Happy 4th of July everybody!!!!
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty hectic day today.
First off,I did lose some sleep last night as a result of me not being able to take my medication.Yesterday,I took 2 St.John's Wort capsules to help ease my depression but I found out through my pharmacist that the combination of my meds and the St.John's Wort would produce too much serotonin and as a result,I had to skip taking my regular medication.So,I simply took a normal sleep aid that you can buy at any health food store and I tried to get to sleep.I did manage to get some sleep but I kept waking up in the middle of the night and having to start all over again.I don't know what time that I finally dozed off but it was wonderful to get some sleep but I didn't wake up too refreshed.Not only that,I kept having the frequent urge to use the bathroom today.Each and every time that I tried to relax,I had to get up to urinate and this really became a pain.It became so bothersome that I went to the emergency ward at the local hospital and just lay there in a bed and wait for them to get to me through the separate intervals that it would take.They gave me both a urine and blood test and fortunately,they told me that I was okay and that there was nothing wrong.But they told me that if anything should change,come back and let them know.They simply advised me to not drink too much fluids and not to drink too much before going to bed.They also advised me to make an appointment with my regular clinic for a follow-up to this and I promised them that I would.I will have to call on Monday and see if I can get a appointment very soon for that follow-up.The sooner the better.
When I got home,I bathed and I ate a light dinner.I also decided to do some last minute personal PC work.
The depression that I have been feeling lately isn't as bad as it was yesterday.I am still feeling the negative vibes and I am still hoping that I will get out of it soon.I hate feeling depression.It just makes me feel miserable when I want to smile and enjoy life.But I wind up feeling the opposite.I am hoping that this will pass and when it does,I also hope to feel better about myself.
Tonight,I am going out to sing.I am hoping that the night goes over well.I will also have a friend with me to share the fun with.Though I rarely have a bad night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.I do have the feeling that everything will work out fine.Still,I hope.
The only good thing is that the whole thing that happened today had no impact on my SSA struggles.
As for the rest of the weekend,I have made no plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ
Saturday, July 04, 2009
Friday, July 03, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was a rare Friday off for me.It is the start of the holiday weekend and I am getting four days off,including the weekend.WHOOPEE!I have four days to forget about the hectic week that I had and I am going to kick back and enjoy it.
Though this was my day off,I still had a lot to do.Firstly,I ate a quick breakfast and I went to our regular bank to withdraw some money for my mom.The money is to take care of some bills that my mom would like to get paid.After getting the money home,I registered it all on Where's George and did my personal PC work.After doing all of that,I proceeded to get on with my day.
The next thing that I did was to go and pay one of my credit card bills.Though it wasn't due until Tuesday,I wanted to pay it off sooner than later.It is now paid and I now have only a few more that need to be paid before the end of the month.I also had to mail out a few more bills that my mom needed to mail out.I also managed to get some grocery shopping done at a local supermarket.These were just a few things that my mom needed for the home and I went out to get everything that she needed.I also managed to get a few other personal things out of the way before the end of the afternoon.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though I am feeling okay,I am also feeling a little depressed.Though I have been reporting having good and positive feelings,I have also been feeling depressive feelings as well.But I am feeling hopeful and I am hoping that the spell will pass soon enough.While in this funk,I have been making spelling errors and correcting them at the same time.Again,I am feeling hopeful that the spell will pass soon and I will be back to normal functioning again.I am still eagerly awaiting the return of the hospital practitioner so I can talk to her about the funk that I have been going through and what I can do about it.The only problem is that she won't be back until this coming Wednesday.I am hoping that I can hang in there until then.I can say that being in a funk like this is not very good and anything can happen.I have been thinking that maybe I do need to take some additional medicine to help me.But I will proceed with caution and hope that I will be alright without having to take some additional medication.I have been feeling alright just taking the lone medication that I am currently prescribed but now,I have been in a depressive funk where I am feeling that there is no way out.Don't get me wrong,I know that there is a way out but the feeling of "no way out" is with me at the moment.Still,I am feeling hopeful that I will get out of this soon and when I do,I hope to feel a lot better.
The only positive thing about this is that it is having no impact on my SSA struggles.I am not having to contend with any images or cravings creeping up into my mentality.I am also not having any temptation to watch any pornography in any way,shape or form.In the past,when I was depressed,porn was a coping mechanism but now,I have no craving to watch that garbage.If I do indeed get the temptation,I can simply close off the internet and get off my computer.But at the moment,I am not having the temptation to watch it.Overall,this has been a good thing.
As for the weekend,I will be taking it easy and going out to sing tomorrow night.I am hoping that the night goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the holiday weekend ahead.FJ
Today was a rare Friday off for me.It is the start of the holiday weekend and I am getting four days off,including the weekend.WHOOPEE!I have four days to forget about the hectic week that I had and I am going to kick back and enjoy it.
Though this was my day off,I still had a lot to do.Firstly,I ate a quick breakfast and I went to our regular bank to withdraw some money for my mom.The money is to take care of some bills that my mom would like to get paid.After getting the money home,I registered it all on Where's George and did my personal PC work.After doing all of that,I proceeded to get on with my day.
The next thing that I did was to go and pay one of my credit card bills.Though it wasn't due until Tuesday,I wanted to pay it off sooner than later.It is now paid and I now have only a few more that need to be paid before the end of the month.I also had to mail out a few more bills that my mom needed to mail out.I also managed to get some grocery shopping done at a local supermarket.These were just a few things that my mom needed for the home and I went out to get everything that she needed.I also managed to get a few other personal things out of the way before the end of the afternoon.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though I am feeling okay,I am also feeling a little depressed.Though I have been reporting having good and positive feelings,I have also been feeling depressive feelings as well.But I am feeling hopeful and I am hoping that the spell will pass soon enough.While in this funk,I have been making spelling errors and correcting them at the same time.Again,I am feeling hopeful that the spell will pass soon and I will be back to normal functioning again.I am still eagerly awaiting the return of the hospital practitioner so I can talk to her about the funk that I have been going through and what I can do about it.The only problem is that she won't be back until this coming Wednesday.I am hoping that I can hang in there until then.I can say that being in a funk like this is not very good and anything can happen.I have been thinking that maybe I do need to take some additional medicine to help me.But I will proceed with caution and hope that I will be alright without having to take some additional medication.I have been feeling alright just taking the lone medication that I am currently prescribed but now,I have been in a depressive funk where I am feeling that there is no way out.Don't get me wrong,I know that there is a way out but the feeling of "no way out" is with me at the moment.Still,I am feeling hopeful that I will get out of this soon and when I do,I hope to feel a lot better.
The only positive thing about this is that it is having no impact on my SSA struggles.I am not having to contend with any images or cravings creeping up into my mentality.I am also not having any temptation to watch any pornography in any way,shape or form.In the past,when I was depressed,porn was a coping mechanism but now,I have no craving to watch that garbage.If I do indeed get the temptation,I can simply close off the internet and get off my computer.But at the moment,I am not having the temptation to watch it.Overall,this has been a good thing.
As for the weekend,I will be taking it easy and going out to sing tomorrow night.I am hoping that the night goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the holiday weekend ahead.FJ
Thursday, July 02, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty decent day today.
The work shift went smoothly as it should have.There were no messes to clean up when I did the pick-up and that was good.I picked up what there was and I headed for the worksite.
When I got to the worksite,I started a load and hung out at the social club for a while.I browsed the internet while there and I also did my personal PC work.While on the net,I did some research on prescription medications.I checked out what the side effects were and what the drugs were used for.I only did this because the practitioner over at the local hospital was going to prescribe me with something to take alongside the medication that I am currently taking and I was unsure as to let her do that or not.I have been thinking that maybe I should try something else along with what I am currently taking because I am having a hard time getting back to sleep when I have to get up to use the bathroom.Right now,the practitioner is on vacation and I won't be able to speak with her until next week.I hope that I do get to talk with her about this.There are some things that I need to talk with her about regarding the medication therapy that I am currently doing.It is not that the medication isn't working for me,it is.But I am beginning to feel that I might need a little bit more.I will be careful to not let myself be over medicated.After doing that research,I decided to concentrate a lot more on my work.
Before I ate lunch,I bagged all of the clean laundry and after eating,I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit while waiting for the time to go see a skin specialist that I had an appointment with today.He was to check me out to see how well the prescriptions that he gave me a little over a month ago worked on removing a skin rash that I had.He gave me a clean report and I headed back home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local gas station to get some gas in my tank.After getting that,I headed for my bank to cash my paycheck.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I had a little talk with a neighbor of mine who was the victim of a break-in on my street recently.She told me what was taken from her garage and how she felt about it.I hated that she was broken in to and that stuff was taken from her.This wasn't right and I am hoping that it doesn't happen in my area again.Crime can be unbearable.
When I got into the house,I registered the bills that I had at the Where's George site.Despite some issues with the internet browser,I managed to get them all on the site.It wasn't easy getting them onto the site with the issues but again,I got them on there.I also managed to hit a bill today as well.That bill came from Erie PA.I will be sending that bill on it's way very soon.
After eating,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work,including posting my day on here.It was a pretty decent day and I did get some stuff done today.
I am not feeling any apparent sadness at the moment.I have had some positive feelings as a result of my talking to my dad and I still have the feeling that everything is going to work out pretty well.I can hardly wait for his visit,which is coming up pretty soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems.I had no cravings nor any images creeping up into my mentality.This is a wonderful thing.I am hoping to get through the holiday weekend unscathed.
I have the day off tomorrow.I am getting an early start to the holiday weekend.I am hoping that the weekend goes well for me.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The work shift went smoothly as it should have.There were no messes to clean up when I did the pick-up and that was good.I picked up what there was and I headed for the worksite.
When I got to the worksite,I started a load and hung out at the social club for a while.I browsed the internet while there and I also did my personal PC work.While on the net,I did some research on prescription medications.I checked out what the side effects were and what the drugs were used for.I only did this because the practitioner over at the local hospital was going to prescribe me with something to take alongside the medication that I am currently taking and I was unsure as to let her do that or not.I have been thinking that maybe I should try something else along with what I am currently taking because I am having a hard time getting back to sleep when I have to get up to use the bathroom.Right now,the practitioner is on vacation and I won't be able to speak with her until next week.I hope that I do get to talk with her about this.There are some things that I need to talk with her about regarding the medication therapy that I am currently doing.It is not that the medication isn't working for me,it is.But I am beginning to feel that I might need a little bit more.I will be careful to not let myself be over medicated.After doing that research,I decided to concentrate a lot more on my work.
Before I ate lunch,I bagged all of the clean laundry and after eating,I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit while waiting for the time to go see a skin specialist that I had an appointment with today.He was to check me out to see how well the prescriptions that he gave me a little over a month ago worked on removing a skin rash that I had.He gave me a clean report and I headed back home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local gas station to get some gas in my tank.After getting that,I headed for my bank to cash my paycheck.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I had a little talk with a neighbor of mine who was the victim of a break-in on my street recently.She told me what was taken from her garage and how she felt about it.I hated that she was broken in to and that stuff was taken from her.This wasn't right and I am hoping that it doesn't happen in my area again.Crime can be unbearable.
When I got into the house,I registered the bills that I had at the Where's George site.Despite some issues with the internet browser,I managed to get them all on the site.It wasn't easy getting them onto the site with the issues but again,I got them on there.I also managed to hit a bill today as well.That bill came from Erie PA.I will be sending that bill on it's way very soon.
After eating,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work,including posting my day on here.It was a pretty decent day and I did get some stuff done today.
I am not feeling any apparent sadness at the moment.I have had some positive feelings as a result of my talking to my dad and I still have the feeling that everything is going to work out pretty well.I can hardly wait for his visit,which is coming up pretty soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems.I had no cravings nor any images creeping up into my mentality.This is a wonderful thing.I am hoping to get through the holiday weekend unscathed.
I have the day off tomorrow.I am getting an early start to the holiday weekend.I am hoping that the weekend goes well for me.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty decent day today.
The laundry pick-up went fair.I had a mess to clean up over at the rehab center and I had to bag all of the dirty laundry that wasn't bagged.I also had to do it alone as there was nobody else to help me out.Oh Well!But I didn't let it get me down.I managed to get it all over to the work place to sort it all out and have my lunch afterwards.I headed straight home after eating.
When I got home,I headed back out again because I had to go to the laundromat to do my underwear.It was a pretty good load and I needed to get it done because I was running low.It only took a little over an hour but when i was done,I folded it all and I bagged it all in a clean laundry bag and headed back home.
When I got home,I was a little worried about my personals bag that was missing.I called the social club to see if I had left it there and they informed me that I did and I went to pick it up immediately.It is now back at home and I feel better that it wasn't stolen or otherwise.I also checked the inside and everything was in there.I also managed to donate some old books to a local Salvation Army thrift shop before the end of the day.
After eating,I registered several dollar bills at the Where's George site.This was money that I had withdrawn from my bank account that I am putting aside for other things,including to help my mom with the tax bills.Since I still live with my mom,I do have to help her out when she needs it.I don't mind helping her out with these things.It is my duty to help her out.
I am not feeling any depression at the moment.I am feeling okay but tired.It was a long day and I am glad that it's almost over.Overall,a pretty decent day.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems with cravings or images.I am not having any temptation to watch any pornography.I am hoping that I can get through tomorrow without any problems.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.I do have the day off on Friday and I can use that time to work on my room cleaning.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The laundry pick-up went fair.I had a mess to clean up over at the rehab center and I had to bag all of the dirty laundry that wasn't bagged.I also had to do it alone as there was nobody else to help me out.Oh Well!But I didn't let it get me down.I managed to get it all over to the work place to sort it all out and have my lunch afterwards.I headed straight home after eating.
When I got home,I headed back out again because I had to go to the laundromat to do my underwear.It was a pretty good load and I needed to get it done because I was running low.It only took a little over an hour but when i was done,I folded it all and I bagged it all in a clean laundry bag and headed back home.
When I got home,I was a little worried about my personals bag that was missing.I called the social club to see if I had left it there and they informed me that I did and I went to pick it up immediately.It is now back at home and I feel better that it wasn't stolen or otherwise.I also checked the inside and everything was in there.I also managed to donate some old books to a local Salvation Army thrift shop before the end of the day.
After eating,I registered several dollar bills at the Where's George site.This was money that I had withdrawn from my bank account that I am putting aside for other things,including to help my mom with the tax bills.Since I still live with my mom,I do have to help her out when she needs it.I don't mind helping her out with these things.It is my duty to help her out.
I am not feeling any depression at the moment.I am feeling okay but tired.It was a long day and I am glad that it's almost over.Overall,a pretty decent day.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems with cravings or images.I am not having any temptation to watch any pornography.I am hoping that I can get through tomorrow without any problems.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.I do have the day off on Friday and I can use that time to work on my room cleaning.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
The work day fairly well.It started out pretty frustrating with me picking up a huge mess at teh rehab center before I could haul it all away.I was also late for work as a result of this.When I got to the work site,I found that one of the dryers was defective with the knob busted off.As a result of this,I had to use only one washer.Fortunately,the rest of the day went well despite the frustrations.After I was done,I bagged the clean laundry and I dropped it off at the rehab center.
After I got home,I laid down for a short time because I felt tired.I just wanted to forget the day that had happened and just relax and worry about tomorrow.I laid down for about 20 minutes before getting back up to tuen on my computer and do some more personal PC work.
After eating,I did manage to get a little bit done before I started having computer issues.It was having to do with the internet connection and the browser kept rebooting itself constantly.I had to repeatedly restart the computer to try to resolve the matter.As a result of me having these issues,I am posting this at the public library.I am jjust hoping that the issues will be resolved when I get home.I would hate to keep having these issues.Again,I am hoping that the issues will be resolved when I get home.
I am not feeling any depression at the moment.I am feeling okay and I am hoping that the day will be much better tomorrow after the frustrating day that I had today.Despite the frustration,it turned out to be an okay day.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems.I had no cravings nor images creeping up into my mentality.I am also not having the temptation to watch pornography,which is great. I am hoping that I can get through tomorrow without any problems.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that it all works out well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The work day fairly well.It started out pretty frustrating with me picking up a huge mess at teh rehab center before I could haul it all away.I was also late for work as a result of this.When I got to the work site,I found that one of the dryers was defective with the knob busted off.As a result of this,I had to use only one washer.Fortunately,the rest of the day went well despite the frustrations.After I was done,I bagged the clean laundry and I dropped it off at the rehab center.
After I got home,I laid down for a short time because I felt tired.I just wanted to forget the day that had happened and just relax and worry about tomorrow.I laid down for about 20 minutes before getting back up to tuen on my computer and do some more personal PC work.
After eating,I did manage to get a little bit done before I started having computer issues.It was having to do with the internet connection and the browser kept rebooting itself constantly.I had to repeatedly restart the computer to try to resolve the matter.As a result of me having these issues,I am posting this at the public library.I am jjust hoping that the issues will be resolved when I get home.I would hate to keep having these issues.Again,I am hoping that the issues will be resolved when I get home.
I am not feeling any depression at the moment.I am feeling okay and I am hoping that the day will be much better tomorrow after the frustrating day that I had today.Despite the frustration,it turned out to be an okay day.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems.I had no cravings nor images creeping up into my mentality.I am also not having the temptation to watch pornography,which is great. I am hoping that I can get through tomorrow without any problems.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that it all works out well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, June 29, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was my day off.I still had soemthing to do.I had an appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor in the late afternoon and I had plenty of time to prepare.
Before all of that,I woke up this morning and had a quick breakfast.I also did my personal PC work and this time,it took me only 1/2 an hour to do.After that was done,I did my personal research on some prescription drugs that the nurse practitioner wanted me to try.I just wanted to check out the side effects and how they might work for me if I were to take the advice of the practitioner and give them a try.I still have one more to check out and I will be doing that when I am done posting on here.
Since I had a late appointment,I had an early dinner.It was a light stir fry chicken dinner that my mom prepared in a hurry so I could eat and get on with the rest of the day.
After eating,I got ready for my appointment and I headed over there.When I got to the office,I arrived there on time but had to wait a while.
The session went well.We simply continued with an assignment on anger and everything went well.I had a good talk with her and it was pleasant.I will not be meeting with her for several weeks as she will be on medical leave.I will just have to wait patiently for her return.
After leaving her office,I simply headed for home.On the way,I stopped to get some gas in my tank at a local gas station.My tank is now almost full but still,plenty of fuel.Overall,a pretty good day.
I am not feeling any negative feelings at the moment.I am feeling good that I am now combatting my anger and making up with my father.I am hoping that everything continues to work out for me.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am not having any problems.I am noyt having any cravings nor any images creeping up into my mentality.I am also not having any temptation to watch any pornography at the moment and that in itself is something.I am hoping to get through tomorrow without any issues.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for teh day ahead.FJ
Today was my day off.I still had soemthing to do.I had an appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor in the late afternoon and I had plenty of time to prepare.
Before all of that,I woke up this morning and had a quick breakfast.I also did my personal PC work and this time,it took me only 1/2 an hour to do.After that was done,I did my personal research on some prescription drugs that the nurse practitioner wanted me to try.I just wanted to check out the side effects and how they might work for me if I were to take the advice of the practitioner and give them a try.I still have one more to check out and I will be doing that when I am done posting on here.
Since I had a late appointment,I had an early dinner.It was a light stir fry chicken dinner that my mom prepared in a hurry so I could eat and get on with the rest of the day.
After eating,I got ready for my appointment and I headed over there.When I got to the office,I arrived there on time but had to wait a while.
The session went well.We simply continued with an assignment on anger and everything went well.I had a good talk with her and it was pleasant.I will not be meeting with her for several weeks as she will be on medical leave.I will just have to wait patiently for her return.
After leaving her office,I simply headed for home.On the way,I stopped to get some gas in my tank at a local gas station.My tank is now almost full but still,plenty of fuel.Overall,a pretty good day.
I am not feeling any negative feelings at the moment.I am feeling good that I am now combatting my anger and making up with my father.I am hoping that everything continues to work out for me.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am not having any problems.I am noyt having any cravings nor any images creeping up into my mentality.I am also not having any temptation to watch any pornography at the moment and that in itself is something.I am hoping to get through tomorrow without any issues.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for teh day ahead.FJ
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
This morning,when I got up out of bed,I ate a quick breakfast and I did my personal PC work.It only took me about 1/2 an hour to do.I guess that reducing my e-mail load by unsubscribing from some of the groups that I was a member of actually helped.I am not on the internet as much as I used to be and I really don't miss all of that time spent.
I stayed home for much of the day because the weather was rainy.Plus,there isn't an awful lot to do in my hometown anyway.I just stayed home and took it easy while watching a little bit of TV and watching a DVD.
When the rain stopped,I only went out to run one errand for myself.I had to buy a few things that I needed for myself.I went to the local Wal-Mart to buy a phone card for my cell phone and I also bought some fiber capsules.I also went to a local supermarket to pick up some herbal tea.After getting all of these things,I went home.
When I got home,I waited for dinner to get done.My mom was busy preparing something and I was looking forward to it.While waiting,I did some more personal PC work and I registered several one dollar bills at the Where's George site.I also added the minutes on my cell phone from the card that I bought.
After eating,I decided to do some more personal PC work and to post my day on here.It was a pretty good day and I am glad that everything went as well as it did.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went well.It was yet another awesome night and I got a lot of positive responses from the crowd for the songs that I sang.I did do a song by Michael Jackson as a tribute to him because it was tragic and sad that he died young and so suddenly.It was a great night and I am looking forward to next week.
At the moment,I am not feeling any depression.I am feeling pretty good.The day isn't over yet and I still have a few more personal things that I need to do.I am thinking of calling my father again and talking with him.I have been having some great talks with him and they have been going well.Again,I am thinking of calling my dad and talking with him for a while.
Reagrding my SSA struggles,I am having no problems.I am not having any cravings nor images clouding my mentality.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography.This is really great.I am hoping that the new week will bring some positive results.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes well.I do have a late appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor tomorrow and I am hoping that the session goes well.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ
This morning,when I got up out of bed,I ate a quick breakfast and I did my personal PC work.It only took me about 1/2 an hour to do.I guess that reducing my e-mail load by unsubscribing from some of the groups that I was a member of actually helped.I am not on the internet as much as I used to be and I really don't miss all of that time spent.
I stayed home for much of the day because the weather was rainy.Plus,there isn't an awful lot to do in my hometown anyway.I just stayed home and took it easy while watching a little bit of TV and watching a DVD.
When the rain stopped,I only went out to run one errand for myself.I had to buy a few things that I needed for myself.I went to the local Wal-Mart to buy a phone card for my cell phone and I also bought some fiber capsules.I also went to a local supermarket to pick up some herbal tea.After getting all of these things,I went home.
When I got home,I waited for dinner to get done.My mom was busy preparing something and I was looking forward to it.While waiting,I did some more personal PC work and I registered several one dollar bills at the Where's George site.I also added the minutes on my cell phone from the card that I bought.
After eating,I decided to do some more personal PC work and to post my day on here.It was a pretty good day and I am glad that everything went as well as it did.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went well.It was yet another awesome night and I got a lot of positive responses from the crowd for the songs that I sang.I did do a song by Michael Jackson as a tribute to him because it was tragic and sad that he died young and so suddenly.It was a great night and I am looking forward to next week.
At the moment,I am not feeling any depression.I am feeling pretty good.The day isn't over yet and I still have a few more personal things that I need to do.I am thinking of calling my father again and talking with him.I have been having some great talks with him and they have been going well.Again,I am thinking of calling my dad and talking with him for a while.
Reagrding my SSA struggles,I am having no problems.I am not having any cravings nor images clouding my mentality.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography.This is really great.I am hoping that the new week will bring some positive results.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes well.I do have a late appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor tomorrow and I am hoping that the session goes well.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ
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