Tonight,I am feeling okay.It was a pretty smooth day today and everything worked out the way it should.My day on the job was a pretty easy one.Despite a setback in the morning due to the previous day's workers not finishing his job,I had a pretty smooth day.I just managed to get the whole thing done that I needed to do and it was pretty smooth.There were no messes to clean up at the pick-up site and that made it a little easier.Again,a very smooth day on the job.
Earlier this afternoon,I did have a spell where I once again said angry statements to myself while at home.It just seemed unstoppable.I could not quit even after I had dinner.I had a very smooth day today on the job,but somehow I just had a chip on my shoulder for something and/or somebody and I really did not know what it iwas or even who it was.It's something that I could not understand and I still do not understand this.I have searched for answers and I am hitting dead ends.I do not know what the problem could be.This has been a problem for quite some time and I do not know whait it is or what is bringing it on.
Since it was becoming too much,I said a prayer tonight and asked for forgiveness for this.I am trying to get a grip on my anger.I do not want it having a grip on me.It has had a grip on me for a long time and I do not want it to have a grip on me any more.
After saying that prayer,I simply went for a long walk.I had to get out of the house for a while.I thought that it would do me a world of good.The walk did me a lot of good.I felt better afterwards and it was refreshing.When I got home,I was in a better mood and I did not feel so tensed up.I guess that I will walk more often or maybe I should get my bicycle fixed and start riding it again.Again,the walk made me feel better and that gave me an excellent feeling.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.Tomorrow night is another Buffalo Sabres hockey game where they are hosting the New York Islanders in Buffalo.I am hoping that the Sabres can win another game.
That was my day.FJ