Saturday, February 21, 2015

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I held off showering and cleaning myself because a friend of the family was at my house checking out the plumbing to see what the problem was due to my sink being clogged.It turned out to be that a big piece of ice was stopping it as a result of the bitterly COLD temps that we were having.After he left,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and when I was finished,I got dressed in casual clothes and I headed out to pick up a few things.
I first went to the local Laundry Lounge to pick up a jacket that I had a new zipper put on.After that,I went to a local supermarket to pick up a few needed things.After that,I went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few more needed things.After that,I got a little bit of gas and headed straight home when I was finished pumping.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am again feeling extremely tired.I will share where I am at in regards to my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA tomorrow.Please continue to pray for me and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support,both prayerful and positive verbal,daily and often.Your support also helps keep me going.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate that you would also give me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Friday, February 20, 2015

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work while listening to some music.Today was another extremely COLD day with the Wind Chill temps at -20.Despite the cold,I had to head out to a local supermarket to pick up a few things.After that,I headed to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up one other thing.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Laundry Lounge to see if a jacket that I left there to get fixed was done and it was.I told the lady that I would pick it up tomorrow.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I started to prepare my evening meal and after I ate it,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I must share something in regards to my struggles with SSA.A few days ago,I realized why I have been habitually falling short and repenting.I read a devotion that a friend sent me a few days ago and in that devotion,I discovered that although I keep saying that I want to overcome SSA successfully and do what is right in the eyes of my Heavenly Father,I realized that I hadn't asked my Heavenly Father to help me change my heart,including asking him to make it pure and clean.This devotion talked about people who repeatedly sin the same sins and repent each time habitually.I saw that I never asked my Heavenly Father to create in me a clean and pure heart.My heart was still full of lustful intentions and craving to fantasize about other men.To me,this particular devotion was a much needed slap in the face.This morning upon arising and before I did anything else,I immediately went to my Heavenly Father in prayer and asked him to create in me a clean and pure heart.I asked him to clean out all the lustful evil things that were in my heart and replace them with pure and healthy things,such as looking at my fellow man in a healthy and authentic way and rejecting selfish intentions towards them.I also confessed a few sins at the same time and asked him to forgive me for those sins.I prayed real hard and left nothing out.I asked all of these things in the name of his son Jesus Christ and after I was finished praying,I felt better and I went on with the rest of the day with no problems.I just wanted to share that with all of you.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Though I unloaded an awful lot today in prayer,I still need all of you to pray for me.I also still need your positive verbal support in the comments section.Please continue to support with both prayers and positive verbal support.I would really appreciate that.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the upcoming weekend ahead.FJ

Thursday, February 19, 2015

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I decided to have my usual quick breakfast first before showering.After breakfast,I went out to do some snow shoveling.I shoveled my driveway and I also shoveled the walk for the mail people.I also let my car warm up for a while as I cleaned off the snow and the ice off of the windows.It was a bitterly cold day today,with a Wind Chill Warning for my area.After I was done shoveling and cleaning off my car,I shut off my engine and I went into the house to relax and warm-up before jumping into the shower.After I was fully warmed up,I showered quickly and after that,I quickly did my personal PC work.I relaxed for much of the day as I had no place to go due to the bitterly cold temperatures that we were having today.I relaxed and watched a movie.Later on,I had myself a light dinner and as it was getting late,I listened to music and simply took it easy.Later on,I made plans for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
In regards to where I am at in my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,I will start sharing where I am at in them starting tomorrow hopefully.I know that I have been putting it off,but lately,I have been too tired to even express where I am at in them.My medication has lately been kicking in earlier than expected and I can't predict when it does.Please be patient with me.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please continue to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to pray for me.Also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do,give and provide.
As for tomorrow,I haven't got anything planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Wednesday, February 18, 2015

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward.I had a very good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair over the shower in the bathroom,alongside washing my face and shaving.After that,I had usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I got dressed quickly and I headed for my groups for today.
The morning group went wonderful.After it was over,I headed for a local kitchen for lunch and after that,I headed back for my afternoon group.
The afternoon group went as well as expected.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while and I did my personal PC work.After that,I went out to get something to eat and after eating what I bought.I headed for church for the Ash Wednesday Holy Communion Service.On the way there,I stopped at a local bargain supermarket to pick up a small thing that I needed.
The service was wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed from my dress clothes into my pajamas and I did some more personal PC work.After that was finished,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a very good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
I am feeling extremely tired after my very good day.I will share my struggles,including where I am at in them tomorrow when I am more able.Again,I am feeling extremely tired and I can barely type.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,I would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to pray for me.Plus,please continue with your positive verbal support.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with a Wind Chill Warning for my area starting at Midnight tonight and will last until 10:00am Friday,alongside a Lake Effect Snow Advisory that will end at 7 o'clock tomorrow morning,I got nothing planned.I just might stay home and take it easy.I might watch a movie or two or watch some old TV reruns.If I do choose to go out,I will keep it as close to home as possible.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Monday, February 16, 2015

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and later on,I got dressed as I had somewhere I needed to go.
I went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a plunger and I also picked up a gallon of milk.After that,I headed over to a local gas station to get some gas.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and fixed a light evening meal.After eating that,I watched a classic TV episode on a DVD set that I have.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
I am again feeling extremely tired.I will start talking about my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA again tomorrow.I know that I said that last night,but I am again feeling extremely tired.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Your support really matters to me.It is also very important to me.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of meeting with a tax return preparer to get my income tax return filed,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Sunday, February 15, 2015

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into casual clothes.After that,I headed over to church friend's house for dinner,which was wonderful.After eating,we had some wonderful conversation and when church friend had to leave,I thanked them,left and headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local bargain supermarket to pick up a couple of things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I did my personal PC work.I relaxed for much of the rest of the evening.I also started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,as a result of all the activity of today,I am really tired and I really can't talk about my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA.I am really tired and again,I can barely type.I have to hold off until tomorrow.All I ask is that you continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ