Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee.I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and relaxed for much of the afternoon as I had nothing to do nor anyplace to go in particular.Though as the late afternoon was approaching,I decided to take a drive to a local small store to pick up something.After paying for that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put what I had bought away and did a little bit more personal PC work.When that was done,I decided to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I decided to watch a little TV and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Today,I must report that I was tempted to act out on the unnatural sexual desires that I have by fantasies and lusting and also,to manipulate my genitals.The evil voices in my head were telling me to do that,but instead,I turned to my Heavenly Father in prayer and asked him to silence those evil voices and to give me strength to help me fight and resist the temptations in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed and I prayed and I didn't cease praying until the temptations had died down and the evil voices were silenced.When I was finished,I felt better and went along with the rest of the day.Fellow blog followers and readers,I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you day in and day out.I am still all alone where I am at as there aren't many groups in my area that help men like me.I still need the support of everyone who struggles like myself and constantly need affirmation from my fellow men as I was never affirmed by my father when I was a boy nor did I ever receive his love,which is why I feel the way I do.I need all the positive support,both prayerful and verbal,that I can get.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued supports.Thanks also goes to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Saturday, May 02, 2015
Friday, May 01, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I went to the bank withdraw some money and to pay a bill there.After that,I went home to register all the bills and when I was finished doing that,I went to a local Auto Zone to buy some brake pads.After that,I tried to get a hold of the mechanic that put my front tires on to put the pads on,but all I got was his voice-mail.I left a note at his garage and after that,I had a couple of slices of pizza at a nearby pizzeria.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did my personal PC work and after that,I ordered a small pan pizza at another local pizzeria and that was my dinner.After picking it up,I ate the pizza at home while watching a little bit of TV.I also did some more personal PC work after that.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Today,in the mid afternoon,I prayed to my Heavenly Father in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I was having problems again with temptation and I needed to talk to him about it.I was also hearing the voices telling me to fantasize and lust,but I took it to my Heavenly Father and asked him to get me through.I also asked that he silenced the evil voices that were telling me to act out by fantasies and lusting and also,I rebuked them in the name of his son Jesus Christ and told them to take a hike.I didn't cease praying until everything had totally died down.I felt much better and that a huge weight had been lifted off of my shoulders.I am now going to work on making this a daily habit.I need to go to my Heavenly Father in prayer everyday.Though I will be working on this,I still need the support of all of you.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you daily and often.I really do.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the weekend ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I went to the bank withdraw some money and to pay a bill there.After that,I went home to register all the bills and when I was finished doing that,I went to a local Auto Zone to buy some brake pads.After that,I tried to get a hold of the mechanic that put my front tires on to put the pads on,but all I got was his voice-mail.I left a note at his garage and after that,I had a couple of slices of pizza at a nearby pizzeria.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did my personal PC work and after that,I ordered a small pan pizza at another local pizzeria and that was my dinner.After picking it up,I ate the pizza at home while watching a little bit of TV.I also did some more personal PC work after that.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Today,in the mid afternoon,I prayed to my Heavenly Father in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I was having problems again with temptation and I needed to talk to him about it.I was also hearing the voices telling me to fantasize and lust,but I took it to my Heavenly Father and asked him to get me through.I also asked that he silenced the evil voices that were telling me to act out by fantasies and lusting and also,I rebuked them in the name of his son Jesus Christ and told them to take a hike.I didn't cease praying until everything had totally died down.I felt much better and that a huge weight had been lifted off of my shoulders.I am now going to work on making this a daily habit.I need to go to my Heavenly Father in prayer everyday.Though I will be working on this,I still need the support of all of you.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you daily and often.I really do.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the weekend ahead.FJ
Thursday, April 30, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fairly decent day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was finished,I relaxed and watched a classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have.
Today,I had no place to go and nothing much to do.I decided to take it easy and rest my mind.After the stresses of struggling with the conjunctivitis that I battled for over a week,it was great to rest my mind and relax.While relaxing,I caught up on some much needed work on my computer.As the afternoon was winding down,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched another classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fairly decent day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading as well.
Tonight,I am going to talk about my BPD/Schizophrenia struggles.I rarely shed light on these as I have been talking more about my SSA struggles while ignoring these.Lately,I have been going through an up and down period and it has also been affecting my symptoms with Schizophrenia.I have been hearing voices telling me to act out on the unnatural sexual desires that I have.They try to get me to manipulate my genitals and also,to fantasize and lust alongside this.I hear these voices repeatedly most of the time and it scares me.It's like that though I live alone,the feeling is that I don't with all of these voices bugging me and at times,it's like I am being tortured by them to act out or else.The thing is that my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia actually make my SSA struggles even more difficult as a result of the up and down emotional roller coaster ride of BPD combined with the hearing of voices and other hallucinatory sounds of Schizophrenia.It really makes the struggle really rough for me.The struggle with SSA is difficult in itself alone,but when having a double whammy of BPD/Schizophrenia,it makes the struggle even more difficult.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I am still in need of the support of all of you daily and often.I am still all alone and I need affirmation daily and constantly.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was finished,I relaxed and watched a classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have.
Today,I had no place to go and nothing much to do.I decided to take it easy and rest my mind.After the stresses of struggling with the conjunctivitis that I battled for over a week,it was great to rest my mind and relax.While relaxing,I caught up on some much needed work on my computer.As the afternoon was winding down,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched another classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fairly decent day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading as well.
Tonight,I am going to talk about my BPD/Schizophrenia struggles.I rarely shed light on these as I have been talking more about my SSA struggles while ignoring these.Lately,I have been going through an up and down period and it has also been affecting my symptoms with Schizophrenia.I have been hearing voices telling me to act out on the unnatural sexual desires that I have.They try to get me to manipulate my genitals and also,to fantasize and lust alongside this.I hear these voices repeatedly most of the time and it scares me.It's like that though I live alone,the feeling is that I don't with all of these voices bugging me and at times,it's like I am being tortured by them to act out or else.The thing is that my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia actually make my SSA struggles even more difficult as a result of the up and down emotional roller coaster ride of BPD combined with the hearing of voices and other hallucinatory sounds of Schizophrenia.It really makes the struggle really rough for me.The struggle with SSA is difficult in itself alone,but when having a double whammy of BPD/Schizophrenia,it makes the struggle even more difficult.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I am still in need of the support of all of you daily and often.I am still all alone and I need affirmation daily and constantly.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, April 29, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed in casual clothes and I headed for the place where my groups are held each week.
The morning group went well.After that group,I headed for a local kitchen for lunch and when I was finished eating,I headed back for the afternoon group.
The afternoon group also went well.After that was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into my sweatsuit and I did my personal PC work.I relaxed for much of the day and visited a few websites looking for brake pads for my car and settling for the best price.After that,I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I decided to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I can report that I wasn't tempted to act out in any way,shape or form.I stayed busy with what I had to do and it was great.Nothing sexual crept up into my mind and overall,a pretty trouble free day.Still,I need all of you to continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you daily and often.I am still all alone where I am at as there are not any local groups where I can get involved with in regards to SSA struggles.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed in casual clothes and I headed for the place where my groups are held each week.
The morning group went well.After that group,I headed for a local kitchen for lunch and when I was finished eating,I headed back for the afternoon group.
The afternoon group also went well.After that was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into my sweatsuit and I did my personal PC work.I relaxed for much of the day and visited a few websites looking for brake pads for my car and settling for the best price.After that,I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I decided to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I can report that I wasn't tempted to act out in any way,shape or form.I stayed busy with what I had to do and it was great.Nothing sexual crept up into my mind and overall,a pretty trouble free day.Still,I need all of you to continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you daily and often.I am still all alone where I am at as there are not any local groups where I can get involved with in regards to SSA struggles.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, April 28, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and the face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and since I had no place to go nor anything to do,I stayed home and I took it easy.I watched a movie that I popped into the DVD player and after that was over,I did some more personal PC work.After that,I listened to some music while relaxing and after that,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a couple of classic episodes that are on a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
I have really nothing new to report in regards to my SSA struggles and also,I am feeling extremely tired as a result of my medication kicking in earlier than expected.I will start reporting on my SSA and BPD/Schizophrenia struggles tomorrow when I am more able.The only things that I ask is that you continue to pray for me and to please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also goes to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of a couple of groups that I usually go to,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and the face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and since I had no place to go nor anything to do,I stayed home and I took it easy.I watched a movie that I popped into the DVD player and after that was over,I did some more personal PC work.After that,I listened to some music while relaxing and after that,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a couple of classic episodes that are on a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
I have really nothing new to report in regards to my SSA struggles and also,I am feeling extremely tired as a result of my medication kicking in earlier than expected.I will start reporting on my SSA and BPD/Schizophrenia struggles tomorrow when I am more able.The only things that I ask is that you continue to pray for me and to please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also goes to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of a couple of groups that I usually go to,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, April 27, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I quickly washed my hair and face over the sink alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was finished,I got dressed in casual clothes as I had a doctor's appointment on my agenda for today.
I headed over to the doctor's office to get new prescriptions for what I am currently taking.I also wanted to get a follow-up on things as well.
The session with the doctor went well and after getting prescriptions and advised to get blood work done,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed back into my sweatsuit and I did some more personal PC work.After that,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode on a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I can now report that my eye is now feeling much better.I haven't had any pain all day and that is good.However,I am still getting watery eye on the left and according to the doctor,I needed a stronger allergy pill,so they prescribed me it and I am hoping that this will solve the problem.The only good thing is that I am feeling better as far as my left eye goes and again,I am hoping that the new allergy pill that I am prescribed will work better for me.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the valuable support of all of you day in and day out.Please continue to pray for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I quickly washed my hair and face over the sink alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was finished,I got dressed in casual clothes as I had a doctor's appointment on my agenda for today.
I headed over to the doctor's office to get new prescriptions for what I am currently taking.I also wanted to get a follow-up on things as well.
The session with the doctor went well and after getting prescriptions and advised to get blood work done,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed back into my sweatsuit and I did some more personal PC work.After that,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode on a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I can now report that my eye is now feeling much better.I haven't had any pain all day and that is good.However,I am still getting watery eye on the left and according to the doctor,I needed a stronger allergy pill,so they prescribed me it and I am hoping that this will solve the problem.The only good thing is that I am feeling better as far as my left eye goes and again,I am hoping that the new allergy pill that I am prescribed will work better for me.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the valuable support of all of you day in and day out.Please continue to pray for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, April 26, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into my sweatsuit.I quickly did my personal PC work.After that,I got dressed in casual clothes to go out and do a little shopping.
I first went to a local supermarket to pick up a gallon of milk.After that,I went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a couple of things.After that,I went to a local Dollar Tree to pick up some soup.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I heated up the soup and I ate it for dinner.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,my eye problem has improved,but I am still not at 100% yet.I have to see my general doctor tomorrow to get it checked out.I am hoping that it will be better by tomorrow,Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you daily and often.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of the aforementioned doctor's appointment,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into my sweatsuit.I quickly did my personal PC work.After that,I got dressed in casual clothes to go out and do a little shopping.
I first went to a local supermarket to pick up a gallon of milk.After that,I went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a couple of things.After that,I went to a local Dollar Tree to pick up some soup.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I heated up the soup and I ate it for dinner.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,my eye problem has improved,but I am still not at 100% yet.I have to see my general doctor tomorrow to get it checked out.I am hoping that it will be better by tomorrow,Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you daily and often.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of the aforementioned doctor's appointment,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
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