Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I had my usual quick breakfast and after that,I put a couple more drops in my eyes as a result of my having Conjunctivitis.After that,I laid down for the rest of the morning to rest my eye and when I got back up later in the afternoon,I put more drops in my eye and laid down while listening to some music.I continued to treat my eye for the day and laid down for much of the day to rest my eye and hopefully,get right back to being myself and resuming my life.
Likewise with last night,I had a light evening meal and rested again.Later on,as it was getting late,I took my last drops for the day and went to sleep.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
As I said,I have Conjunctivitis and I am currently treating it.Though much of the pain is gone,I am still not out of the woods yet.I am going to continue with my treatment and hope for the best.Your prayers ad positive verbal support are always appreciated.Thanks to all of you and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,though I was hoping to attend church as usual,but as a result of my eye problem,I am going to stay home and rest up.I am hoping that my condition improves and my left eye will be back at 100% soon.I will try to get a follow-up with either my eye doctor or my general doctor if my condition doesn't improve or worsens.Again,please continue to pray for me and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks.
That was my day today and my plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I got dressed in casual clothes to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had a few things on my agenda for today.I first went to the rehab center to visit with my therapists and with the job placement counselor,which all went great.After that,heeding their advice when I explained about the problem that I have been having with my left eye,I headed for the emergency ward at the local hospital to get my problem checked out.They diagnosed the problem as Conjunctivitis and gave me two different kinds of eye drops for the problem.After leaving the hospital,I stopped at a nearby drug store and got the prescriptions filled and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I took one of the drops and after that,I had a light evening meal as I really wasn't in the mood to eat anything,but had a light meal.An hour later,I took another drop and didn't take any more until it was close to my bedtime.I relaxed while doing some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I decided to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Right now,I am currently treating my left eye for the problem that it has.I have just started taking the drops tonight and so far,the pain has been slowly dissipating.However,it will take a few more days to see if the treatment will work out and the problem will heal.I am hoping and praying to my Heavenly Father constantly and I am hoping that the problem will heal and I won't have the problem anymore.They did advise me at the hospital that if the problem doesn't go away within the few days,see if I can make a ready appointment with either my eye or general medical doctor to discuss further treatment options.I am hoping that my problem will heal soon.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I need all the prayers that I can get.I also need some positive verbal support in the comments section.Please continue to be with me while I am going through this difficult time with the problems that I am having with my left eye.Please continue to pray for me.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for the weekend,with hoping to at least attend church this Sunday if my problem hopefully improves,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the upcoming weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and when that was finished,I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had only a couple of things on my agenda for today.I first went to cash a check at the bank and after that,I went to my general doctor's office to make an appointment.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the drug store to pick up a few things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff away and I headed back out again to go to a free dinner at a local church.
The dinner was great.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did some more personal PC work and I watched a little TV.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am still not feeling up to snuff.My left side is still hurting me terribly.The area around my eye is still hurting.I am still having an excessively watery eye.I am still getting congested and though I have been blowing my nose throughout the day,it isn't going away.It seems to be getting worse instead of better,which is why I made the appointment with my general doctor.If this problem doesn't get better soon,I don't know what I will do.I am sick of the pain.I am sick of the watery eyes and I am sick of blowing my nose constantly to keep my nasal passages clear.The pain is becoming unbearable and it's also affecting my mood.I am always putting my hands on my head and I don't know whether I am coming or going.Please pray for me that I recover from this soon.I need all the prayers that I can get.I am tired of feeling this way and I want to be relieved of it.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.Thanks to all of you for your prayers.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of seeing my counselors at the rehab center,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.I am also hoping to be starting to feel better by tomorrow.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I hurriedly washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed quickly to head for the place where my weekly Wednesday morning and afternoon groups are.
The morning group went well.After it was over,I headed over to a local kitchen to have lunch and when I was finished,I headed back for the afternoon group.
The afternoon group went as wonderfully as the morning did.After that,I headed straight home as I wasn't feeling too well.I had a terrible headache on the left side of my neck that was caused by nasal congestion and seasonal allergies.
When I got home,I changed into my pajamas and I took something for my headache and congestion.I laid down for a while and that did some good,although I was still aching a little on the left of my head.I took a little bit more of something that I took earlier and I relaxed in a chair while waiting for the headache to completely disappear.
After changing back into casual clothes,I went back out to check up on a friend that I hadn't seen nor heard from in a while.After spending a few minutes with him,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into a pair of sweatpants,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode on a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Today,I went through most of the day without any problems.When I was laying down trying to get rid of my terrible headache,the temptation to act out by fantasies and lusting started coming over me.I immediately went to my Heavenly Father and asked him for strength to help me fight and resist in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed and I prayed for that strength until the temptation was reduced to nil.I slept for a while and there were no problems.Still,I would appreciate the continued prayerful and positive verbal support of my fellow blog followers and readers.I still need both your prayers and positive verbal support.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work.When that was finished,I had a terrible headache,so I took something for it and laid down for a while.My problem with my left eye was making my head hurt.It has been watery and the area around the eye has been hurting.After laying down for a while,I sat up and relaxed,though my head and the area around my eye was still hurting.
When it was the mid afternoon,I decided to change from my sweatsuit and into casual clothes,I headed out to a local Dollar Tree store to pick up a few things that I needed.After paying for these things,I headed for the drug store to pick up a prescription refill.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put everything away and prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little TV and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I went to my Heavenly Father in prayer and asked for strength to help me fight and resist temptations in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed and didn't cease praying until the temptations were reduced to nil.When I was finished,I felt stronger and knew that I received what I asked for.I have to make it a habit of praying daily and establishing a personal relationship with my Heavenly Father.I can't fall back into the trap of relying more on myself and less on my Heavenly Father.I have to keep on remembering that I am imperfect and I need my Heavenly Father to help sustain me.I can't do it alone.I have to have the sovereign Lord and creator,my Heavenly Father,on my side and in my life daily and constantly.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support daily and often.I need to be constantly reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to pray for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of a couple of groups that I will be attending tomorrow,I have no other plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I went and did my personal PC work and after that was done,I relaxed for much of the day as I had nothing else to do.
Later in the afternoon,I decided to get out and buy some microwavable dinners to have for dinner tonight.After paying for those,I headed back home to heat them up.
After I was done eating,I watched a little TV and I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to get ready for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I must talk about something that I need to talk about.This morning,upon arising,I went to my Heavenly Father in prayer.I went to him in the name of his son Jesus Christ.The prayer was about some things that I needed to get off of my chest.What motivated this was a couple of posts here by a regular follower and reader of my blog.Those posts made me realize something in my SSA struggle.Lately,I have been relying more on myself and my own personal strength rather than on my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.This is why I have been giving into temptations an awful lot lately.I also realized that not relying on my Heavenly Father and his son is,in itself,a sin.I have also been neglecting lately to go to my Heavenly Father in prayer quite a bit.Not doing this,I actually was letting Satan and his minions in to make me stumble and fall and every time I stumbled and fell,it made me miserable because I knew that that the things that they were making me were wrong and unacceptable.When I went to him in prayer,I unloaded all the sins that I committed during that time.I unloaded everything from all the fantasies and lusting to the giving into the temptations surrounding these.It was terrible that I was giving into these terrible things.I have been at the bottom lately as a result of some negative things happening in my life,with the worst being that two weeks ago,I learned that I was let go from my job,with the reason being that they are going to start with new people and also,because the then head chef,who hired me,resigned from his position.I was heartbroken by this report and now,I am back at square one in regards to my job status.Again,I went to my Heavenly Father in prayer and confessed every sin.I left nothing out.I prayed and I prayed.I unloaded everything in prayer to him in the name of his son Jesus Christ.Again,I left nothing out as I prayed.I also said that I was sorry for not relying on him and his son in my struggles and I repeatedly begged for his mercy.I didn't cease praying until everything was unloaded and also,while I was praying,tears were coming down my eyes because I really was sorry and really wanted him to forgive me and to be merciful to me as well.When I was finished praying,I felt a whole lot better as I felt that a very heavy weight had been lifted off of my shoulders.I also felt better because I truly believed that I was forgiven.After that,I went on with the rest of the day.I also asked for strength to help me in my struggle for today.I now have to make it a habit of going to my Heavenly Father in the name of his son Jesus Christ to ask for this strength daily and not just when I need it.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to also keep me in your prayers.I still need need your prayerful support constantly.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I also still need your positive verbal support constantly alongside your prayers.I need to be constantly reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone and that there are people still behind me every step of the way in this struggle.Please continue to pray for me.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ simply for being there and for everything that they both give.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.We had a substitute pastor give the sermon today and it was great.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local Dollar Tree to pick up a few things.After paying for those things,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into casual clothes.I quickly did my personal PC work while listening to some good music.
The only disappointment of the day was that my niece canceled the dinner we were going to have.After hearing this,I went out for a dive and stopped at the local Target to pick up a gallon of milk.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the milk away and I had a bowl of soup for dinner.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Today,my depression started to get worse and on top of it,my left eye was getting watery and it also was painful.I did take something for my sinuses,but that didn't do much help.I also used eye drops,but that didn't stop the watery eye.I am going to have to make an appointment with my eye doctor to see if I can get anything for a prescription for this problem.I don't feel like reporting anything on my struggles tonight.I am hoping that I am feeling better by tomorrow.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ