Saturday, April 12, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.I really did not do too much.After I woke up,I had breakfast and I also went to do my personal PC work.It was quite a bit to be done.But due to some unforeseen circumstances such as the program not willing to cooperate before I was finished with my work,I had to shut down and finish later on.
After shutting down,I washed my hair and went to run an errand for my mom.It was nothing much to do.It was simply to pick up a few things that my mom needed for the home.After that,I went to a local Mighty Taco to have a late but light lunch.It was simply Nachos Deluxe and I needed to get some food in my system to tie me over until dinner.After that,I went home.
When I got home,I took a bath and cleaned myself up because I am going out tonight and I wanted to make sure that I was cleaned up for the occasion.After my bath,I ate dinner.
After eating,I finished my personal PC work.It was a lot easier this time around and I also managed to put back the Yahoo toolbar that was somehow taken away from the top of my internet page whiel I was having problems.But now,everything is working properly and I am now happy that I manged to finish everything.
I will be entertaining the crowd tonight.I am hoping that the night goes smoothly.After last Saturday night where they were having live entertainment,it has now returned to normal.I am looking forward to singing for the people tonight.I hope that verything goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know.Still,I have the feeling that everything will go according to plan.
As for tomorrow,I haven't made any plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend,including tonight.FJ

Friday, April 11, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty smooth work shift today.The work shift went by pretty fast.I simply did what I had to do and the rest took care of itself.After I was done,I simply dropped off the clean laundry and headed for a bank to cash my paycheck.
After that,I went to a supermarket in my area to pick up a couple of things for dinner tonight.It didn't take very long.I went home afterwards.
After I ate dinner,I registered all the currency that I had at Where's George from when I cashed my paycheck and the change that I got from shopping.It was a pretty good day.
When I got home earlire,my brother in-law came over and had a small talk with my mom and I laid down for a while.I was tired and I thought that if I laid down,I would feel better.But I wound up masturbating.It did bring me down when I did that but after a prayer to ask the creator for forgiveness,I felt better.I also forgave myself.Still,it did bring me down and I felt pretty guilty for a short while after doing that.But I feel better now and I am hoping that I can still beat that.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the weekend.Tomorrow night is my night to entertain the crowd.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.I am also hoping that I have a wonderful time doing that.I enjoy what I do and I always have a blast.But still,I hope for things to go well.As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
I am awaiting a phone call from a friend of mine who lives out of town.I am looking forward to talking with him.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very smooth work shift today.The work shift went by as planned and I got pretty much done.After I had a nice lunch,I bagged everything and went home.
After I got home,I relaxed a bit in a chair and I also layed down for a bit.I was feeling sleepy and I felt that this was a good time to take a nap.I didn't get to sleep until late so I needed to catch up on some lost sleep.After a couple of hours,I woke up and got dressed to run an errand for my mom.I had to pick up a few things at an area supermarket.
After the errand was done,I had a light dinner.After I ate,I finished my personal computer work.It was a lot of e-mail but I managed to get it done.It wasn't too much trouble.But I got it done.I was also asked to join a new support group for people who were abused when they were younger.It was great to find another group like that one.The more I join.The better it will be for me to try and overcome some of the negative effects that the abuse I endured at the hands of a lot of people in my past,including my father.I am now a part of that online support group and it is great.
I am now relaxing.The day is almost over.I had a pretty good day and even though not a lot happened,it was still a good day.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty roller coaster day today.The day started out pretty good.The laundry pick-up went pretty well.I had a pretty good lunch today with the social club after I did the pick-up.After that,I went to a post office in the area to buy a money order to send out for a record that I bought off of Ebay.I sent it out Priority Mail w/delivery confirmation.It should get there by Friday.
I also had to go to the bank to withdraw some money for my mom and I also put some gas in my tank.After that,I went home.
I also heard from a guy who lives in my hometown via e-mail.He told me that he had some records that he got from somewhere and he asked me to come over and look through them,which I did as I was getting some dinner for me and my mom.I bought some of them and went to a local Arby's to get a couple of sandwiches for dinner.
When I got home,I heard some hissing coming from my driver's side rear tire.I saw what looked like a nail sticking out of my tire and it was going flat.I had to call my mechanic to tell him and fortunately when I called him a second time,he answered.I told him what was wrong and he told me to bring in the car so he could repair the tire ASAP.After I ate,I waited for the AAA tow truck to come outside and when he arrived,I went with them so I could drive the car back home when he was finished.I was fortunate to catch him at the garage.I would have been lost if he wasn't.I also would have been late for work tomorrow if I had to go to the garage first before going to work.But again,I am fortunate as well as thankful that I caught my mechanic at the garage so the tire could be fixed and I could go on to work tomorrow without any problems.Thank goodness for that.
I am now relaxing.I am hoping that the rest of the evening goes smoothly.After this,I am going to bathe and get ready for bed.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a very smooth work day today.Despite a minor mishap at the social club,I managed to have a pretty smooth day.There wasn't really much for me to do today.I simply did what I had to do and I dropped off the clean laundry.After that,I went home to prepare for my meeting tonight.
When I came home,my brother in law came over to fix the basement window.It is now fixed and hopefully,there will be no problems for quite a while.It is just a relief that it is now fixed and my mom and I can rest easily.
I also managed to finish my computer work before dinner tonight.I started it at work and I finished it at home.I wanted to get it done before I went to my meeting tonight and I figured that this was the perfect time to do it.After finishing it,I shut down and had dinner.
After I ate,I got dressed and ready for my meeting tonight.The meeting went great.It was wonderful to learn a lot more on overcoming SSA.It was wonderful to learn more.We got some more homework and some reading material to read at our own pace and convienience.I am eagerly awaiting next week's meeting and I am hoping that it's as wonderful as tonights.
Tomorrow is a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up works out well and that there are no messes for me to clean.After that,I have the rest of the day off.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Monday, April 07, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.After doing my computer work earlier in the day,I went out for a bit.I went to a Salvation Army thrift shop in another area and I found several different vinyl records there.After two months of going over there and disappointed because I didn't find anything,I finally found some great ones and I also found a few 45's as well.It was wonderful.After paying for them,I left.
When I got home,my brother in law was talking with my mom about getting one of the basement windows fixed.During the really big blizzard that we had before Spring finally arrived,the glass broke and a few stray cats clawed the old screen to invade the basement.Before my brother in law boarded up the glass part that was missing,he checked to see if there were any cats down there.There weren't and he boarded it up from the outside.He said that he had to get some glass cut somewhere before he could fix it and see who he can to get the screen fixed.He left and we had a light dinner,which was homemade soup.After that,I went to my anger management/conflict resolution group meeting.
The meeting went wonderfully.The room was chock full of people.There were more people than there were on previous Monday nights.But it was great to hear from them and to be heard.I am looking forward to the next meeting,which will be next Monday.
I am now relaxing and I am anticipating the next day.I am hoping that the day works out for me tomorrow.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I also have my SSA support group meeting tomorrow night and I am hoping that this meeting goes well,too.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Sunday, April 06, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I didn't have too eventful of a day today.I simply ran an errand today for my mom and I also went and did a little something for myself.I bought a foam mattress pad for my bed's mattress because the mattress is starting to show the springs from it.I needed to make it softer so I could have a more comfortable sleep at night when I do go to bed.Not only that,my shirts will not have any holes in them anymore.I need to get some new undershirts because some of them have holes in t he back from those mattress springs sticking out.After putting it on,I put the sheets back on the bad and tried it out.It was a lot more comfortable and it will take a little getting used to.But I know that I will be used to it pretty soon.I did lay down for a while before eating dinner.
After eating a light dinner,I registered a few more bills at Where's George and I also checked on some last minute e-mails before I decide that I am done for the day and night.I am now relaxing posting all of what happened during my day.Though not too eventful,I did enjoy being out because it was a nice sunny day outside with no clouds in the sky.But tonight,it is going to be cold.We are also supposed to get more rain before the end of the week.OH WELL!This is all an indication that Spring is finally here and the weather is showing it in more ways than one.
As for the rest of the evening,I might go out and have a drink or two with the gang over at the place where I entertain.I hope to get a lot out of it when I am talking with the gang.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have my anger management/conflict resolution group tomorrow night.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the night and day ahead.FJ