did some personal PC work since I had some time before work to kill.When I was finished and I saw that it was time to head for work,I got dressed in my work clothes and headed for work.
The work day was busy,but was glad to do so.After my work time was up,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while as I was tired and after relaxing for a while,I showered quickly and after I was finished,I ate a light dinner and watched a classic TV episode on DVD.I then did some more personal PC work and when I was finished with that,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good and busy day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
I am feeling extremely tired tonight,so I will report on my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA tomorrow when I am more awake.
As for tomorrow,since I have the day off,I have nothing planned,but I hope that whatever I do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was done showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed in dress clothes and I headed for church for the outdoor service and the brunch afterwards.
Both the service and the brunch were wonderful.After it was over,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up something that I needed.After paying for the item,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and did some personal PC work since I had some time before work to kill.When I was finished and I saw that it was time to head for work,I got dressed in my work clothes and headed for work.
The work day was busy,but was glad to do so.After my work time was up,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while as I was tired and after relaxing for a while,I showered quickly and after I was finished,I ate a light dinner and watched a classic TV episode on DVD.I then did some more personal PC work and when I was finished with that,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good and busy day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
I am feeling extremely tired tonight,so I will report on my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA tomorrow when I am more awake.
As for tomorrow,since I have the day off,I have nothing planned,but I hope that whatever I do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
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