Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
Thw work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the time alloted and after I was finished,I simply bagged what was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I heade straight home after that.
When I got back home,I dropped off some things before heading back out again to go to the bank to cash some checks.After that,I went to a local Dollar General store to buy my mom some pain relief PM pills that she needed.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got back home,I went on the computer to do some more personal PC work and to await dinner to get done.
After eating,I registered all the bills that I had at the Where's George site.I also stamped them the minute that I registered them.I also watched the evening news for a while.
I also had a talk with the Drop-In Center earlier this evening and the conversation went well.I also had a hard time getting through for a little over 1/2 an hour because of a busy signal.But I did and I talked for about 15 minutes.
I was also in a depressive funk for most of the day.I was still feeling the sadness and emptyness that I have been feeling for quite some time.The only weird thing was that it always levels off a little in the early evening.I am hoping to be out of this funk really soon.
I will not be posting tomorrow.I am going out of town with my father and sister.I am going to be visiting relatives in Pennsylvania tomorrow.We will be only staying a night there and we will heading back on Sunday.I will post a message here Sunday evening the minute that I am back in town.Please be patient.Thanks.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems nor do I have the temptation to watch pornography.I am hoping to get through th eweekend unscathed.
I will be away tomorrow.But I will be back on Sunday.As stated,I will not be posting tomorrow as a result of me being away visiting relatives.
That was my day today and my hopes for the entire weekend.FJ
Friday, August 07, 2009
Thursday, August 06, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the time allotted and after I was done,I bagged the clean laundry and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I also had lunch before that and I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,my mom and I got ready to do some grocery shopping because we needed to have some food in the house.While she was shopping,I stopped over at my mechanic's garage to see how he was doing.He told me that it has been stressful and after talking with him for a few minutes,I headed back to the supermarket to check and see if my mom was done,which she was.
After we bagged the groceries,we drove home and I helped her unload when we got there.I also relaxed a bit after that and so did my mom.She was feeling exhausted and she rested up.The weather was feeling pretty hot today and I am just happy that we have the food in the house so we can be prepared when the really humid days come.We are supposed to get some really hot days next week.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.I also had a talk with the Drop-In Center earlier and the conversation went well.I also had a talk with my brother in-law and also with my sister who lives locally.It was great and I headed for home after that.
When I got back home,I decided to post my day on here.Overall,a pretty good day.
This morning,I was in a depressive funk and it really made me feel like dirt.I was starting to slowly get out of it but the depressiveness really hit when I least expected it.Though it has leveled off some in the early evening,I am still feeling the negative feelings.I am hoping to get out of this funk really soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am not feeling any feelings nor do I have the temptation to watch any pornography.I am hoping to get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it is the weekend.My father is coming into town and I am hoping that the time I spend with him goes well.He has invited me to go with him out of town but I haven't decided whether I want to or not.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the time allotted and after I was done,I bagged the clean laundry and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I also had lunch before that and I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,my mom and I got ready to do some grocery shopping because we needed to have some food in the house.While she was shopping,I stopped over at my mechanic's garage to see how he was doing.He told me that it has been stressful and after talking with him for a few minutes,I headed back to the supermarket to check and see if my mom was done,which she was.
After we bagged the groceries,we drove home and I helped her unload when we got there.I also relaxed a bit after that and so did my mom.She was feeling exhausted and she rested up.The weather was feeling pretty hot today and I am just happy that we have the food in the house so we can be prepared when the really humid days come.We are supposed to get some really hot days next week.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.I also had a talk with the Drop-In Center earlier and the conversation went well.I also had a talk with my brother in-law and also with my sister who lives locally.It was great and I headed for home after that.
When I got back home,I decided to post my day on here.Overall,a pretty good day.
This morning,I was in a depressive funk and it really made me feel like dirt.I was starting to slowly get out of it but the depressiveness really hit when I least expected it.Though it has leveled off some in the early evening,I am still feeling the negative feelings.I am hoping to get out of this funk really soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am not feeling any feelings nor do I have the temptation to watch any pornography.I am hoping to get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it is the weekend.My father is coming into town and I am hoping that the time I spend with him goes well.He has invited me to go with him out of town but I haven't decided whether I want to or not.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, August 05, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick up went smoothly.There were no messes to clean up and I simply grabbed the bag and left.After sorting out the laundry,I had lunch over at the social club.
After eating my lunch,I headed straight home to prepare for the rest of the day.
Firstly,I had to drive down to the local city hall to a pay a bill that needed to be paid.I also stopped at a local supermarket to pick up a couple of things that my mom needed.Last but not least,I went to a local laundromat to do my underwear.It was a pretty busy day and I managed to get an awful lot done.After the laundry was done,including folding and sorting it out,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I sorted out the laundry and put everything in their proper place.I also relaxed for a bit and took it easy while waiting for my computer to warm up so I could use it to register a few bills at the Where's George site that I got in change after paying that much needed to be paid for bill.I also did some e-mail work that needed to be done.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a bit and did some more personal PC work.I also had another talk with the Drop-In Center and that conversation,though short,went great.I even talked to my brother in-law for a while on the phone and I am hoping to meet with him tomorrow during the day.Overall,a pretty good day.
As I stated yesterday,I am slowly getting out of the funk that I have been in for the past several weeks.I am still feeling some of the sad feelings but they are not as intense as they used to be.I am hoping that the depression will leave very soon.I know this doens't mean that I will never be depressed again but I can feel assured that feelings of it can be overcome if one only knows the right way to go about it.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am having no issues nor am I having the temptation to watch any pornography at the moment.I am hoping to get through tomorrow and the rest of the week unscathed.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The laundry pick up went smoothly.There were no messes to clean up and I simply grabbed the bag and left.After sorting out the laundry,I had lunch over at the social club.
After eating my lunch,I headed straight home to prepare for the rest of the day.
Firstly,I had to drive down to the local city hall to a pay a bill that needed to be paid.I also stopped at a local supermarket to pick up a couple of things that my mom needed.Last but not least,I went to a local laundromat to do my underwear.It was a pretty busy day and I managed to get an awful lot done.After the laundry was done,including folding and sorting it out,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I sorted out the laundry and put everything in their proper place.I also relaxed for a bit and took it easy while waiting for my computer to warm up so I could use it to register a few bills at the Where's George site that I got in change after paying that much needed to be paid for bill.I also did some e-mail work that needed to be done.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a bit and did some more personal PC work.I also had another talk with the Drop-In Center and that conversation,though short,went great.I even talked to my brother in-law for a while on the phone and I am hoping to meet with him tomorrow during the day.Overall,a pretty good day.
As I stated yesterday,I am slowly getting out of the funk that I have been in for the past several weeks.I am still feeling some of the sad feelings but they are not as intense as they used to be.I am hoping that the depression will leave very soon.I know this doens't mean that I will never be depressed again but I can feel assured that feelings of it can be overcome if one only knows the right way to go about it.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am having no issues nor am I having the temptation to watch any pornography at the moment.I am hoping to get through tomorrow and the rest of the week unscathed.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, August 04, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went smoothly,including the pick-up,where there were no messes to clean up.After picking up the laundry,I headed over to the worksite to sort out the laundry and start a couple of loads.After parking my vehicle,I hung out at the social club while waiting for the loads to get done.
At the social club,we were talking about how to learn and appropriate job interview skills.It was very interesting to talk about and very educational.After that meeting,I did my personal PC work while waiting for the second loads to get done because I wanted to reduce my e-mail load so I wouldn't have too much to read when I got home.After doing that,I eagerly waited for the second loads to get done and for lunch to be ready.
After eating lunch,I concentrated more on my job and after it was done,I bagged the clean laundry and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home after that.
On the way home,I stopped at a local Dollar General store to pick up a few things that were needed at the house.After doing that,I dropped off a a couple of newspapers at a couple of houses and I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and took it easy because I was feeling a little bit tired after the days work.I didn't watch too much TV,except for the start of the evening news.I also registered a couple of bills at the Where's George site that I had gotten in change from my purchase at the Dollar General store.
After eating,I watched some more of the evening news and I also did some more personal PC work.I still have a couple more things that need to be done before the evening is through.
I am feeling a little bit better.The depression that I have been going through is slowly disappearing.I am hoping to be out of this funk really soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am having no issues nor do I have the temptation to watch any pornography,which is pretty good.I am hoping to get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.I also have a few other important things that need to be done before the end of this month tomorrow after that it done.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The work day went smoothly,including the pick-up,where there were no messes to clean up.After picking up the laundry,I headed over to the worksite to sort out the laundry and start a couple of loads.After parking my vehicle,I hung out at the social club while waiting for the loads to get done.
At the social club,we were talking about how to learn and appropriate job interview skills.It was very interesting to talk about and very educational.After that meeting,I did my personal PC work while waiting for the second loads to get done because I wanted to reduce my e-mail load so I wouldn't have too much to read when I got home.After doing that,I eagerly waited for the second loads to get done and for lunch to be ready.
After eating lunch,I concentrated more on my job and after it was done,I bagged the clean laundry and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home after that.
On the way home,I stopped at a local Dollar General store to pick up a few things that were needed at the house.After doing that,I dropped off a a couple of newspapers at a couple of houses and I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and took it easy because I was feeling a little bit tired after the days work.I didn't watch too much TV,except for the start of the evening news.I also registered a couple of bills at the Where's George site that I had gotten in change from my purchase at the Dollar General store.
After eating,I watched some more of the evening news and I also did some more personal PC work.I still have a couple more things that need to be done before the evening is through.
I am feeling a little bit better.The depression that I have been going through is slowly disappearing.I am hoping to be out of this funk really soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am having no issues nor do I have the temptation to watch any pornography,which is pretty good.I am hoping to get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.I also have a few other important things that need to be done before the end of this month tomorrow after that it done.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, August 03, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was my day off.I still had quite a bit to do.Firstly,I ate a quick breakfast when I got up out of bed and I did my personal PC work.There wasn't an awful lot to do on the PC and I got it done in under an hour.After that,I simply relaxed as I prepared to go to my appointment to see the nurse practitioner.
The meeting with the nurse practitioner went as well as expected.I told her exactly how I was feeling and how I have been feeling.I left nothing out.I shared everything that I needed to share and it was good to get everything out in the open.She prescribed me with a new medication and I left for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the bank to withdraw some money for my mom.It was quite a bit that I had to take out for her and after that was done,I headed straight home.
When I got home,my mom asked me to pick up something for her at a girlfriend's house.After registering a few of the bills at the Where's George site,I left to pick up the stuff.
When I got to the house,I saw that the bag was hanging outside and after putting the money inside the door and picking the bag up,I headed back home.
When I got home,I relaxed a bit while waiting for dinner to get ready.I watched some of the evening news while I was waiting.
After eating,I registered the rest of the bills at the Where's George site.It was quite a lot of money to register and I got them all on there.I was also surprised that one of the bills came from Flint Michigan.There were no markings on the bill that indicated that this was a Where's George bill.But I stamped it and I am sending it on it's way very soon.
I also had another talk with the Drop-In Center tonight.The conversation was short but it was worthwhile.I did get something out of it and after hanging up,I felt a little bit better though I was still feeling the funk that I have been feeling for quite some time.I am hoping to be out of this funk very soon.I am also hoping that the new prescription will help get me out because I really didn't know what else to do if I couldn't get anything to help.I also had another talk with my brother in-law about the way I have been feeling and though it was pretty short,it was still great to talk with him.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I fell early this morning.Images of men crept up into my mind and I wound up masturbating to these images.I did ask the creator for forgiveness and I did feel better after doing so.I am hoping to get through the rest of the week without any problems.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today was my day off.I still had quite a bit to do.Firstly,I ate a quick breakfast when I got up out of bed and I did my personal PC work.There wasn't an awful lot to do on the PC and I got it done in under an hour.After that,I simply relaxed as I prepared to go to my appointment to see the nurse practitioner.
The meeting with the nurse practitioner went as well as expected.I told her exactly how I was feeling and how I have been feeling.I left nothing out.I shared everything that I needed to share and it was good to get everything out in the open.She prescribed me with a new medication and I left for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the bank to withdraw some money for my mom.It was quite a bit that I had to take out for her and after that was done,I headed straight home.
When I got home,my mom asked me to pick up something for her at a girlfriend's house.After registering a few of the bills at the Where's George site,I left to pick up the stuff.
When I got to the house,I saw that the bag was hanging outside and after putting the money inside the door and picking the bag up,I headed back home.
When I got home,I relaxed a bit while waiting for dinner to get ready.I watched some of the evening news while I was waiting.
After eating,I registered the rest of the bills at the Where's George site.It was quite a lot of money to register and I got them all on there.I was also surprised that one of the bills came from Flint Michigan.There were no markings on the bill that indicated that this was a Where's George bill.But I stamped it and I am sending it on it's way very soon.
I also had another talk with the Drop-In Center tonight.The conversation was short but it was worthwhile.I did get something out of it and after hanging up,I felt a little bit better though I was still feeling the funk that I have been feeling for quite some time.I am hoping to be out of this funk very soon.I am also hoping that the new prescription will help get me out because I really didn't know what else to do if I couldn't get anything to help.I also had another talk with my brother in-law about the way I have been feeling and though it was pretty short,it was still great to talk with him.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I fell early this morning.Images of men crept up into my mind and I wound up masturbating to these images.I did ask the creator for forgiveness and I did feel better after doing so.I am hoping to get through the rest of the week without any problems.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, August 02, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I ran a couple of errands that needed to be run.Firstly,I went to a local supermarket and I picked up a couple of things that my mom needed for dinner tonight.Secondly,I drove over to a friend's house to drop off a bottle of cough medicine.After doing these things,I headed for home.
Before doing any of these things,I ate a quick breakfast after getting out of bed and I did my personal PC work.It wasn't very much to do and I got it done in under an hour.I also did some internet browsing for a while before closing it off.I also watched some TV for a bit before going to run my errands.
When I got home,I waited for dinner to get ready.It was almost ready when I got in and I waited for my mom to say that it was ready.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also talked with someone at the Drop-In Center tonight.I had to make a few calls because they were getting a lot of people calling and coming in to the center and I had to call at separate intervals during the evening.But I got out what I needed to talk about and that was better than nothing.I also had a talk with my brother in law for a while over at his house and it was a great conversation.I headed back home after that.
Last night,I did not go out because I wasn't up to going out.I stayed home for the evening and watched a movie.I still didn't feel any better but as stated,I didn't feel like going out.
Tomorrow,I have to see the nurse practitioner over at the local hospital and I am going to tell her how I have been feeling lately.I still have been feeling pretty bummed out as of late and it seems that this funk isn't going to leave me.I am hoping that she can give me some good advice and maybe try to adjust my medication so I can get out of this funk and feel better.I hope that everything will work out for the better for me and I can finally stop feeling so depressed.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I can say that I am not having the temptation to watch any pornography and I am hoping that I can get through tomorrow without any problems.
That was my day today and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ
Today,I ran a couple of errands that needed to be run.Firstly,I went to a local supermarket and I picked up a couple of things that my mom needed for dinner tonight.Secondly,I drove over to a friend's house to drop off a bottle of cough medicine.After doing these things,I headed for home.
Before doing any of these things,I ate a quick breakfast after getting out of bed and I did my personal PC work.It wasn't very much to do and I got it done in under an hour.I also did some internet browsing for a while before closing it off.I also watched some TV for a bit before going to run my errands.
When I got home,I waited for dinner to get ready.It was almost ready when I got in and I waited for my mom to say that it was ready.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also talked with someone at the Drop-In Center tonight.I had to make a few calls because they were getting a lot of people calling and coming in to the center and I had to call at separate intervals during the evening.But I got out what I needed to talk about and that was better than nothing.I also had a talk with my brother in law for a while over at his house and it was a great conversation.I headed back home after that.
Last night,I did not go out because I wasn't up to going out.I stayed home for the evening and watched a movie.I still didn't feel any better but as stated,I didn't feel like going out.
Tomorrow,I have to see the nurse practitioner over at the local hospital and I am going to tell her how I have been feeling lately.I still have been feeling pretty bummed out as of late and it seems that this funk isn't going to leave me.I am hoping that she can give me some good advice and maybe try to adjust my medication so I can get out of this funk and feel better.I hope that everything will work out for the better for me and I can finally stop feeling so depressed.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I can say that I am not having the temptation to watch any pornography and I am hoping that I can get through tomorrow without any problems.
That was my day today and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ
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