Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was a pretty busy day.After I woke up,I ate and I did my personal PC work.It was quite a lot and I was glad to have gotten it done.After doing that,I started to get on with my day.
I ran a whole bunch of errands today.Firstly,I went and had my hair cut and I had a light lunch at a nearby supermarket.I also went to the local Wal-Mart and bought some new razor blades.Last but not least,I stopped at a local supermarket to buy a few things that my mom needed.I headed for home after that.
When I got home,I unloaded the groceries and I bathed while mom prepared dinner.After the bath,I registered a couple of bills that I got in change after I had my hair cut.After doing a little bit of some personal stuff,I ate dinner.
After eating,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work before shutting the computer down.
I am going to be singing up a storm tonight.I am looking forward to entertaining the crowd as I always do every weekend.I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.I rarely have any bad nights but I always hope that things go well.It is a habit of mine.I do have the feeling that things will work out for me.Still,I hope.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems.I had no images creeping up on me nor did I have any cravings to act out.I am feeling pretty good as a result.I am just hoping that I can get through the rest of the weekend unscathed.
As for tomorrow,I have no plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I had only a small amount of laundry during the pick-up phase but it was better than nothing.I had lunch before starting my job.I had only a couple of small loads to do and it didn't take too much of my time.After I was done.I simply dropped the clean laundry off and headed for home.
I went home before going to the bank because I needed to charge my cell phone.It was beeping repeatedly because the battery was low and it was driving me crazy.After plugging in my phone,I headed for the bank.
After cashing my check,I headed straight home but I went back out again after dropping off my money because my mom needed tartar sauce.I went back out to get it.
When I got home,I ate a light dinner and I made a CD set for my mom for Mother's Day.I am hoping that my mom enjoys this CD set of songs that I made for her.I will be giving it to her on Sunday.Again,I am hoping that she enjoys it.
I also ran one more errand tonight.I ran out to the local Wal-Mart to purchase a few things that I needed for myself.I also had no problems finding the stuff that I needed.Overall,a pretty good day.
I am just glad that the weekend is here.I am looking forward to singing tomorrow night and I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.I haven't made any plans on what I will do the rest of the weekend but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems.I had no cravings nor did any images creep up into my mentality.Plus,I haven't watched any pornography nor have I visited any pornographic websites in over two months.I am feeling pretty good as a result.I am hoping that I can get through the weekend unscathed.
That was my day today and my hopes for the start of the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling alright.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.The only drawback was that there was no laundry for me to pick up.Fortunately,there was some stuff for me to do at the work site and it wasn't a total loss.I simply did what I had to do job wise and everything worked out.After dropping off the clean laundry at the rehab center,I headed for home.
On the way home,I made a couple of stops.I firstly stopped at a gas station to get some gas and I made a stop at a Dollar Tree store to buy a few things that my mom needed and after paying for those,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I laid down for a little over an hour because I was feeling tired after my work day.I slept for a while before finishing my personal PC work.
After eating a light dinner,I read from a local newspaper that I bought at the Dollar Tree store while listening to some music.They were a couple of records that I had bought off of an Ebay seller.
The day started pretty dismal but later wound up nice.For much of the morning,the weather was wet and foggy.It turned sunny after a while but was still pretty cool.Overall,a pretty good work day.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems.I had no images creeping up into my mind nor did I have any cravings.I am hoping that I can get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly despite a minor setback.After I arrived at the work site,I had lunch before sorting out the laundry.There were only a couple of semi-heaping full bags and I had plenty of time before sorting them.After eating,I did what I had to do and I headed for home.
On the way home,I made a couple of stops.I first mailed out some cards for my mom and I stopped at a local Dollar General to pick up a few things that my mom needed.After paying for the items,I stopped at a local Salvation Army thrift shop to look around but couldn't find anything that I wanted.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I decided to lay down for a while and was hoping to rest for an hour but was interrupted by a phone call.The phone call was from a new sexual abuse support counselor that I will be having sessions with.She called to reschedule because something had come up for this coming Monday and she needed to give me a new date.After I jotted down the new appointment date,I hung up and sat down for a while.
After eating a light dinner,I decided to run one last errand for my mom today.I had forgotten to pick up a roll of paper towels for my mom and I went out to buy the roll.My mom said that it could have waited until tomorrow,but I wanted to get it done tonight so they would be in the house.
When I got home,I did some last minute personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems today.There were no images or cravings creeping up on me.I hope that I can get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went smoothly despite a shaky start with the laundry pick-up.After the pick-up,I went to the work site to sort the laundry out and start a couple of loads.After doing that,I hung out at the social club for a while and had a pretty good conversation with one of the guys there.
After the social club,I concentrated on my job and getting it done.I only went back to the social club just to have lunch and after that,I finished the work that I needed to finish and dropped the clean laundry off at the rehab center.I headed for home after that.
On the way home,I made some stops along the way.Firstly,I dropped off a couple of newspapers at a couple of friends houses and I picked up my mom's prescription at the drug store while also picking up some cookies.The last things that I did was that I went to get some gas and I also picked up a gallon of milk.I headed straight home after that and that is where I am for the night.
I relaxed for a bit at home while waiting for dinner to get done.I napped on my bed for about an hour after taking a prescription cough pill.I felt better after my nap and I had dinner shortly after getting up.I also received a phone call from a minister that I was waiting to hear from.We have an appointment set up in a week.
After eating,I finished my personal PC work and despite a couple of issues with the internet browser that I was using,I managed to get it done.Overall,a pretty good day.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems.I had no images nor cravings to act out in any way,shape or form.Nothing to complain or gripe about.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty busy day today.
Firstly,when I woke up,I ate and I started to get on with my day.I had a lot to do and I wanted to start getting everything that I needed to do.
I did briefly check my e-mail and I deleted some very unimportant things and after closing off the internet,I cleaned up and got dresses and started to do the things that I needed to do.
Firstly,I went shopping to pick up several things for dinner and several Mother's Day cards that my mom had asked me to get.After getting all of these things,I headed for my appointment.
When I got to the office,I learned that my appointment was canceled.This really came as a surprise to me.I was hoping to meet with the counselor but the meeting was canceled.The counselor later apologized for not letting me know of the changes ahead of time and I got a new appointment with a new counselor and I left the office.
After having a light but late lunch,I went to a nearby post office to buy some stamps to mail out some letters that my mom had asked me to mail and I also mailed out my monthly credit card payment by 3 day Priority Mail so it will get there by the date due.After doing that,I visited with someone that I knew for a while before heading for home.
After I got home,I started to do my personal PC work as I awaited dinner too be ready.I had to do it in two separate intervals today.It was quite a lot.When I did bring in the mail,I received some records that I bought off an Ebay seller.I am still awaiting two more that I bought off of the same seller.I even tried them out on my record player and they play great.
After eating dinner,I finished my personal PC work and I also browsed for a while online.Overall,a pretty busy day.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems today.I had no images nor cravings creeping up on me.I guess that keeping myself busy with everything that I had to do was what kept my mind off of sex with other men.I am hoping that I can get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was a pretty busy day for me.I had a few errands that I needed to run.Firstly,I did my personal PC work and I started to get on with my day.I had lots to do and I didn't waste any time.The first place that I went to was my sister's house to pick up a whole bunch of bottles and cans that she said she had.I picked them up and I took them to the local supermarket to turn them in for the money.It was good that I picked these up because the local supermarket was the place where I was heading to pick up some groceries.After turning in the bottles and getting the money,I did the shopping.
I managed to find everything that I was looking for.There was also not a problem finding them.After paying for the groceries,I headed straight home to drop the groceries off before heading back out again.
I went to the friend that owns a record store in town but he wasn't home.I headed back home.
On the way,my mom had called me on my cell phone and told me that my sister had some more beer bottles for me to pick up.I picked them up and immediately turned them in at a nearby convenience store before heading back home.
When I got back home,I registered all the money that I had at the Where's George site,which included the change from the groceries and from all the bottles that I turned in.They are all on the site and I will be sending them on their way very soon.
After eating a light dinner,I decided to do some more personal PC work,including posting here.I also did some internet browsing.Overall,a pretty good and busy day.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.There were quite a few people at the place and I got a lot of positive responses from the crowd.I had a great time and I am looking forward to next Saturday night.I also had a friend with me who came there riding his bicycle and left after singing a couple of songs when finished with his beer.He also called me when he got home and that really relieved me.He told me that he wasn't feeling very well and that he was going home.Overall,a pretty good night.
I am planning to see a movie tonight.I am going to see the film The Haunting in Connecticut.I have heard some mixed reactions to the film and I would like to see it for myself.I am hoping that it is a good movie.After the movie,I am thinking of going to have a drink with the guys at the place where I entertain.I am hoping that I have some good talks with them.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had a brief episode while in bed this morning.It came in the form of a dream where a guy I knew was trying to talk me into performing oral sex on him.Fortunately,it was brief.It all ended when I had to get up and use the bathroom.When I went back to bed,I had no problems with SSA and I slept soundly until I finally did get up for the day.I went through the rest of the day unscathed.
Tomorrow is my day off.I have an appointment with a sexual abuse support counselor tomorrow afternoon and I hope that the session goes well.I also have to mail out a payment to a bank for a credit card account that I have with them tomorrow.I am hoping that the whole day goes well.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ