Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.I didn't do too much.I went out to run an errand for my mom this afternoon and I also did a few things for myself.I had to get a few things for my mom for the home and it was also a nice day.I also took a spin around town and I even bought a few records at a Salvation Army thrift shop in my area.After that,I went home.
After a light dinner,I went and finished my personal PC work.It was really a whole bunch of e-mail's that I had to get out of the way.But I am just glad to get it done.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.I got to do my usual allotment and it was wonderful.I got a very enthusiatic round of applause for my performance and that made me feel good all over.I had a blast and it was wonderful.For a Friday night,it was great.Tonight,I am not really going to go anywhere but I am just going to stay home and take it easy.I might just go and take a cruise around the town for a bit before calling it a night.I might just relax the rest of the night and just anticipate tomorrow and the week ahead.
I did have a short talk with a friend of mine who I have not heard from in over a week.He's doing fine and he also informed me that his cell number is going to change.He also assured me that he would let me know when he finally has it so I can call and talk with him for a while in the near future.But it was just great to talk with him.
As for tomorrow,I have not made any definite plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me positively.
That was my day today,including my night last night and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.The work shift went by smoothly and I didn't have a lot to do.After the shift was done,I dropped everything off and headed for the bank to cash a check for my mom.
After doing that,I went to a Dollar Tree store in the area and picked up a pack of Q-Tips.This was the only errand that I had to run today.I went home afterwards.
After a light dinner,I registered some more bills at Where's George,which were the bills that I had withdrawn for my mom amd some for myself.I also had to make a payment on Ebay for a rare collectable that I had just won.I also had to leave feedback for several other items that I won and bought on Ebay beforehand.That is now out of the way.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the upcoming evening.I will be going out to sing tonight for the crowd because,as I stated yesterday,there will be LIVE entertainment at the place tomorrow night and I chose to go out tonight instead.I am looking forward to doing that tonight.I hope that the night goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.But I do have a feeling that things will go well.Hopefully,it will return to the normal schedule next week.Overall,it was a pretty good day.
As for tomorrow,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it affects me in a positive way.As for the rest of the weekend,the same.
That was my day today and my hopes for tonight and the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.The work shift went by smoothly and the day at the social club was also better.There was no animosity and that loud,overbearing,arrogant and agressive guy was nowhere to be found.I even had lunch at the social club and it was a great pasta lunch.Overall,a pretty good day.
On the way home from work,I stopped at a post office in the area and I mailed out a couple of creditor payments.They are due by next week and I had to get them out right away.I am hoping that they do indeed get there on time.I sent them out Priority Mail and they should arrive at their respectable locations.After that,I went home and didn't stop for anything.
When I got home,I had to run a couple of errands for my mom.I had to get a few birthday cards any try to find the hair coloring that my mother wanted me to get for her but the store that I went to didn't have what she was looking for.
Later on,I dropped my mom at my sister's house where one of my nephews was celebrating his 22nd birthday.I opted not to go because I didn't feel like it.After I dropped her off,I went home to complete my personal computer work.
With that done,I shut down the computer and went out to get dinner for myself.I had a Jr.Bacon Cheeseburger w/ Fries from Wendy's and it was super.It was also pretty filling.After eating,I watched a few scenes from one of my favorite movies until my mom came home when my niece dropped her off.
I am now relaxing.I had a pretty good but a little bit exaustive day.I got quite a bit accomplished.Overall,a pretty good day.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.Tomorrow night,I will be singing for the crowd rather than Saturday night.On Saturday night,they are going to be having LIVE entertainment by a local band.As a result of this,I will be going out to sing Friday night rather than Saturday night.After that,it will be back,hopefully,to the regular schedule.
As for what I will do on Saturday night,I haven't made any plans.But whatever I chooes to do,I hope that it affects me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day and night ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty mixed day today.The laundry pick-up went by smoothly.But when I arrived at the work place to drop off the laundry,I decided to have lunch at the social club first.But when I got there,a very rude,agressive,overbearing arrogant guy was there.He has relatives who work and run certain parts of the organization that I work for and at times he thinks that this gives him special priveledges.The main thing that he did was that he changed the radio station without asking anybody if he could do so.He put it on a radio station that played nothing but Rap and since the vast majority of Rap has a lot of bad language and overtly sexual slang content and other obscenities,that type of music is not allowed to be played in any way shape or form.When I complained about it,he jumped on the apprehensive and started screaming,swearing,and talking to people,including myself,in a threatening tone.Apparently,he got disgusted and ran upstairs to possibly talk about this with the social club coordinator.If he did tell the coordinator,then I'll probably be called to have a private talk with him tomorrow morning when I walk into the social club.I am preparing myself mentally for this and when I am called,I will comply.If it doesn't happen,then I can breathe a sigh of relief.But still,I am preparing myself for this possible eventuality.
I went to my session with the sexual abuse support counselor and the session went well.I told her everything that has been going with me for the past several days and I even shared with her what happened today.She also had the same impression that I had of this guy who instigated this ignorant and idiotic tirade that he inexcusably let loose all because someone complained about him breaking the rules of the social club.The session went well and I have another appointment with her in two weeks.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,I have the rest of the day off.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.The work day went by smoothly and I got a lot done.I also managed to have some very nice conversations with some of the social club members as well.It was a pretty good day.I got a lot of work done and I also managed to brighten the day of a few others.Plus,I got some pretty good words from one of the young men who was also at the social club,which made feel appreciated.Overall,a pretty good work day.
One the way home fromwork,I bought a couple cans of soup for dinner when my mother reached me on my cell phone number and asked me to purchase the soup,which I did.
When I got home,I finished my personal e-mail work and I also managed to browse some other websites while I was online.After that,I shut down the computer and ate dinner.I went to my SSA support group meeting after that.
My SSA support group meeting went terrifically well.I got a lot more out of this as I have gotten from the last few weeks.Over the past four weeks,I have never felt so accepted and appreciated by a group of people like this.It gave me a warm feeling of joy all over my body,especially my heart.I have never felt this way since I went on an all men's healing weekend retreat in 2004.This is a super group.I hav enever gotten anything out of a group until this one came along.I know that there will be eight more weeks to go but I am taking advantage of all of this until it's over.Again,another wonderful meeting.
Tomorrow is simply a pick up day.I hope that the pick-up goes well.I also have my appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor and I hope that the session also goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty fair day today.I didn't go out too much today.After I woke up,I simply had a light beakfast and I took it easy for much of the afternoon.I woke up around 12:40 pm and after eating,I chose not to go out because I really did not have too much to do.But I managed to get something accomplished.I paid one of my monthly creditor bills.When I get my money in my account next month,I can pay off my other creditor bills.I have only have two others and my car insurance and when those are paid,I am set.I also have to pay Columbia House for a couple of DVD's that I purchased a few months ago.I am hoping to get that paid soon.After that,I am set for the month.
After a light dinner,I went to my anger management/conflict resolution group meeting tonight and it went well.It also ended ten minutes early.When I left,I felt better.Though I did have a problem with that troublesome safety belt again on the way home,I finally got it to work when I stopped at a traffic light not too far away from the meeting place.On the way home,I stopped somewhere to pick up some empty bottles that a friend left for me outside of his house.I wnet home and I am now relaxing at home and taking it easy getting ready for tomorrow.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I also have my SSA recovery support group at the church tomorrow night.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
Last night,after I got home from the bar,I watched a movie before going to sleep.
That was my day today,my night last night and my hopes for the day and evening ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very good day today.When I woke up,I watched a little bit of TV and I also had a bowl of cereal for breakfast.I also drank 3 cups of coffee to try and wake up.I was still feeling sleepy.But I managed to fully wake up.
I did not do too much today.I simply went out and bought a couple slices of pizza as a quick lunch to tie me over until dinner.I also stopped at the place where I entertain for a few minutes.Last night,I got a bill in change that was a Where's George bill that came from Wattsburg PA.I showed it to the owner and he informed me that it probably came from tourist who were visiting from PA.After I left,I went to a Wal-Mart in my area to pick up a bottle of Rolaids.I went home afterwards.
After a light dinner,which was spaghetti,I registered a couple more bills at Where's George that I received from Wal-Mart in change after paying for my Rolaids.I also finished some more e-mail work that I needed to do.I even watched a few more online videos.I have been trying to find a replacement for online Gay porn and I have found some amateur wrestling videos from Europe on an online video site.It is simply guys wrestling for fun and not for profit.They are fun to watch and are better than Gay porn.I will also find other alternatives in the near future and hope for the best.
My night of entertaining the crowd went well.There was a birthday party going on over there and I only managed to do 3 songs as a result.Still,it was better than singing no songs and I still had fun.I left and went home around a little bit before 2 am.Again,it was a pretty good night and I had fun.
I am going to go out and have a couple of drinks with the guys at the place tonight.I am hoping for some fun talk and a few laughs.
Tomorrow is my day off.I have my anger management/conflict resolution support group tomorrow night and I hope that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today,my night last night and my hopes for the rest of the night and the day ahead.FJ