Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.The work went by smoothly and I also mangaged to get a few things done.During my lunch hour,I went to a supermarket not too far away from my work place and picked up a couple of things for my mom and after I got done with my job,I simply dropped off the laundry and went home.
When I got home,my day was not done yet.I still had to run another errand for my mom.I had to drop off something at one of my mom's friends.It wasn't easy driving today due to there being a snow storm.It was blowing and drifting snow everywhere.I also had to be extra careful while I was driving because the roads were pretty treacherous even with a little bit of snow on them,mainly because I had to be careful for any slick spots that might've been on the road underneath the snow.As a result of the weather,I chose not to go to my weekly support group meeting at the church as a safety precaution because there was a winter weather advisory in effect for the area of Western New York that I am living in.But I will go next Tuesday night when the weather will,hopefully,be better.
When I got home from completing the second errand,I brought the garbage out for the garbage collectors and I had a light dinner.After that,I finished my personal computer work and now,I feel that my day is complete.
I am now relaxing and getting ready for tomorrow.Tomorrow is simply a pick up day and I am hoping that the pick up goes well without having any mess to clean up.As far as the rest of the day tomorrow,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I am hoping that it will affect me in a positive manner.
I also relapsed again.I masturbated later this afternoon.It made me feel miserable but after asking the creator for forgiveness,I felt better.This just means that I have to start over from square one.
As stated,tomorrow is simply a pick up day.I am hoping that the day goes over well enough.I also have an appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor tomorrow afternoon.I hope that the session goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ