Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and when I was finished,I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I first went to Best Buy to pay something and after that,I headed over to the local Super Wal-Mart to buy a few things.After paying for those things,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I watched some TV and I did some more personal PC work.I also prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
In regards to my struggles,I will start to talk about them when I am feeling better.I am still in a very dark place emotionally and I haven't fully recovered yet.I am hoping that I will feel better after tomorrow,which is the anniversary of my mother's passing away.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Your support not only matters,but is also very important to me.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I haven't made any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Saturday, September 20, 2014
Friday, September 19, 2014
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after my caseworker came over,I got dressed and proceeded with the rest of the day.
I first went to a local supermarket to pick up something to eat and after that,I headed over to a local restaurant to pick up something to have along with my light dinner.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I sat down to eat and after I was finished,I wet to my usual Celebrate Recovery group,which went wonderfully well.After it was over,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a nearby convenience store to pick up a light snack.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into night clothes and I did a little bit more personal PC work.I then started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I did manage to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
In regards to my struggles,I will start reporting about them when I am feeling better.I am still in a very dark place emotionally and I haven't fully gotten out of it yet.Please continue to pray for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I really need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Thanks in advance to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual on Sunday,I have made any plans.But I do hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the weekend ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after my caseworker came over,I got dressed and proceeded with the rest of the day.
I first went to a local supermarket to pick up something to eat and after that,I headed over to a local restaurant to pick up something to have along with my light dinner.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I sat down to eat and after I was finished,I wet to my usual Celebrate Recovery group,which went wonderfully well.After it was over,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a nearby convenience store to pick up a light snack.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into night clothes and I did a little bit more personal PC work.I then started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I did manage to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
In regards to my struggles,I will start reporting about them when I am feeling better.I am still in a very dark place emotionally and I haven't fully gotten out of it yet.Please continue to pray for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I really need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Thanks in advance to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual on Sunday,I have made any plans.But I do hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the weekend ahead.FJ
Thursday, September 18, 2014
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fairly decent day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I did half of my personal PC work.I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had only one thing on my agenda for today.I had an appointment with my therapist today at the local hospital and I had to make sure that I was on time for it.
The session with my therapist went well.After it was over,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a nearby gas station to get some much needed gas.After that,I had a light lunch at a local pizzeria.After that,I picked up my prescription refill at the drug store and when that was done,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put my prescription refill away and I finished my personal PC work.After that,I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I watched some TV and I did some more personal PC work.I also started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fairly decent day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,though I am feeling a little bit better,I am still in a very dark place emotionally and I don't know when it will lift.I am still feeling some very negative emotions,such as depression and sadness.I am hoping to feel better after the 2nd anniversary of my mom's death passes.Today,upon arising,I gave into the temptation to manipulate my genitals as sexual images of men clouded my mind,which led to fantasizing and lusting after the images that were clouding my mind.I managed to stop myself before it went too far and I immediately asked my Heavenly Father to forgive me for sinning against him and his perfect law in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I pleaded for my Heavenly Father's mercy and when I was finished,I felt better as I knew and truly believed that I was forgiven.I am hoping to be back on track emotionally by the start of next week.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me as I am still going through a very dark period emotionally.Please also leave some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often,especially since I am going through a very dark depression right now.Please continue praying for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I haven't made any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I did half of my personal PC work.I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had only one thing on my agenda for today.I had an appointment with my therapist today at the local hospital and I had to make sure that I was on time for it.
The session with my therapist went well.After it was over,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a nearby gas station to get some much needed gas.After that,I had a light lunch at a local pizzeria.After that,I picked up my prescription refill at the drug store and when that was done,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put my prescription refill away and I finished my personal PC work.After that,I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I watched some TV and I did some more personal PC work.I also started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fairly decent day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,though I am feeling a little bit better,I am still in a very dark place emotionally and I don't know when it will lift.I am still feeling some very negative emotions,such as depression and sadness.I am hoping to feel better after the 2nd anniversary of my mom's death passes.Today,upon arising,I gave into the temptation to manipulate my genitals as sexual images of men clouded my mind,which led to fantasizing and lusting after the images that were clouding my mind.I managed to stop myself before it went too far and I immediately asked my Heavenly Father to forgive me for sinning against him and his perfect law in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I pleaded for my Heavenly Father's mercy and when I was finished,I felt better as I knew and truly believed that I was forgiven.I am hoping to be back on track emotionally by the start of next week.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me as I am still going through a very dark period emotionally.Please also leave some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often,especially since I am going through a very dark depression right now.Please continue praying for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I haven't made any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, September 17, 2014
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I relaxed for much of the day.I watched a movie that I popped into the DVD player and after that,I decided to change from my sweatsuit into casual clothes to do some shopping.
I first went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a gallon of milk and after that,I headed over to a local Wendy's to pick up something for dinner tonight.After paying for that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the milk in the fridge and I sat down to enjoy my meal.
After eating,I watched a little bit of TV and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I decided to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am pleased to report that I am feeling much better.Yes,I am.I am feeling a little bit happier now.I have been not forgetting to take my medication the last few nights and it has been contributing to my feeling much better.Though I have been feeling better,I am still putting up with some dark emotional feelings.4 days away,the anniversary of my mom's passing will be here.I guess that I won't be back on track emotionally until after the 2nd anniversary of my mom's death,which will be this Sunday.I am hoping to be back on track emotionally after that day,but I really don't know if I will.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still all of your support,both prayerful and positive verbal,daily and often.In my current emotional time,I need all of the support that I can get from all of you.I also would appreciate your support right now.I need it desperately and some positive verbal support in the comments section would be great.I also still need your prayers as well.Thanks in advance to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my appointment with my therapist,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I relaxed for much of the day.I watched a movie that I popped into the DVD player and after that,I decided to change from my sweatsuit into casual clothes to do some shopping.
I first went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a gallon of milk and after that,I headed over to a local Wendy's to pick up something for dinner tonight.After paying for that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the milk in the fridge and I sat down to enjoy my meal.
After eating,I watched a little bit of TV and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I decided to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am pleased to report that I am feeling much better.Yes,I am.I am feeling a little bit happier now.I have been not forgetting to take my medication the last few nights and it has been contributing to my feeling much better.Though I have been feeling better,I am still putting up with some dark emotional feelings.4 days away,the anniversary of my mom's passing will be here.I guess that I won't be back on track emotionally until after the 2nd anniversary of my mom's death,which will be this Sunday.I am hoping to be back on track emotionally after that day,but I really don't know if I will.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still all of your support,both prayerful and positive verbal,daily and often.In my current emotional time,I need all of the support that I can get from all of you.I also would appreciate your support right now.I need it desperately and some positive verbal support in the comments section would be great.I also still need your prayers as well.Thanks in advance to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my appointment with my therapist,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, September 16, 2014
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fairly decent day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and after that,I had my usual quick breakfast.When I was finished,I got dressed and I headed out to my job placement/counselor's/coach's office to make a copy of a sales receipt to be sent to an local organization so I can get reimbursed for a shoes purchase that I made.After that,I headed over to a local kitchen for a light lunch and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did my personal PC work and when that was done,I was still feeling the dark emotions of depression and I laid down.After listening to an inspirational record,I decided to go to my Heavenly Father in prayer.I confessed some sins of acting out by fantasies and lusting.I also asked for forgiveness for those sins in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I also talked about the dark depression that I was in and that I wanted to feel better.I even talked about the forgetfulness of taking my medication on Saturday night and that the 2nd anniversary of my mother's death was approaching.I prayed for a while and after I was finished,I knew that I was forgiven for my sins.I am still in that dark place,but I know that I will feel better soon and I am hoping that the relief comes soon.After doing a little bit more personal PC work,I started prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little bit of TV and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fairly decent day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Fellow blog followers and readers,though I am feeling a little bit better,I am still in a very dark place emotionally and I really can't talk anymore about this.I am still hoping that I will start to feel better soon.I am already tired of being in this dark emotional place where I am feeling sadness and downcast feelings.I am hoping for the best and I am hoping that the dark depression lifts soon.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I am still in need of both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I really need it now as I am going some very dark feeling emotions and not feeling much like myself.Please continue to pray for me.Please also leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayers and continued positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and after that,I had my usual quick breakfast.When I was finished,I got dressed and I headed out to my job placement/counselor's/coach's office to make a copy of a sales receipt to be sent to an local organization so I can get reimbursed for a shoes purchase that I made.After that,I headed over to a local kitchen for a light lunch and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did my personal PC work and when that was done,I was still feeling the dark emotions of depression and I laid down.After listening to an inspirational record,I decided to go to my Heavenly Father in prayer.I confessed some sins of acting out by fantasies and lusting.I also asked for forgiveness for those sins in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I also talked about the dark depression that I was in and that I wanted to feel better.I even talked about the forgetfulness of taking my medication on Saturday night and that the 2nd anniversary of my mother's death was approaching.I prayed for a while and after I was finished,I knew that I was forgiven for my sins.I am still in that dark place,but I know that I will feel better soon and I am hoping that the relief comes soon.After doing a little bit more personal PC work,I started prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little bit of TV and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fairly decent day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Fellow blog followers and readers,though I am feeling a little bit better,I am still in a very dark place emotionally and I really can't talk anymore about this.I am still hoping that I will start to feel better soon.I am already tired of being in this dark emotional place where I am feeling sadness and downcast feelings.I am hoping for the best and I am hoping that the dark depression lifts soon.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I am still in need of both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I really need it now as I am going some very dark feeling emotions and not feeling much like myself.Please continue to pray for me.Please also leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayers and continued positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, September 15, 2014
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good,but not too eventful,day today.
Today,I woke up in the early afternoon and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I got a phone call from my niece asking me to babysit for her and I agreed to do so.After that,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that,I got dressed and I headed over to my niece's house to babysit for her and when she got home,I headed for home myself.
When I got home,I registered a bill at the Where's George site and I went back out to get some fresh chili and a Hot Pocket for dinner.I headed straight home.
When I got home,I ate my dinner and I watched a little TV after that.I also did some more personal PC work.I then started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good,but not too eventful,day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am still in a very dark place emotionally.I am still not up to snuff yet in regards to sharing on here where I am at in regards to my struggles.I don't know when I will be feeling better enough to share my struggles.I am hoping that I will be feeling better by tomorrow.I didn't feel as much darker as I did yesterday when I woke up in the early afternoon,but I am still not feeling up to par yet emotionally to share where I am at in regards to my struggles.The only thing that I ask is that y'all continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I need your support to help get me out of this dark emotional place that I am at right now.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also ask that you please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of a couple of important appointments,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me not only positive benefits,but helps get me out of this dark emotional place that I am in right now.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early afternoon and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I got a phone call from my niece asking me to babysit for her and I agreed to do so.After that,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that,I got dressed and I headed over to my niece's house to babysit for her and when she got home,I headed for home myself.
When I got home,I registered a bill at the Where's George site and I went back out to get some fresh chili and a Hot Pocket for dinner.I headed straight home.
When I got home,I ate my dinner and I watched a little TV after that.I also did some more personal PC work.I then started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good,but not too eventful,day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am still in a very dark place emotionally.I am still not up to snuff yet in regards to sharing on here where I am at in regards to my struggles.I don't know when I will be feeling better enough to share my struggles.I am hoping that I will be feeling better by tomorrow.I didn't feel as much darker as I did yesterday when I woke up in the early afternoon,but I am still not feeling up to par yet emotionally to share where I am at in regards to my struggles.The only thing that I ask is that y'all continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I need your support to help get me out of this dark emotional place that I am at right now.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also ask that you please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of a couple of important appointments,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me not only positive benefits,but helps get me out of this dark emotional place that I am in right now.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, September 14, 2014
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into some casual clothes.I did my personal PC work and later on,I headed out to a local Dollar Tree store to pick up a couple of things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I had a light evening meal and I watched some TV.I also did a little reading and some more personal PC work.I then started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am in a very dark place emotionally and I don't know why.I have been feeling down since the evening began.I have a hunch or two as to why I am feeling this way.The 2nd anniversary of my mom's passing is approaching.My mom has been dead for two years and I am still missing her.I still find it hard to believe that she's gone and I miss having her around.Plus,I forgot to take my medication last night as usual.I took another sleep aid to help me sleep when I realized that I forgot to take my medication when I tried to get some sleep.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I will start reporting regularly when I am feeling better.Please keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Your support does mean a lot to me and I appreciate that.Thanks very much.
I haven;t really got anything planned for tomorrow as of yet.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into some casual clothes.I did my personal PC work and later on,I headed out to a local Dollar Tree store to pick up a couple of things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I had a light evening meal and I watched some TV.I also did a little reading and some more personal PC work.I then started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am in a very dark place emotionally and I don't know why.I have been feeling down since the evening began.I have a hunch or two as to why I am feeling this way.The 2nd anniversary of my mom's passing is approaching.My mom has been dead for two years and I am still missing her.I still find it hard to believe that she's gone and I miss having her around.Plus,I forgot to take my medication last night as usual.I took another sleep aid to help me sleep when I realized that I forgot to take my medication when I tried to get some sleep.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I will start reporting regularly when I am feeling better.Please keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Your support does mean a lot to me and I appreciate that.Thanks very much.
I haven;t really got anything planned for tomorrow as of yet.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
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