Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local bargain supermarket to pick up a few things.After that,I headed over to another local supermarket to pick up a few more things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed from my suit into my sweatsuit and quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I got dressed up in dress clothes and I headed for a funeral home as a friend and schoolmate of mine had passed away a few days ago.I went there to give my condolences to the family and to pay him a final goodbye.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed back into my sweatsuit and I did some more personal PC work.I also prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.As it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Today,I went through a couple of instances where the evil demonic voices were trying to get me to act out on the unnatural sexual desires that I have.It was really overwhelming in both of these instances.I really had to show that I was stronger than they were.On both of these instances,I went to my Heavenly Father in prayer and asked him in the name of his son Jesus Christ to silence those evil voices and I also asked for strength to help me fight and resist these terrible and overwhelming urges.I didn't want to sin and I also wanted to show that I was serious about wanting to heal from this terrible SSA and that I really want to change.I don't want to be a sinning Homosexual/Gay person,but a person who wants to be the man that I was meant to be and the man that my Heavenly Father meant me to be.When I was finished praying,I felt stronger and I felt no more temptations nor hear any more evil voices.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you constantly and the more that I get,the better that I feel.I still need the affirmations of my fellow man to help keep me going.Please continue to pray for me.Please also leave some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also goes to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ