Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.For the first part of the day,I ran an errand for my mom and I went to the store to turn in some bottles that had accumulated in my trunk and in my car.It came out to $17.00.Afterwards,I went home to drop off the stuff that my mom had me buy her and I bathed.I had to get cleaned up because I am going out to entertain the crowd tonight.I am hoping that the night goes well.
After my bath,I went to a KFC in my area to pick up dinner for me and my mom.It was just a few pieces of fried chicken and a couple of side dishes.It was pretty good and it was very filling.
I have just gotten done registering some more money at Where's George.Most of it was from the bottles and cans that I had in my car.I now have some additional money for tonight and I also have some money for a money order that I need to get for a diskette with a picture of me on it.It is a picture of me meeting Butch Patrick from The Munsters.That I am going to remember forever.
I am now at home relaxing.I am just glad that I am going to be entertaining the crowd tonight.I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night singing up a storm,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.But I am feeling hopeful and optimistic.I have a feeling that everything is going to work out fine.But I still hope,which I feel there is nothing wrong with.
As for tomorrow,I have not made any plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it affects me in a positive manner.
That was my day today and my hopes for tonight and the rest of the weekend.FJ
Saturday, January 26, 2008
Friday, January 25, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay but a little tired.I had a pretty smooth work day today.After I had a great lunch period,I started to do my job.It wasn't an awful lot.It was just a couple bags full.I simply did a little and I saved some for the Monday people.After I finished,I simply dropped off the clean laundry and headed for home.
When I got home,I dropped off some personal stuff and I went back out.I had to put some gas in my tank and cash a couple of checks.One for my mom and my paycheck.After that,I went home and had a light dinner.After that,I went online after a few hassles with the computer to register the bills at Where's George.After I had done that,I did some e-mail checking and did a virus scan on my computer to check for viruses,spyware or other risks.While that was going on,I laid down on my bed to listen to some music.I popped in a few of my old 8-Tracks and relaxed.I also read a book while relaxing.I also managed to have a talk with a friend of mine over the phone and I periodically checked on my computer to see if the scan was completed.When it was completed,I was relieved that there was no viruses or spyware on my computer.I simply clicked finish and started to catch up on some more computer work.
I am now relaxing.I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I can hardly wait to go out tomorrow night to entertain the crowd.It is something that I always look forward to.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.I rarely have an off night,but I still hope for things to go well.But I am feeling optimistic.I have a feeling that the night will work out well.
As for the entire weekend,I know that I will be entertaining the crowd tomorrow but as for Sunday,I have not really made any plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it will affect me in a positive manner.
That was my day today and my hopes for the upcoming weekend.FJ
When I got home,I dropped off some personal stuff and I went back out.I had to put some gas in my tank and cash a couple of checks.One for my mom and my paycheck.After that,I went home and had a light dinner.After that,I went online after a few hassles with the computer to register the bills at Where's George.After I had done that,I did some e-mail checking and did a virus scan on my computer to check for viruses,spyware or other risks.While that was going on,I laid down on my bed to listen to some music.I popped in a few of my old 8-Tracks and relaxed.I also read a book while relaxing.I also managed to have a talk with a friend of mine over the phone and I periodically checked on my computer to see if the scan was completed.When it was completed,I was relieved that there was no viruses or spyware on my computer.I simply clicked finish and started to catch up on some more computer work.
I am now relaxing.I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I can hardly wait to go out tomorrow night to entertain the crowd.It is something that I always look forward to.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.I rarely have an off night,but I still hope for things to go well.But I am feeling optimistic.I have a feeling that the night will work out well.
As for the entire weekend,I know that I will be entertaining the crowd tomorrow but as for Sunday,I have not really made any plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it will affect me in a positive manner.
That was my day today and my hopes for the upcoming weekend.FJ
Thursday, January 24, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty smooth work shift today.Plus,lunch time was fun.I had some pretty good talks with a few of the people at the social club today while eating my lunch.When I finished,I simply went back to the basement to finish what I started.I simply bagged the clean laundry and dropped it off at the drug/alcohol rehab center and headed for home.
While on the way home,I stopped at a nearby supermarket to pick up a few more things.It was nothing much.It was simply a couple of food items that my mom needed.
When I did get home,I took it easy for a while by lying down on my bed.I was a little tired and I thought that if I laid down,I'd feel better.I didn't sleep but I did lay down to read and listen to a little bit of music.While I was laying down,I almost gave into temptation.My mind was all of a suddenly clouded by the old images and thought patterns from my past.I was playing with myself but I did stop it.Fortunately,it did not lead to masturbation.But I had to stop myself before it did.I do not want to masturbate.I want to stop this.I am hoping that I can.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the next day.I am hoping that the day goes by well.
Regarding this afternoon,the package from Canada that I was expecting did not come as of yet.If I do not get it by tomorrow.I am going to have to e-mail the guy and see what the problem could be.But I am hoping that I receive it tomorrow.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by well.After that,it is the weekend.I am hoping that the weekend will go well.
That was my day today and my hopes for tomorrow and the weekend.FJ
While on the way home,I stopped at a nearby supermarket to pick up a few more things.It was nothing much.It was simply a couple of food items that my mom needed.
When I did get home,I took it easy for a while by lying down on my bed.I was a little tired and I thought that if I laid down,I'd feel better.I didn't sleep but I did lay down to read and listen to a little bit of music.While I was laying down,I almost gave into temptation.My mind was all of a suddenly clouded by the old images and thought patterns from my past.I was playing with myself but I did stop it.Fortunately,it did not lead to masturbation.But I had to stop myself before it did.I do not want to masturbate.I want to stop this.I am hoping that I can.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the next day.I am hoping that the day goes by well.
Regarding this afternoon,the package from Canada that I was expecting did not come as of yet.If I do not get it by tomorrow.I am going to have to e-mail the guy and see what the problem could be.But I am hoping that I receive it tomorrow.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by well.After that,it is the weekend.I am hoping that the weekend will go well.
That was my day today and my hopes for tomorrow and the weekend.FJ
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.The pick-up today went by pretty weel as there was no mess to clean up.That made me feel pretty good.After I had lunch,I sorted out everything and went home.'
On the way home,I went to a nearby supermarket to pick up something for my mom and I also wanted to get prepared for my appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor this afternoon.
After I got home,I finished the vast majority of my computer work and I also waited for the mail to come.I am still eagerly awaiting a package that I am getting from Canada.It still has not shown up yet.But the Buffalo Sabres calendar that I was eagerly awaiting on came in.I checked it out before taking it upstairs to my room and it is a very wonderful and colorful calendar.I can hardly wait to hang this up on my wall in my room.I am hoping that the package from Canada comes soon.It has been a little over a week.I know that Monday was a holiday and that probably played a role in why it hasn't arrived yet.But I am still being patient and I am hoping that it gets here soon.
My session with my sexual abuse support counselor went great.We talked about a lot of things,especially what I am trying to work on and where I'm improving and where I need improvement.My next appointment is in 2 weeks and I am hoping that this goes well,too.On the way home from that,I also stopped at a couple of stores to pick up a couple of things.
I am now relaxing.I am anticipating tomorrow.I will be working tomorrow and I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.It is the morning shift and I am hoping that everything goes as well as I hope it will.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
On the way home,I went to a nearby supermarket to pick up something for my mom and I also wanted to get prepared for my appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor this afternoon.
After I got home,I finished the vast majority of my computer work and I also waited for the mail to come.I am still eagerly awaiting a package that I am getting from Canada.It still has not shown up yet.But the Buffalo Sabres calendar that I was eagerly awaiting on came in.I checked it out before taking it upstairs to my room and it is a very wonderful and colorful calendar.I can hardly wait to hang this up on my wall in my room.I am hoping that the package from Canada comes soon.It has been a little over a week.I know that Monday was a holiday and that probably played a role in why it hasn't arrived yet.But I am still being patient and I am hoping that it gets here soon.
My session with my sexual abuse support counselor went great.We talked about a lot of things,especially what I am trying to work on and where I'm improving and where I need improvement.My next appointment is in 2 weeks and I am hoping that this goes well,too.On the way home from that,I also stopped at a couple of stores to pick up a couple of things.
I am now relaxing.I am anticipating tomorrow.I will be working tomorrow and I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.It is the morning shift and I am hoping that everything goes as well as I hope it will.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.The work went by smoothly and I also mangaged to get a few things done.During my lunch hour,I went to a supermarket not too far away from my work place and picked up a couple of things for my mom and after I got done with my job,I simply dropped off the laundry and went home.
When I got home,my day was not done yet.I still had to run another errand for my mom.I had to drop off something at one of my mom's friends.It wasn't easy driving today due to there being a snow storm.It was blowing and drifting snow everywhere.I also had to be extra careful while I was driving because the roads were pretty treacherous even with a little bit of snow on them,mainly because I had to be careful for any slick spots that might've been on the road underneath the snow.As a result of the weather,I chose not to go to my weekly support group meeting at the church as a safety precaution because there was a winter weather advisory in effect for the area of Western New York that I am living in.But I will go next Tuesday night when the weather will,hopefully,be better.
When I got home from completing the second errand,I brought the garbage out for the garbage collectors and I had a light dinner.After that,I finished my personal computer work and now,I feel that my day is complete.
I am now relaxing and getting ready for tomorrow.Tomorrow is simply a pick up day and I am hoping that the pick up goes well without having any mess to clean up.As far as the rest of the day tomorrow,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I am hoping that it will affect me in a positive manner.
I also relapsed again.I masturbated later this afternoon.It made me feel miserable but after asking the creator for forgiveness,I felt better.This just means that I have to start over from square one.
As stated,tomorrow is simply a pick up day.I am hoping that the day goes over well enough.I also have an appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor tomorrow afternoon.I hope that the session goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
When I got home,my day was not done yet.I still had to run another errand for my mom.I had to drop off something at one of my mom's friends.It wasn't easy driving today due to there being a snow storm.It was blowing and drifting snow everywhere.I also had to be extra careful while I was driving because the roads were pretty treacherous even with a little bit of snow on them,mainly because I had to be careful for any slick spots that might've been on the road underneath the snow.As a result of the weather,I chose not to go to my weekly support group meeting at the church as a safety precaution because there was a winter weather advisory in effect for the area of Western New York that I am living in.But I will go next Tuesday night when the weather will,hopefully,be better.
When I got home from completing the second errand,I brought the garbage out for the garbage collectors and I had a light dinner.After that,I finished my personal computer work and now,I feel that my day is complete.
I am now relaxing and getting ready for tomorrow.Tomorrow is simply a pick up day and I am hoping that the pick up goes well without having any mess to clean up.As far as the rest of the day tomorrow,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I am hoping that it will affect me in a positive manner.
I also relapsed again.I masturbated later this afternoon.It made me feel miserable but after asking the creator for forgiveness,I felt better.This just means that I have to start over from square one.
As stated,tomorrow is simply a pick up day.I am hoping that the day goes over well enough.I also have an appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor tomorrow afternoon.I hope that the session goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, January 21, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a not too eventful of a day today.I simply ran a couple of errands today.One for my mom and one for myself.I had to buy a couple of things for my mom and something for myself.Afterwards,I went to Burger King to have a Whopper Jr.to tie me over until dinner,which was a light dinner of pea soup and garlic toast covered with melted cheese.It was really neat.
After dinner,I finished my personal PC work and I am now relaxing.I am anticipating the day tomorrow.Tomorrow will be a work day for me and I am getting ready for it.I am hoping that there will be a lot for me to pick up in order to keep me busy for a while and hopefully,have some for the rest of the crew for the remainder of the week.I would hate it if there was nothing for me or the rest to do.
At the moment,I am getting ready and looking forward to watching Terminator:The Sarah Connor Chronicles tonight at 9:00pm.I am hoping that tonights episode will be as thrilling as last week's 2 part premiere.So far,it's pretty good.I like this and I am hoping that there will be more if and/or when this stupid writer's strike ends.I am already getting sick of hearing so much about it and I am hoping that this stupid strike is over soon.But again,I am still looking forward to tonight's episode of that Terminator show.As stated,I am hoping that it is as thrilling as the 2 part premeire.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that there is a lot for me to pick up and I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day tomorrow.FJ
After dinner,I finished my personal PC work and I am now relaxing.I am anticipating the day tomorrow.Tomorrow will be a work day for me and I am getting ready for it.I am hoping that there will be a lot for me to pick up in order to keep me busy for a while and hopefully,have some for the rest of the crew for the remainder of the week.I would hate it if there was nothing for me or the rest to do.
At the moment,I am getting ready and looking forward to watching Terminator:The Sarah Connor Chronicles tonight at 9:00pm.I am hoping that tonights episode will be as thrilling as last week's 2 part premiere.So far,it's pretty good.I like this and I am hoping that there will be more if and/or when this stupid writer's strike ends.I am already getting sick of hearing so much about it and I am hoping that this stupid strike is over soon.But again,I am still looking forward to tonight's episode of that Terminator show.As stated,I am hoping that it is as thrilling as the 2 part premeire.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that there is a lot for me to pick up and I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day tomorrow.FJ
Sunday, January 20, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very good day today.I was out and about the town today.I had some places that I had to go.First,I went to a gas station to get some gas and I went to a local supermarket to pick up a couple packs of shredded pizza cheese.After those things,I bought a couple slices of pizza for lunch and I went to K-Mart to exchange a bottle of Melatonin that I biought yesterday.I bought the wrong bottle and I went to return it to get another kind.I also managed to buy myself a new calendar while at K-Mart.Though the weather was cold and really windy,I didn't let it get me down.Not only that,I also failed in getting what I really wanted to get,which was a Buffalo Sabres calendar.But when I got home and went online,I found that a seller on Ebay that had a brand new Buffalo Sabres calendar was up for sale.I bought it right away.It was a seller out of Buffalo.I know that it won't be mailed out until Tuesday due to Monday being a holiday,I will be eagerly awaiting it.Overal,a very good day.
When I did get home,I had pizza for dinner.It was simply a frozen pizza with all the trimmings added on before heating it up,which were mushrooms,black olives and extra cheese and pepperoni.It was great.It also tasted very good.After dinner,I finished my personal computer work and as stated above,I bought the calendar.Again,I am eagerly awaiting this and I am hoping to have it on my wall soon.
My night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was a wonderful night and the crowd actually enjoyed the songs that I selected and it really made me feel great.I am looking forward to next Saturday night.I am hoping that it will be as wonderful as last night.
I am now relaxing.The weather is now calm.The winds have died down and it looks like that it will not be windy tonight.Regarding what I might do before the night is through,I might go out and have a drink or two with a few of the guys at the place where I entertain and I am hoping to have some pretty good conversations with the guys who I hope will be there when I get there.
Tomorrow is a holiday,There will be no anger management/conflict resolution group tomorrow night as a result of the holiday.But I will still have my support group meeting at the church on Tuesday night.
Earlier this morning,I relapsed by masturbating.Yes I did.Though I felt miserable,I did ask the creator for forgiveness and I felt better.The day that I had today actually made me forget all about the relapse.I am hoping that I can truly beat this habit and successfully overcome it.
That was my day today,my night last night and my hopes for the rest of the night and the day ahead.FJ
When I did get home,I had pizza for dinner.It was simply a frozen pizza with all the trimmings added on before heating it up,which were mushrooms,black olives and extra cheese and pepperoni.It was great.It also tasted very good.After dinner,I finished my personal computer work and as stated above,I bought the calendar.Again,I am eagerly awaiting this and I am hoping to have it on my wall soon.
My night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was a wonderful night and the crowd actually enjoyed the songs that I selected and it really made me feel great.I am looking forward to next Saturday night.I am hoping that it will be as wonderful as last night.
I am now relaxing.The weather is now calm.The winds have died down and it looks like that it will not be windy tonight.Regarding what I might do before the night is through,I might go out and have a drink or two with a few of the guys at the place where I entertain and I am hoping to have some pretty good conversations with the guys who I hope will be there when I get there.
Tomorrow is a holiday,There will be no anger management/conflict resolution group tomorrow night as a result of the holiday.But I will still have my support group meeting at the church on Tuesday night.
Earlier this morning,I relapsed by masturbating.Yes I did.Though I felt miserable,I did ask the creator for forgiveness and I felt better.The day that I had today actually made me forget all about the relapse.I am hoping that I can truly beat this habit and successfully overcome it.
That was my day today,my night last night and my hopes for the rest of the night and the day ahead.FJ
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