Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a not too exciting day today.I did not do too much today.I only ran a few errands for my mom and that was it.The weather was nice and sunny today and the atmosphere was mild.It was not too humid today.To put it mildly,it was just right.
The errands that I ran for my mother were to get stuff for dinner.I had to go to three different places today to get everything.But I did accomplish everything that I set out to do.That gives me a feeling of accomplishment.Yes it does.I feel very good that I accomplished something.
After I ate a great dinner,I decided to do a little bit more personal PC work.I am now at home relaxing.The weather is still a bit cool.I am saving my energy for tonight.
Tonight,I am going to be entertaining the crowd as I always do.I am looking forward to that.I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.As stated before,you never know what might happen.Again,I hope that things go well.
For the rest of the weekend,I am going to simply take it easy.I have to be prepared for the work week ahead.I am hoping that the week goes by good.
That was my day today and my hoped for night tonight.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.The work shift went by as smoothly as it should and that made me feel good.After I dropped the clean laundry off,I simply went home and dropped off some stuff that I needed to drop off.After that,I went to the bank to cash my paycheck and I went back home.After dinner,I did some more personal PC work and after doing so,I did a virus scan on my PC and again,no viruses or spyware were found.That was great.It shows that my anti-virus and firewall programs are working great.Still,I do a scan on my computer once a week to be on the safe side.You never know what might happen or what might be on your computer.Again,there was nothing on my computer to cause me any worries.
I have just gotten back from a walk and I do feel better.It was the first walk that I have taken in a long time.It was also pretty long.But again,I do feel better.It was great to finally get out and stretch my legs for a bit and feel a little bit better.
Though I did have a pretty good day.I did start out this morning feeling a little at edge.I started mumbling angry things to myself once again.I do not know why I do that but again,it just happened.I have not done this in a long time.I do not why it happened.It just did.I am hoping that I can stop this.I do not want to be enslaved to anger for the rest of my life nor do I want it to overwhelm me.If anybody can help with any advice,please do so.Thanks.
I am just glad that the weekend is finally here.Tomorrow night,I am going to be singing for the crowd again.I am hoping that the night goes well.I always look forward to entertaining the crowd every Saturday night.Again,I am hoping that the night goes well.
That was my day today and my for day and night tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty smooth work shift today.I am now working only mornings on Thursday's and I now use the spare time to work on my issues.I do have quite a few issues that I need to work out and resolve.I am still working on keeping my anger under control and my temper in check.My counselors are always telling me that I am doing a great job but I always have a hard time receiving compliments.I am used to always getting emasculated and insulted.I always used to people not giving me compliments.I know that it is something that I need to work on.I am willing to do that work.I need to start appreciating other's compliments of me.I really do not know how I am going to do that.I need some advice.I also have a hard time giving myself compliments when I do good.If I am making progress,that is good.But I still need to keep working on my anger problems no matter how much progress I have made.Again,I am willing to do the work regarding compliments receptions and giving them to myself.If anybody out there can offer advice,I would appreciate that.Thanks.
By the way,before I forget,the movie Vacancy was pretty good.I really enjoyed it.I can hardly wait for it to come to DVD.The DVD is supposed to have deleted scenes and other surprises.Again,I can hardly wait for the DVD to come out.I did manage to add a few more DVD's to my library.One of them is a Neil Young concert movie.I am looking forward to watching that.
I am working tomorrow.I will be on the afternoon shift.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.So far,nothing negative to talk about regarding work but I still hope for things to go well.After that,it's the weekend.I can hardly wait for that.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.The pick up I made this morning was very clean with nothing to pick up off the floor.I simply picked up the bags and when I got to the workplace,I weighed them,sorted them out and left.Before I did,I went over to my mechanic's garage in hopes of getting my new car on the road.But my mechanic advised me to hold off on doing that until he thoroughly checked it over.He also advised me to check back with him tomorrow afternoon and get the whole story from him.I simply said okay and went off to do the pick up.While I was downtown,I had a light lunch and I picked up a can of soup for dinner.
I went to my support group meeting at the church tonight and it was yet another meeting.It was great once again to let go of some more emotional baggage and air out some more of what was on my mind.It was wonderful to have the men listen to you and also to listen to them air out what was on thier minds.Again,the meeting was wonderful.I am feeling so much a part of them.It seems like only yesterday where we hardly knew each other and now,we are having some great talks and really feeling a positive atmosphere each and everytime.I am looking forward to the next meeting.I am hoping that the next is as wonderful as the last one.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.I also hope that the day goes well,too.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay yet again.I had a pretty smooth work day today.I did my job and the rest took care of itself.After I dropped off the laundry,I went home to relax and while I did,we had a torrential rainstorm where I am living.The rain really came down and it was also thundering and lightning everywhere.I stayed home for much of this because I had really nothing to do.I was going to return some bottles for a refund but thought that I would wait until the rain stopped before doing so.Now that it has,I am going to return them and get the money from them.I know that it is not going to be much but it will make my vehicle cleaner.I still have to get rid of a mess that is currently in the one that I drive and I will get around to it.I just hope that there will be no more rain.I mean,we needed this rain but that is enough for now.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.That will be easy.I am hoping that tomorrow,I can finally get that new car of mine on the road.I have been putting it off for quite some time and now,I am hoping to finally get it on the road tomorrow.That would be great.I can hardly wait to start driving it.It will be a relief to finally be driving something different and a lot more familiar with.Again,I can hardly wait.
I have been feeling pretty fluxed as of late.I have been trying and wanting to patch things up with this one guy but nothing really much has happened.I try calling him but all I get is his answering machine saying that he "will get back to you".But so far,I have left messages,left notes at his door but still,I have not heard from him.I am wondering if I am doing anything wrong.He says to me "Don't Be A Stranger" but he is being a stranger to me.Don't any of you hate it when somebody tells you not to be a stranger but they're being a stranger to you.I am still holding on to the hope that one day,I will hear from him.No matter how long it will take.I am going to keep trying.I am also thinking that maybe I will start new elsewhere.
Tomorrow is also a meeting night.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.It was a very nice day today despite the humidity.The sun was shining and I got to go out and do a lot.I paid a visit to a friend of mine in town and I even managed to have a light lunch,though it was a little late because it was too close to dinner.But I wanted to have something in my system before dinner.Again,it was a very nice day.
I also managed to have a talk with another friend today and he is doing good.When he answered the phone,he informed me that he had just gotten back from Pennsylvania and that he had a nice trip.He even invited me out tomorrow night but I do not know if I am going to go out tomorrow night becuase Wednesday is a day that I have to get up and do a pick up.I guess that I will just have to cross that bridge when i come to it.If I do,I will stay a few minutes.If not,then I will do it when I can.
After a light dinner,I finished my personal computer work and I watched a little TV.I even visited some people that I knew in my neighborhood and they were doing good.Though I did not do an awful lot today,I did get out to do quite a bit of stuff and I did have a pretty good day.I guess that it's better than nothing.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a not too exciting of a day.I ran a couple of errands today and I had a short but pretty good talk with my father.The conversation was not too long but it was,as stated,pretty good.The weather today was pretty nice and warm but there was a little bit of humidity.Again,not too exciting of a day but I did get a couple of things done.
Last night,my entertaining of the crowd went over very well.I reaquaited myself with a few songs that I had done previously and I even tried out a new song that I had never done before.Again,it was a wonderful night and I had a blast.It is great to entertain such an appreciative crowd.I had a great time and that was great.
But my attempts to leave the place were almost hampered when I was walking to my vehicle and somebody tried to stop me because there was somebody,a borderline diabetic lady,urinating in the back lot on the grass.I had to plead with the person that I was not going to pay attention to that.But they insisted on holding me for a while until that lady was finished.It almost became an argument but eventually,she let me pass and as true to my word,I did not pay any attention as I left but the lady who was supposed to be urinating was not even doing that because the person who brought her there did not have any toilet tissue of any kind.But I left and went straight home.Though I did have a blast entertaining the crowd,I really did not like being stopped from going home.I am not a pervert.I do not peep on anybody unless I have permission to do that.I am not a peeper.I know that it is wrong to invade another's privacy and I do respect other's privacy,especially when it is a lady.But I did not let it get to me.I left and I made it home.
I am only posting this now because I am going to see a movie later.I am going to see Vacancy at a local bargain movie theatre in my area.I have been waiting for that movie to come to that theatre for quite a while and I am going to see it tonight.I am hoping that the movie is good.I have heard some mixed reviews of it but I need to see it for myself.Again,I am hoping that it's good.
Tomorrow is a day off.But I hope that it is a good day.
That was my day today,my night last night and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ