Friday, August 07, 2009

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
Thw work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the time alloted and after I was finished,I simply bagged what was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I heade straight home after that.
When I got back home,I dropped off some things before heading back out again to go to the bank to cash some checks.After that,I went to a local Dollar General store to buy my mom some pain relief PM pills that she needed.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got back home,I went on the computer to do some more personal PC work and to await dinner to get done.
After eating,I registered all the bills that I had at the Where's George site.I also stamped them the minute that I registered them.I also watched the evening news for a while.
I also had a talk with the Drop-In Center earlier this evening and the conversation went well.I also had a hard time getting through for a little over 1/2 an hour because of a busy signal.But I did and I talked for about 15 minutes.
I was also in a depressive funk for most of the day.I was still feeling the sadness and emptyness that I have been feeling for quite some time.The only weird thing was that it always levels off a little in the early evening.I am hoping to be out of this funk really soon.
I will not be posting tomorrow.I am going out of town with my father and sister.I am going to be visiting relatives in Pennsylvania tomorrow.We will be only staying a night there and we will heading back on Sunday.I will post a message here Sunday evening the minute that I am back in town.Please be patient.Thanks.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems nor do I have the temptation to watch pornography.I am hoping to get through th eweekend unscathed.
I will be away tomorrow.But I will be back on Sunday.As stated,I will not be posting tomorrow as a result of me being away visiting relatives.
That was my day today and my hopes for the entire weekend.FJ

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Just checking in, so to speak! Last week was a depressive week for me with temptations which I was not too successful in retreating from but I did learn things about myself. I learned that behind all this struggle is a deep need to love and be loved. I need someone to love, that put's it as best I know how to put it.

I hope your trip away with father and sister to relatives was a good trip. Always good to get away.

Best to you, take good care and have a great week. Always like reading your daily blog.

FJ said...

Stan

Thanks for dropping by. I posted all about my trip today. I see that you read and commented. I will go and respond. Thanks again.