Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I got dressed and went out to catch up on some more errand running.
I first went to the bank to withdraw a little bit of money.After that,I went to the local Big Lots to buy something.After that,I went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up something else.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I registered the bills that I withdrew at the Where's George site.After that,I watched a little TV and I went back out again.I went to another local close-out store to pick up something else and after that,back to the local Big Lots to pick up one more things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I heated up some leftovers and that was my dinner.I also watched some TV while eating and also enjoyed a little bit more after I was finished.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a very good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult struggle of the two for me.Today,though it is,I wasn't tempted to act out on the unnatural desires that I have.I wasn't tempted to fantasize and lust after other men and that was great.I guess that staying busy by being out and about in the community helped out a great deal.It took my mind off of the unnatural sexual desires that are connected with SSA and also,all the impurity and uncleanness that the so called lifestyle that it's connected to.Though I escaped today,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still need to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time with temptations galore and at times,those temptations can be pretty overwhelming.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I need it badly and desperately.I still need to get and stay tough with myself in regards to these unnatural sexual desires that I have.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued support.I also say Thanks to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day as I had a few errands that I had to catch up on.Before the errands,I had to shovel my sidewalks and my driveway so I
I first stopped at a gas station to get some gas.After that,I stopped at the local Salvation Army thrift store to buy a few more blankets as it is going to really cold tonight and the next couple of days.I wanted to make sure that I was warm sleeping overnight.After that,I stopped at a local bargain supermarket to pick up a few things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,since it was time to start dinner,I heated up some leftovers to eat and I ate while watching a little TV.After that,I caught up on some phone calls and did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am feeling really tired from all that I did today.I am going to hold off reporting where I am at with my struggles tonight.I will start again tomorrow.I am feeling really tired catching up on the errand running and also,all the snow shoveling that I did this afternoon.Please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for this weekend,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the upcoming weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I have some good news to report.
My niece's boyfriend came over and he fixed the valve that needed fixing.My water is turned on and I am feeling better as a result of that.I am hoping that I don't have a problem with the house for a long time.
Okay,now that this is out of the way,my day.
I stayed home practically all day.I had no place to go as I was waiting for my niece's boyfriend to come over and as a result,I didn't shower.While eagerly awaiting the arrival,I started to have my usual quick breakfast as I hadn't eaten anything in the morning since the problem with the water began.I just didn't want to make any more dishes until the water problem was resolved and fixed.I did my personal PC work and after that,I watched a little TV.I also did some more personal PC work.
After the water problem was fixed,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I simply took it easy for the rest of the day
After a light evening meal of soup and a couple of sandwiches,I did some more personal PC work and later,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,not too bad a day and I am hoping that the next will be better.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
I will start reporting where I am at with my struggles starting tomorrow.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I am hoping to catch up on errands that I need to do that I haven't done due to problems with the water in my house.I don't have anything planned other than that.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

I am keeping everyone updated as to my current situation.
Today,for the third time,I went over to my niece's house to shower.After I was finished showering over there,I relaxed for a while over there to warm up after the shower as it was a pretty cold day today.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I hung up my towels and I did my personal PC work.I also awaited my niece's boyfriend to come over to check out my water mechanism and he said that he would hopefully be here tomorrow afternoon to do the work.He said that the work won't take long to do and that everything should be working fine after he's finished.I thanked him and he left.I heated up some leftover lasagna that my niece gave me in the microwave and I also watched a little bit of TV while eating and after eating.After that,I did some more personal PC work.
I am hoping that everything will be fixed tomorrow so I can finally start using my shower again.I am hoping that I don't have any problems for quite a while.This has been a very stressful week for me and I am hoping that everything will be working by tomorrow.Please continue to pray for me and also,I will continue praying.
That was my day today and my hopes for everything to be resolved and fixed soon.FJ

Tonight,I am still without running water and I had to shower again at my niece's house.
At this moment,I don't know whether I am coming or going.My nephew came over and said that I need a new valve in the hot water pipe.My nephew nor my niece have not given me a definite time period as to when this will be finished.This has been causing me so much unneeded and unwanted stress.Not getting a definite time nor knowing when the whole problem will be fixed.As I said,I don't know whether I'm coming or going.
For much of the day,I was at my niece's house.After my shower,I watched TV with my niece's kids and it was great.We had pizza and chicken wings for dinner and it was great.After dinner,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into my pajamas and I relaxed while enjoying some music.I also did some more personal PC work.I also did some earlier in the day as well.I started preparing for my evening retirement.I still managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Please continue to pray that this problem gets resolved and fixed soon.I am also praying that it does as well.Thanks.
That was my day today and my hopes that everything will be fixed soon.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,but right now,things have not been too well.
I am going to tell everything that has been going on in my life right now.Right now,my plumbing pipes are leaking and yesterday morning,before heading out the door to church,I had to go down to the basement to shut off the main water valve to prevent a catastrophe.I just didn't the pipes to rupture and have a flooded basement.I have no running water at the moment at my house and right now,I have to go over my niece's house to shower and also,I had dinner with my niece and her family.I hung out with her and her family for a while watching TV and just getting the feeling of being around mixed company.After a while,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I simply relaxed and listened to some music.I also prepared for my evening retirement as it was getting late.
At the moment,with the way things are going,I can't really talk right now in regards to my struggles.I will try to keep y'all informed as to how things are going and when the problem is fixed and resolved.Please be patient and also,please continue to pray for me,especially that this problem is resolved and fixed real soon.Please continue to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance for your continued support and also,Thanks to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As I said,I am hoping that this problem gets resolved and fixed real soon.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the week and onward.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly as I overslept a little.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I hurriedly got dressed up in a suit and I headed out to church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards,which was being handled by a substitute pastor as the regular pastor was out of town arranging for his father who died almost two weeks ago.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.The substitute pastor was a swell guy.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into casual clothes and I headed for my niece's house to pick up my laundry.After that,I came back home and I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I enjoyed some music and also,had a few sandwiches for dinner later on in the evening.I also watched a little TV after eating.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.However,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is my most difficult struggle of the two.Today,in the mid afternoon,I was tempted to act out by fantasies and lusting after other men when sexual images of men clouded my mind.I immediately went to my Heavenly Father in prayer and asked for strength to help me fight and resist this overwhelming urge that was upon me.I asked for that strength in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed real hard and I left nothing out.I prayed and I prayed until the temptation was reduced to zero.When I was finished,I felt stronger and I went on with the rest of the day without any problems.I still continued to stay on guard and continued to be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike when least expected.I can't let them get what they want from me and that is to break my Heavenly Father's laws regarding sexuality.I can't let them get that.I have to show them that I am much stronger than that.I am going to work on keeping my resolve to pray whenever any temptations come around and ask my Heavenly Father to give me strength to help me fight and resist them.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support daily and often,so please keep up your support for me.Thanks to all of you for your support and Thanks also to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I haven't made any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ