Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cusp of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and when that was done,I decided to relax and enjoy the afternoon.I watched a few YouTube videos while I was online in the afternoon.After that,I got dressed and headed out to do a little shopping.
Before I went shopping,I stopped to see how a friend of mine who lived in the city was.After spending a few minutes with him,I headed to a local supermarket to pick up a few needed things.After paying for those things,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and started to prepare my evening meal.I also did some more personal PC work while I was waiting for it to get done.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode from a DVD player that I have.After that was done,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it does,I still have my daily struggles.At times,they can get pretty overwhelming and believe me,they can add more stress to life when that happens.Today,I can safely report that I wasn't tempted at all today.I simply kept myself busy doing what I had to do and it was very good.I even did some personal writing and it took my mind off of the negative sexual aspects of the SSA struggle.Though I escaped today,I still have to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions are out there and they can strike at any time when least expected.Satan and his minions are the ones who tempt people into breaking the perfect law of our Heavenly Father,including,but not limited to,his laws regarding sexuality.I still have to keep in mind that Satan can strike and since he knows that I myself struggle with SSA,alongside BPD/Schizophrenia,which makes the struggle even more difficult for me,he can try to tempt me to act out through various means,such as fantasies,lusting,watching pornography and the biggest one,tempt me to go out and seek out other men for the purpose of acting out physically with them.I can't let them own me.I have to show Satan and his terrible and evil minions that I own the unnatural sexual desires that I have and not the other way around.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you constantly.I need to be constantly reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in this struggle.I need prayers and positive verbal support day in and day out continuously.Please continue to pray for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayers and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ