Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cusp of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and when that was done,I decided to relax and enjoy the afternoon.I watched a few YouTube videos while I was online in the afternoon.After that,I got dressed and headed out to do a little shopping.
Before I went shopping,I stopped to see how a friend of mine who lived in the city was.After spending a few minutes with him,I headed to a local supermarket to pick up a few needed things.After paying for those things,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and started to prepare my evening meal.I also did some more personal PC work while I was waiting for it to get done.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode from a DVD player that I have.After that was done,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it does,I still have my daily struggles.At times,they can get pretty overwhelming and believe me,they can add more stress to life when that happens.Today,I can safely report that I wasn't tempted at all today.I simply kept myself busy doing what I had to do and it was very good.I even did some personal writing and it took my mind off of the negative sexual aspects of the SSA struggle.Though I escaped today,I still have to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions are out there and they can strike at any time when least expected.Satan and his minions are the ones who tempt people into breaking the perfect law of our Heavenly Father,including,but not limited to,his laws regarding sexuality.I still have to keep in mind that Satan can strike and since he knows that I myself struggle with SSA,alongside BPD/Schizophrenia,which makes the struggle even more difficult for me,he can try to tempt me to act out through various means,such as fantasies,lusting,watching pornography and the biggest one,tempt me to go out and seek out other men for the purpose of acting out physically with them.I can't let them own me.I have to show Satan and his terrible and evil minions that I own the unnatural sexual desires that I have and not the other way around.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you constantly.I need to be constantly reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in this struggle.I need prayers and positive verbal support day in and day out continuously.Please continue to pray for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayers and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Saturday, May 09, 2015
Friday, May 08, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and when that was finished,I got dressed as I had some stuff that I had to do today.
I was going to to go to the local hospital to get the much needed and prescribed blood work done,but decided to postpone that until Monday and I even rescheduled the appointment for another day.
I first went to my usual hair place to get my hair cut as I really needed one.After that,I did some shopping at the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few needed things.After that,I stopped at a local gas station to get some gas.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I started to prepare my evening meal.While it was heating up,I did some more personal PC work.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode on a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work and did some other personal things.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it does,I must say that I do have a lot to deal with in my daily struggles.It was a pretty good day as I was out and about in the community and when I am,I usually don't have any problems with temptations and today was no exception.I guess that being out in the community does help to a degree.It kept my mind off of the negative sexual stuff regarding SSA.Still,I need the help and support of everyone who continually follow my blog and read my posts.I need all the help and support I can get.I will still continue to do my part,which is to continue to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike when least expected.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need to be continuously reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in this particular struggle and not just with SSA,it is also for my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia as well.I continuously need to know that there are people out there who care and understand when I am going through in regards to my mental health struggles of mood changes and hallucinatory stuff that plague me.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual on Sunday,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the upcoming weekend ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and when that was finished,I got dressed as I had some stuff that I had to do today.
I was going to to go to the local hospital to get the much needed and prescribed blood work done,but decided to postpone that until Monday and I even rescheduled the appointment for another day.
I first went to my usual hair place to get my hair cut as I really needed one.After that,I did some shopping at the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few needed things.After that,I stopped at a local gas station to get some gas.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I started to prepare my evening meal.While it was heating up,I did some more personal PC work.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode on a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work and did some other personal things.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it does,I must say that I do have a lot to deal with in my daily struggles.It was a pretty good day as I was out and about in the community and when I am,I usually don't have any problems with temptations and today was no exception.I guess that being out in the community does help to a degree.It kept my mind off of the negative sexual stuff regarding SSA.Still,I need the help and support of everyone who continually follow my blog and read my posts.I need all the help and support I can get.I will still continue to do my part,which is to continue to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike when least expected.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need to be continuously reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in this particular struggle and not just with SSA,it is also for my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia as well.I continuously need to know that there are people out there who care and understand when I am going through in regards to my mental health struggles of mood changes and hallucinatory stuff that plague me.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual on Sunday,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the upcoming weekend ahead.FJ
Thursday, May 07, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed and I headed out to do some necessary stuff that needed to get done.
I first dropped off free newspapers to people that I know and after that,I paid a bill over at the local Sears.After that,I went shopping at a local bargain supermarket.After that,I stopped in to see how a friend was doing.After talking with him for a few minutes,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I relaxed while doing my personal PC work.After that was done,I relaxed again for a while before heading over to a local church for a free meal.
The meal was wonderful.After leaving the church,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am feeling extremely tired.I have to get up early so I can get some doctor ordered blood work done.I am too tired to talk about my struggles tonight and I will start again tomorrow.The only things that I ask is that for all of you to continue praying for me and to continue leaving some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also goes to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of the aforementioned blood work that needs to be done,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed and I headed out to do some necessary stuff that needed to get done.
I first dropped off free newspapers to people that I know and after that,I paid a bill over at the local Sears.After that,I went shopping at a local bargain supermarket.After that,I stopped in to see how a friend was doing.After talking with him for a few minutes,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I relaxed while doing my personal PC work.After that was done,I relaxed again for a while before heading over to a local church for a free meal.
The meal was wonderful.After leaving the church,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am feeling extremely tired.I have to get up early so I can get some doctor ordered blood work done.I am too tired to talk about my struggles tonight and I will start again tomorrow.The only things that I ask is that for all of you to continue praying for me and to continue leaving some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also goes to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of the aforementioned blood work that needs to be done,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, May 06, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed in casual clothes and I headed for my morning group.
The group went as well as expected.After it was over,I headed over to a local kitchen for lunch.After eating lunch,I headed back for my usual afternoon,but discovered that it was no longer being held.After that,I went over to a local book store and bought a couple of used tapes.After that,I headed over to a local 7-11 to pick up some snack foods.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away.I also did my personal PC work after that.When that was finished,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched another classic TV episode on a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.As it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I can say that as a result of all that I did today,I had no problems with temptations.I was out and about all day and it was great.I simply kept my mind on what I was doing and that took my mind off of the sexual aspects of SSA.I must get out more often and find things to do.I guess that being out and about in the community does help.I also have to find other ways to get my mind on good things so that way,I don't fall into temptation.If anyone out there can share anything with me on how I can do that,please share.I would really appreciate that.Thanks so much in advance.I will still continue to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can still strike at any time.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of my fellow blog followers and readers,especially if they too struggle with SSA.I really need it constantly day in and day out.Please continue to pray for me.I also would really appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I haven't made any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed in casual clothes and I headed for my morning group.
The group went as well as expected.After it was over,I headed over to a local kitchen for lunch.After eating lunch,I headed back for my usual afternoon,but discovered that it was no longer being held.After that,I went over to a local book store and bought a couple of used tapes.After that,I headed over to a local 7-11 to pick up some snack foods.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away.I also did my personal PC work after that.When that was finished,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched another classic TV episode on a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.As it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I can say that as a result of all that I did today,I had no problems with temptations.I was out and about all day and it was great.I simply kept my mind on what I was doing and that took my mind off of the sexual aspects of SSA.I must get out more often and find things to do.I guess that being out and about in the community does help.I also have to find other ways to get my mind on good things so that way,I don't fall into temptation.If anyone out there can share anything with me on how I can do that,please share.I would really appreciate that.Thanks so much in advance.I will still continue to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can still strike at any time.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of my fellow blog followers and readers,especially if they too struggle with SSA.I really need it constantly day in and day out.Please continue to pray for me.I also would really appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I haven't made any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, May 05, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had a lot on my agenda for today.I decided to take a drive to another area of the county and I shopped a couple of thrift stores.I also went to a friend's place of business and bought something from him.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local bargain supermarket when I came back into town.After that,I headed over to another local supermarket to pick up a few other things that I needed.After that,I stopped at a local 7-11 to buy something light for dinner.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put everything that I bought away and I started to prepare my light evening meal.
After eating,I watched another classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.As it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it does,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Yes it is the most difficult.Today,though it is,since I kept busy with what I did today,I had no problems with temptation.It was being out and about in the community that helped keep my mind off of anything sexual and I had no problems with those evil voices at all today.Still,though I did escape today,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still need to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions,including those evil voices that at times try to get me to act out by fantasies and lusting,can strike at any time when least expected.I also still need the help and support of my fellow blog followers and readers on a constant basis.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.As I said,I still need the help and support of everyone out there who also struggles and also continue to follow my blog on a daily basis.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my usual two groups on Wednesday,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had a lot on my agenda for today.I decided to take a drive to another area of the county and I shopped a couple of thrift stores.I also went to a friend's place of business and bought something from him.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local bargain supermarket when I came back into town.After that,I headed over to another local supermarket to pick up a few other things that I needed.After that,I stopped at a local 7-11 to buy something light for dinner.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put everything that I bought away and I started to prepare my light evening meal.
After eating,I watched another classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.As it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it does,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Yes it is the most difficult.Today,though it is,since I kept busy with what I did today,I had no problems with temptation.It was being out and about in the community that helped keep my mind off of anything sexual and I had no problems with those evil voices at all today.Still,though I did escape today,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still need to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions,including those evil voices that at times try to get me to act out by fantasies and lusting,can strike at any time when least expected.I also still need the help and support of my fellow blog followers and readers on a constant basis.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.As I said,I still need the help and support of everyone out there who also struggles and also continue to follow my blog on a daily basis.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my usual two groups on Wednesday,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, May 04, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I finally received a phone call back from the mechanic who put my tires on and we set yup to have my brake pads put on today.After I hung up,I got dressed and I headed over to his garage.After the pads were on and I paid him,I headed for the bank to withdraw a little bit of money.After that,I went over to a friend's place to see how he was as I hadn't heard from him in a while.After spending a few minutes with him,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local 7-11 to pick up a couple of things.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was finished,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched another classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am going to share something that I have learned all too well in the SSA struggle.The struggle gets more difficult by the day.Satan and his minions try to get those who worship the true God,the sovereign Lord and creator of all things,to go against the sovereign Lord and creator's perfect laws,especially the laws regarding,but not limited to,sexuality.Those of us who struggle with SSA have many obstacles in front of us.The most difficult obstacle is the fight and struggle to remain sexually sober.I know this to be true because I am always struggling to remain sexually sober.I am learning that the struggle to remain sexually sober,especially where SSA is concerned,is a very difficult one in and of itself.Temptations galore are always hitting those of us who struggle.The temptations very from being tempted to fantasize and lust after other members of our own gender,to being tempted to go out to seek out other members of our own gender to act out on the unnatural sexual desires that we have with,or another really big temptation,which is to watch porn themed to that sort of thing.Yes,we who struggle with SSA have a lot on our plates and it gets even more difficult by the day.Today,I must report that I was tempted after getting out of bed to act out by fantasies and lusting after other men.I immediately went to my Heavenly Father in prayer and asked for strength in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I also asked that my Heavenly Father silence the evil voices telling me to manipulate my genitals to images of men.I prayed real hard and didn't cease praying until these things died down.When I was finished praying,I felt better and also,that my Heavenly Father gave me what I asked for.Still,despite this,I still need the prayers of those who check my blog regularly and I also still need the positive verbal support of all of you.I need your support day in and day out.Please continue to pray for me.Please continue to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I finally received a phone call back from the mechanic who put my tires on and we set yup to have my brake pads put on today.After I hung up,I got dressed and I headed over to his garage.After the pads were on and I paid him,I headed for the bank to withdraw a little bit of money.After that,I went over to a friend's place to see how he was as I hadn't heard from him in a while.After spending a few minutes with him,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local 7-11 to pick up a couple of things.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was finished,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched another classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am going to share something that I have learned all too well in the SSA struggle.The struggle gets more difficult by the day.Satan and his minions try to get those who worship the true God,the sovereign Lord and creator of all things,to go against the sovereign Lord and creator's perfect laws,especially the laws regarding,but not limited to,sexuality.Those of us who struggle with SSA have many obstacles in front of us.The most difficult obstacle is the fight and struggle to remain sexually sober.I know this to be true because I am always struggling to remain sexually sober.I am learning that the struggle to remain sexually sober,especially where SSA is concerned,is a very difficult one in and of itself.Temptations galore are always hitting those of us who struggle.The temptations very from being tempted to fantasize and lust after other members of our own gender,to being tempted to go out to seek out other members of our own gender to act out on the unnatural sexual desires that we have with,or another really big temptation,which is to watch porn themed to that sort of thing.Yes,we who struggle with SSA have a lot on our plates and it gets even more difficult by the day.Today,I must report that I was tempted after getting out of bed to act out by fantasies and lusting after other men.I immediately went to my Heavenly Father in prayer and asked for strength in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I also asked that my Heavenly Father silence the evil voices telling me to manipulate my genitals to images of men.I prayed real hard and didn't cease praying until these things died down.When I was finished praying,I felt better and also,that my Heavenly Father gave me what I asked for.Still,despite this,I still need the prayers of those who check my blog regularly and I also still need the positive verbal support of all of you.I need your support day in and day out.Please continue to pray for me.Please continue to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, May 03, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local bargain supermarket to pick up a few things.After that,I headed over to another local supermarket to pick up a few more things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed from my suit into my sweatsuit and quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I got dressed up in dress clothes and I headed for a funeral home as a friend and schoolmate of mine had passed away a few days ago.I went there to give my condolences to the family and to pay him a final goodbye.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed back into my sweatsuit and I did some more personal PC work.I also prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.As it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Today,I went through a couple of instances where the evil demonic voices were trying to get me to act out on the unnatural sexual desires that I have.It was really overwhelming in both of these instances.I really had to show that I was stronger than they were.On both of these instances,I went to my Heavenly Father in prayer and asked him in the name of his son Jesus Christ to silence those evil voices and I also asked for strength to help me fight and resist these terrible and overwhelming urges.I didn't want to sin and I also wanted to show that I was serious about wanting to heal from this terrible SSA and that I really want to change.I don't want to be a sinning Homosexual/Gay person,but a person who wants to be the man that I was meant to be and the man that my Heavenly Father meant me to be.When I was finished praying,I felt stronger and I felt no more temptations nor hear any more evil voices.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you constantly and the more that I get,the better that I feel.I still need the affirmations of my fellow man to help keep me going.Please continue to pray for me.Please also leave some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also goes to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local bargain supermarket to pick up a few things.After that,I headed over to another local supermarket to pick up a few more things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed from my suit into my sweatsuit and quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I got dressed up in dress clothes and I headed for a funeral home as a friend and schoolmate of mine had passed away a few days ago.I went there to give my condolences to the family and to pay him a final goodbye.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed back into my sweatsuit and I did some more personal PC work.I also prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.As it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Today,I went through a couple of instances where the evil demonic voices were trying to get me to act out on the unnatural sexual desires that I have.It was really overwhelming in both of these instances.I really had to show that I was stronger than they were.On both of these instances,I went to my Heavenly Father in prayer and asked him in the name of his son Jesus Christ to silence those evil voices and I also asked for strength to help me fight and resist these terrible and overwhelming urges.I didn't want to sin and I also wanted to show that I was serious about wanting to heal from this terrible SSA and that I really want to change.I don't want to be a sinning Homosexual/Gay person,but a person who wants to be the man that I was meant to be and the man that my Heavenly Father meant me to be.When I was finished praying,I felt stronger and I felt no more temptations nor hear any more evil voices.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you constantly and the more that I get,the better that I feel.I still need the affirmations of my fellow man to help keep me going.Please continue to pray for me.Please also leave some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also goes to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
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