Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better than I have had in recent day.I am also feeling very hopeful and optimistic.Today was a nice day weather wise and I did manage to get a couple of errands out of the way.I feel pretty good.I am just glad that the weekend is finally here.I am always glad for the weekends.Not only is it because I eagerly await it after a work week,it is because I get to do what I enjoy doing and that is entertaining people.I always look forward to entertaining the crowd every Saturday night with my singing.They always enjoy me and I enjoy the fact that they do.It's always a pleasure to entertain and sing to make others happy.It always gives me a measure of satisfaction.Still,I always hope for things to go well even though I rarely if ever have an off night.I always hope because you never know what might happen.I still enjoy what I do.
Tonight,the Buffalo Sabres are playing against the Montreal Canadians in Montreal.Right now,the Sabres are leading 1-0 in the opening period after Daniel Briere scored a few seconds ago.I am hoping that they can defeat the Montreal Canadians tonight.If they do,they will become the Northeast Division champions.It will be their first division championship in a little over a decade.The last time they won the Northeast Division was when Ted Nolan was the head coach.Again,I am hoping for a Buffalo Sabres victory tonight.It will be awesome to have them as the Northeast Division champions.The playoffs are not too far away.They have already clinched a playoff berth and that is awesome in itself.
The Canadians have just scored.The game is tied 1-1.
That was my day and my hoped for night tonight.FJ
Saturday, March 31, 2007
Friday, March 30, 2007
Tonight,I am again feeling okay.I had a pretty smooth day on the job.Nothing really negative to write home about happened today.It was a pretty good day and I got a lot done.It was really great.I had a pretty easy day and that gave me a little satisfaction.
Despite having a good day,I still said some angry things to myself.I have been having difficulty with this as of late and it has been really getting me down.It started today within the area that I work.I work in the basement of the organization that I work and it started there today.When I got home,it continued.I did not know why I was doing this.I had a pretty good day and the work day went by smoothly but I still wound up saying very angry things to myself pretending that there are people there in front of me.After I ate dinner,I went for a walk and the walk made me feel better.I felt renewed and not so tensed up.But it did happen again when I got home only not as bad as it was when I was at home.I relaxed for a while and took it easy.But I still have this main problem with saying angry things to myself and it is making me even more miserable because it seems that it's unstoppable.I want to STOP doing this.Again,if anybody has any advice,please share it.Thanks.
The Buffalo Sabres were victorious yet again.They defeated the New York Islanders by a score of 6-4 tonight.Tomorrow night,they are going against the Montreal Canadians in Montreal.I hope that the Sabres can win a third consecutive game.They only need two points to clinch the Northeast Division.I hope that they can do it.
Tomorrow night is my night to entertain the crowd.I am hoping that it goes well.
That was my day.FJ
Despite having a good day,I still said some angry things to myself.I have been having difficulty with this as of late and it has been really getting me down.It started today within the area that I work.I work in the basement of the organization that I work and it started there today.When I got home,it continued.I did not know why I was doing this.I had a pretty good day and the work day went by smoothly but I still wound up saying very angry things to myself pretending that there are people there in front of me.After I ate dinner,I went for a walk and the walk made me feel better.I felt renewed and not so tensed up.But it did happen again when I got home only not as bad as it was when I was at home.I relaxed for a while and took it easy.But I still have this main problem with saying angry things to myself and it is making me even more miserable because it seems that it's unstoppable.I want to STOP doing this.Again,if anybody has any advice,please share it.Thanks.
The Buffalo Sabres were victorious yet again.They defeated the New York Islanders by a score of 6-4 tonight.Tomorrow night,they are going against the Montreal Canadians in Montreal.I hope that the Sabres can win a third consecutive game.They only need two points to clinch the Northeast Division.I hope that they can do it.
Tomorrow night is my night to entertain the crowd.I am hoping that it goes well.
That was my day.FJ
Thursday, March 29, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling okay.It was a pretty smooth day today and everything worked out the way it should.My day on the job was a pretty easy one.Despite a setback in the morning due to the previous day's workers not finishing his job,I had a pretty smooth day.I just managed to get the whole thing done that I needed to do and it was pretty smooth.There were no messes to clean up at the pick-up site and that made it a little easier.Again,a very smooth day on the job.
Earlier this afternoon,I did have a spell where I once again said angry statements to myself while at home.It just seemed unstoppable.I could not quit even after I had dinner.I had a very smooth day today on the job,but somehow I just had a chip on my shoulder for something and/or somebody and I really did not know what it iwas or even who it was.It's something that I could not understand and I still do not understand this.I have searched for answers and I am hitting dead ends.I do not know what the problem could be.This has been a problem for quite some time and I do not know whait it is or what is bringing it on.
Since it was becoming too much,I said a prayer tonight and asked for forgiveness for this.I am trying to get a grip on my anger.I do not want it having a grip on me.It has had a grip on me for a long time and I do not want it to have a grip on me any more.
After saying that prayer,I simply went for a long walk.I had to get out of the house for a while.I thought that it would do me a world of good.The walk did me a lot of good.I felt better afterwards and it was refreshing.When I got home,I was in a better mood and I did not feel so tensed up.I guess that I will walk more often or maybe I should get my bicycle fixed and start riding it again.Again,the walk made me feel better and that gave me an excellent feeling.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.Tomorrow night is another Buffalo Sabres hockey game where they are hosting the New York Islanders in Buffalo.I am hoping that the Sabres can win another game.
That was my day.FJ
Earlier this afternoon,I did have a spell where I once again said angry statements to myself while at home.It just seemed unstoppable.I could not quit even after I had dinner.I had a very smooth day today on the job,but somehow I just had a chip on my shoulder for something and/or somebody and I really did not know what it iwas or even who it was.It's something that I could not understand and I still do not understand this.I have searched for answers and I am hitting dead ends.I do not know what the problem could be.This has been a problem for quite some time and I do not know whait it is or what is bringing it on.
Since it was becoming too much,I said a prayer tonight and asked for forgiveness for this.I am trying to get a grip on my anger.I do not want it having a grip on me.It has had a grip on me for a long time and I do not want it to have a grip on me any more.
After saying that prayer,I simply went for a long walk.I had to get out of the house for a while.I thought that it would do me a world of good.The walk did me a lot of good.I felt better afterwards and it was refreshing.When I got home,I was in a better mood and I did not feel so tensed up.I guess that I will walk more often or maybe I should get my bicycle fixed and start riding it again.Again,the walk made me feel better and that gave me an excellent feeling.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.Tomorrow night is another Buffalo Sabres hockey game where they are hosting the New York Islanders in Buffalo.I am hoping that the Sabres can win another game.
That was my day.FJ
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling really good.I had a wonderful meeting tonight.I had a ball talking with the guys and hearing them share their stuff as well.It was terrific.It was great relating to a bunch of men on a normal level playing field rather than talking and not getting anything in return.I have had my share of that and I do not want any more of it.Again,I had a wonderful meeting tonight and it was great to talk with the guys and share my stuff and also listening to the other guys share their stuff.I am looking forward to the next one and I am hoping that it goes as well as this one did tonight.
Today,I talked to the guy who was selling the car and I gave the car a little run and it is a good car.My mechanic even thinks that it is a good car.That is wonderful.I am going to be driving a regular car again after driving a compact 4X4 for quite a while.It is also a four door and it will make my job a little easier when it comes to picking up the laundry and dropping it off.It will have a back seat and a trunk.That way,I can simply put the laundry bags in the back seat and there are no more hassles.Again,I am glad that everything worked out the way it did.
Today was simply a pick up day and that went smoothly without any hassles.There was no mess to pick up off the floor and that was good.I really hate picking up a mess in that room.I just hate to pick up after people who can pick up after themselves in the first place.Again,nothing like that today and that was great.
The Buffalo Sabres were victorious tonight.They defeated the New Jersey Devils by a score of 4-3.Their next game is Friday night when they host the New York Islanders in Buffalo.I am hoping that the Sabres can get a second consecutive victory and add more points to their record. That was day today and night.FJ
Today,I talked to the guy who was selling the car and I gave the car a little run and it is a good car.My mechanic even thinks that it is a good car.That is wonderful.I am going to be driving a regular car again after driving a compact 4X4 for quite a while.It is also a four door and it will make my job a little easier when it comes to picking up the laundry and dropping it off.It will have a back seat and a trunk.That way,I can simply put the laundry bags in the back seat and there are no more hassles.Again,I am glad that everything worked out the way it did.
Today was simply a pick up day and that went smoothly without any hassles.There was no mess to pick up off the floor and that was good.I really hate picking up a mess in that room.I just hate to pick up after people who can pick up after themselves in the first place.Again,nothing like that today and that was great.
The Buffalo Sabres were victorious tonight.They defeated the New Jersey Devils by a score of 4-3.Their next game is Friday night when they host the New York Islanders in Buffalo.I am hoping that the Sabres can get a second consecutive victory and add more points to their record. That was day today and night.FJ
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a very good day today.The work day went by smoothly.It was wonderful to be back at work again making my money.Again,the work day went by smoothly and I had a very good day.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day for me.After that,the rest of the day is free.I also have an appointment to look at that car that a friend of my mechanic is selling.I am hoping that the car is as good as he says it is.I have been looking to get back into a regular car again.Again,I am hoping that this car is as good as my mechanic's friend says it is.
Tomorrow night is also my next meeting with my support group at the church.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.I really enjoy going to these meetings and they have been really helping me.I am getting an awful lot out of these.The men in my group listen to every word I say and they give me good advice as to how I can handle some of the issues that I have been trying to get resolved.Again,they are a swell bunch of guys who always listen and never judge.That is a great thing to be a part of.I am looking forward to tomorrow night and again,I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
I am still working on that problem of saying angry things to myself pretending that there are people there that I venting at.I am hoping that I can nip this problem in the butt soon because this is not a good thing.I want to STOP this thing once and for all but I do not know how to go about doing that.If anybody out there has some advice on how I can go about doing this,please share.I am desperate.Again,any advice is appreciated.
The Buffalo Sabres are hosting the New Jersey Devils tomorrow night in Buffalo.I am hoping that Sabres can win this game after that disappointing loss to the Maple Leafs in Toronto last Saturday night.
That was my day and my hoped for night tomorrow night.FJ
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day for me.After that,the rest of the day is free.I also have an appointment to look at that car that a friend of my mechanic is selling.I am hoping that the car is as good as he says it is.I have been looking to get back into a regular car again.Again,I am hoping that this car is as good as my mechanic's friend says it is.
Tomorrow night is also my next meeting with my support group at the church.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.I really enjoy going to these meetings and they have been really helping me.I am getting an awful lot out of these.The men in my group listen to every word I say and they give me good advice as to how I can handle some of the issues that I have been trying to get resolved.Again,they are a swell bunch of guys who always listen and never judge.That is a great thing to be a part of.I am looking forward to tomorrow night and again,I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
I am still working on that problem of saying angry things to myself pretending that there are people there that I venting at.I am hoping that I can nip this problem in the butt soon because this is not a good thing.I want to STOP this thing once and for all but I do not know how to go about doing that.If anybody out there has some advice on how I can go about doing this,please share.I am desperate.Again,any advice is appreciated.
The Buffalo Sabres are hosting the New Jersey Devils tomorrow night in Buffalo.I am hoping that Sabres can win this game after that disappointing loss to the Maple Leafs in Toronto last Saturday night.
That was my day and my hoped for night tomorrow night.FJ
Monday, March 26, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling better.I felt a bit uplifted today after a good nights sleep.I also got some news today from my mechanic regarding a car for sale.The car belongs to a fellow customer of his.According to the customer,the car is in very good shape and and runs good.I am going to be looking at it on Wednesday and I hope that it's as good as he said it is.
Today,despite having a very bad thundershower,I went thrift shop hopping.I found some really nice stuff.I even found some clothing that fits me pretty good.It was a very good day.We had some sunny weather and then some rainy weather.It was a roller coaster ride today regarding the weather but I did not let it dampen my spirit today.I simply went thrift shop hopping and I had fun.After shopping,I had a light lunch at a chinese restaurant,which was an egg roll.After that,I went home.I had no problem getting home.I simply came back the way that I went only in the opposite direction.Again,I had a wonderful day and that was great.I am going to do it again next Monday.I just love doing this on my day off.It's better than just staying home and doing nothing.Plus,I just can't stay in my city and go shopping.I have to go out and check out other thrift shops in other areas.Again,I really enjoy this and it gives me some satisfaction when I do.Plus,it's also great to get out of my boring hometown for a few hours.Once again,a wonderful day.
The Buffalo Sabres next game is Wednesday night when they host the New Jersey Devils in Buffalo.After that disappointing loss to the Toronto Maple Leafs on Saturday night,a win would be great to make me forget about that loss.
Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that it goes by smoothly.
That was my day.FJ
Today,despite having a very bad thundershower,I went thrift shop hopping.I found some really nice stuff.I even found some clothing that fits me pretty good.It was a very good day.We had some sunny weather and then some rainy weather.It was a roller coaster ride today regarding the weather but I did not let it dampen my spirit today.I simply went thrift shop hopping and I had fun.After shopping,I had a light lunch at a chinese restaurant,which was an egg roll.After that,I went home.I had no problem getting home.I simply came back the way that I went only in the opposite direction.Again,I had a wonderful day and that was great.I am going to do it again next Monday.I just love doing this on my day off.It's better than just staying home and doing nothing.Plus,I just can't stay in my city and go shopping.I have to go out and check out other thrift shops in other areas.Again,I really enjoy this and it gives me some satisfaction when I do.Plus,it's also great to get out of my boring hometown for a few hours.Once again,a wonderful day.
The Buffalo Sabres next game is Wednesday night when they host the New Jersey Devils in Buffalo.After that disappointing loss to the Toronto Maple Leafs on Saturday night,a win would be great to make me forget about that loss.
Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that it goes by smoothly.
That was my day.FJ
Sunday, March 25, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I am feeling depressed at the moment.It is just an occasional spell of the blues that I get when I least expect it.But I took a couple of St.John's Wort capsules and I am hoping that I feel better.Again,this is just an occasional spell of depression.I am not a chronically depressed person.There are times that I feel great and there are times that I feel not so great.But I did take a couple of herbal capsules and I am hoping that the spell passes soon.I just hate being depressed.But I know that it is a natural human emotion and since it's not chronic,I don't have to be dependant on anti-depressants.I have heard so much in the news about those types of drugs and what I have heard in the news regarding them is not so good.
Last night,I went out to entertain and that went pretty good.I managed to try out one new song while reaquainting myself with a few old ones.It was a very good night for me.I had a blast entertaining the crowd with my singing and that was awesome.I always have a very good night entertaining and I enjoy what I do.I also enjoy it when other people enjoy what I do.This actually motivates me to do it every week even more.Again,I love what I do and I enjoy it every step of the way.
Today,there was nothing much to do.I just ran an errand and that was it.It was a pretty boring day today.There wasn't anything to do around my home town.Then again,there never is anything to do where I live anyway.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am going to do some more thrift shop hopping.I am hoping to some more nice clothes for myself.I can hardly wait for that.I enjoy going thrift shop hopping on my day's off.It's fun.
That was my day today and my night last night.FJ
Last night,I went out to entertain and that went pretty good.I managed to try out one new song while reaquainting myself with a few old ones.It was a very good night for me.I had a blast entertaining the crowd with my singing and that was awesome.I always have a very good night entertaining and I enjoy what I do.I also enjoy it when other people enjoy what I do.This actually motivates me to do it every week even more.Again,I love what I do and I enjoy it every step of the way.
Today,there was nothing much to do.I just ran an errand and that was it.It was a pretty boring day today.There wasn't anything to do around my home town.Then again,there never is anything to do where I live anyway.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am going to do some more thrift shop hopping.I am hoping to some more nice clothes for myself.I can hardly wait for that.I enjoy going thrift shop hopping on my day's off.It's fun.
That was my day today and my night last night.FJ
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