Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fairly decent day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and after that,I had my usual quick breakfast.When I was finished,I got dressed and I headed out to my job placement/counselor's/coach's office to make a copy of a sales receipt to be sent to an local organization so I can get reimbursed for a shoes purchase that I made.After that,I headed over to a local kitchen for a light lunch and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did my personal PC work and when that was done,I was still feeling the dark emotions of depression and I laid down.After listening to an inspirational record,I decided to go to my Heavenly Father in prayer.I confessed some sins of acting out by fantasies and lusting.I also asked for forgiveness for those sins in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I also talked about the dark depression that I was in and that I wanted to feel better.I even talked about the forgetfulness of taking my medication on Saturday night and that the 2nd anniversary of my mother's death was approaching.I prayed for a while and after I was finished,I knew that I was forgiven for my sins.I am still in that dark place,but I know that I will feel better soon and I am hoping that the relief comes soon.After doing a little bit more personal PC work,I started prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little bit of TV and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fairly decent day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Fellow blog followers and readers,though I am feeling a little bit better,I am still in a very dark place emotionally and I really can't talk anymore about this.I am still hoping that I will start to feel better soon.I am already tired of being in this dark emotional place where I am feeling sadness and downcast feelings.I am hoping for the best and I am hoping that the dark depression lifts soon.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I am still in need of both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I really need it now as I am going some very dark feeling emotions and not feeling much like myself.Please continue to pray for me.Please also leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayers and continued positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ