Tonight,I am feeling very good.I had a very good day today.
First off,I went to the appointment that I had made for this morning and the appointment went well.We had a group meeting where we discussed a few things and we also watched a spiritually enlightened video.It was really awesome.I had a blast just listening to the other men talk and they welcomed me very warmly.It was great and I left feeling better about myself in a long time.After the meeting,I went about to finish what I had set out to do.
On the way home,I stopped at a nearby Salvation Army thrift store in the area and bought a few things.I also went to a supermarket nearby the store to pick up some groceries that my mom asked me to get.I managed to find everything that I was looking for.I also went to the nearby Family Dollar store and picked up a couple of bottles of dish detergent.After getting all of these things,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I sorted out all of the groceries and I also laid down for a while.I was feeling a little tired.I did not sleep.I simply relaxed while I read from a book that I have.
After my down time,I decided to do my personal PC work.I had put it off all morning while at the meeting and I was glad to get it finished.It was quite a lot and I was glad to to get it done.
After doing that,I ran a few more errands for my mom.I dropped off a birthday gift for my eldest grand-niece and I also bought a few more things at a local supermarket.I headed back home and bathed before I had dinner.
After eating,I ran just one more errand before posting here.I am now done with errands for the day and I am looking forward to what my mom has in store for me tomorrow.
Tonight is the night that I am going out to sing.I am looking forward to entertaining the crowd tonight and I am hoping that the evening goes well.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.Again,I hope that things go well.
As for the rest of the weekend,I have no plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.I am planning to see the film The Haunting in Connecticut tomorrow evening.I am hoping that the film is pretty good.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems.I had no images nor cravings creeping into my mentality.I guess that keeping myself busy doing all the things that I did kept my mind off of sex with other men and the like.I am hoping that I can get through tomorrow unscathed.
That was my day today and my hopes for the evening and the rest of the weekend.FJ
Saturday, May 02, 2009
Friday, May 01, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the time allotted.After it was all done,I simply bagged everything clean,dropped it off at the rehab center and headed straight home.
After getting home,I went back out to cash my paycheck and withdraw some money for my mom.She wants to buy something for her great grand-daughter for her birthday.There is a birthday party coming up and she wants to make sure that she has a gift for her.
After I got home,I registered all the bills at the Where's George site and managed to get them on the site despite some issues with the internet browser that I was using.After that,I went back out again to get a couple of things while my mom prepared dinner.
After getting home,I speedily checked my e-mail and I also made an Ebay purchase before I sat down at the table to eat.It was a light dinner so I wasn't in no hurry to get to the table.I just wanted to get the purchase done because I had started to do it while waiting.I also managed to buy a DVD set from a seller on Amazon.
After eating,I decided to do some more last minute personal PC work.I still have a couple of more e-mails to write before shutting down the computer.
Tomorrow,I will be meeting with someone at a church in the morning.I talked with the man on Wednesday and the appointment is now set.I am hoping that this goes well.
I am also going to be singing again tomorrow night.I am looking forward to that.I always look forward to singing each and every Saturday night.I am hoping that the evening goes well.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems.There were no images nor cravings creeping on me.I kept busy all day with my job and I also read another chapter in the book The Raggamuffin Gospel and so far,it is a very good read.I am hoping to get through the weekend unscathed.
As for the rest of the weekend,I have no plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the start of the weekend ahead.FJ
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the time allotted.After it was all done,I simply bagged everything clean,dropped it off at the rehab center and headed straight home.
After getting home,I went back out to cash my paycheck and withdraw some money for my mom.She wants to buy something for her great grand-daughter for her birthday.There is a birthday party coming up and she wants to make sure that she has a gift for her.
After I got home,I registered all the bills at the Where's George site and managed to get them on the site despite some issues with the internet browser that I was using.After that,I went back out again to get a couple of things while my mom prepared dinner.
After getting home,I speedily checked my e-mail and I also made an Ebay purchase before I sat down at the table to eat.It was a light dinner so I wasn't in no hurry to get to the table.I just wanted to get the purchase done because I had started to do it while waiting.I also managed to buy a DVD set from a seller on Amazon.
After eating,I decided to do some more last minute personal PC work.I still have a couple of more e-mails to write before shutting down the computer.
Tomorrow,I will be meeting with someone at a church in the morning.I talked with the man on Wednesday and the appointment is now set.I am hoping that this goes well.
I am also going to be singing again tomorrow night.I am looking forward to that.I always look forward to singing each and every Saturday night.I am hoping that the evening goes well.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems.There were no images nor cravings creeping on me.I kept busy all day with my job and I also read another chapter in the book The Raggamuffin Gospel and so far,it is a very good read.I am hoping to get through the weekend unscathed.
As for the rest of the weekend,I have no plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the start of the weekend ahead.FJ
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty eventful day today.
The work shift,despite a minor mishap that I had with a social club member,went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the amount of time that I had.After eating lunch,I bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.After stopping to get some gas at a nearby gas station,I headed straight home.
I relaxed for a while when I got home.I had an appointment with my eye doctor today and I wanted to prepare for it.I also wanted to be careful not to miss this one like I missed my appointment last week.When it was time to leave,I headed over to the office for my appointment.
When I got there,I was early and they decided to start my test exam early.They did the usual drops in the eyes and checking the eye pressure.I had to wait quite a while for the doctor to talk with me about the results and what he had found out regarding my sight.I have another appointment with him in 6 months.After going to a local supermarket and the local Target to pick up a few things,I headed straight home.Despite the disorganization that I had as a result of the testing,I managed to make it home safe and sound.I even rested for a while before eating when I did get home.
After eating,I finished my personal PC work.It was quite a lot but I got it done.I am still feeling a little disorganized but after a good night's sleep,I know that I will be back in good shape tomorrow morning.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems.No images nor cravings crept up into my mentality today.I kept myself busy with all the activity that I had and I am feeling pretty good as a result.Overall,a pretty good day.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The work shift,despite a minor mishap that I had with a social club member,went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the amount of time that I had.After eating lunch,I bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.After stopping to get some gas at a nearby gas station,I headed straight home.
I relaxed for a while when I got home.I had an appointment with my eye doctor today and I wanted to prepare for it.I also wanted to be careful not to miss this one like I missed my appointment last week.When it was time to leave,I headed over to the office for my appointment.
When I got there,I was early and they decided to start my test exam early.They did the usual drops in the eyes and checking the eye pressure.I had to wait quite a while for the doctor to talk with me about the results and what he had found out regarding my sight.I have another appointment with him in 6 months.After going to a local supermarket and the local Target to pick up a few things,I headed straight home.Despite the disorganization that I had as a result of the testing,I managed to make it home safe and sound.I even rested for a while before eating when I did get home.
After eating,I finished my personal PC work.It was quite a lot but I got it done.I am still feeling a little disorganized but after a good night's sleep,I know that I will be back in good shape tomorrow morning.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems.No images nor cravings crept up into my mentality today.I kept myself busy with all the activity that I had and I am feeling pretty good as a result.Overall,a pretty good day.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling okay and at the same time,a little "under the weather".I had a pretty eventful day today.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly.There were no messes to clean up nor were there any problems getting the single bag that I had to the work site.When I arrived at the site,I had lunch before sorting the laundry out.
After getting the job done,I headed over to the local hospital's emergency ward because of some cold symptoms that I had.When I initially got there,I couldn't find a place to park in their parking lot because the parking lot was really filled up.I decided to visit with a friend for a while to see how he was before heading back there.He did initially asked me to take him to the local social services office but later found that he couldn't go because he just remembered that his landlord was coming over to work a matter out with him.After visiting,I headed back to the hospital.
This time,there was a parking space there for me and after I parked,I went right in and signed up to be seen by the doctor.
I was in the ward for a little over a couple of hours.But I was very patient in waiting because they had others that they were seeing.When the doctor did get to me,he examined me and gave me a couple of prescriptions to help with my symptoms.After getting them filled at a local drug store,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up a couple of things that my mom needed and after paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I took a pill from one of the prescriptions and decided to take a short nap.I rested for a little over an hour and I decided to do some computer work while waiting for dinner to get done.
After eating a light dinner,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work.Before posting here,I got a phone call that I was waiting on.I have an appointment to meet with someone at a local church this coming Saturday morning.I am hoping that the meeting with this person goes well.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems.I had no images nor cravings creeping up into my mind.Plus,when I was resting,I slept very soundly with no images even creeping up into any form of dreams.That made me feel pretty good.I am hoping that I can sleep well tonight.Overall,a pretty eventful day.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The laundry pick-up went smoothly.There were no messes to clean up nor were there any problems getting the single bag that I had to the work site.When I arrived at the site,I had lunch before sorting the laundry out.
After getting the job done,I headed over to the local hospital's emergency ward because of some cold symptoms that I had.When I initially got there,I couldn't find a place to park in their parking lot because the parking lot was really filled up.I decided to visit with a friend for a while to see how he was before heading back there.He did initially asked me to take him to the local social services office but later found that he couldn't go because he just remembered that his landlord was coming over to work a matter out with him.After visiting,I headed back to the hospital.
This time,there was a parking space there for me and after I parked,I went right in and signed up to be seen by the doctor.
I was in the ward for a little over a couple of hours.But I was very patient in waiting because they had others that they were seeing.When the doctor did get to me,he examined me and gave me a couple of prescriptions to help with my symptoms.After getting them filled at a local drug store,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up a couple of things that my mom needed and after paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I took a pill from one of the prescriptions and decided to take a short nap.I rested for a little over an hour and I decided to do some computer work while waiting for dinner to get done.
After eating a light dinner,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work.Before posting here,I got a phone call that I was waiting on.I have an appointment to meet with someone at a local church this coming Saturday morning.I am hoping that the meeting with this person goes well.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems.I had no images nor cravings creeping up into my mind.Plus,when I was resting,I slept very soundly with no images even creeping up into any form of dreams.That made me feel pretty good.I am hoping that I can sleep well tonight.Overall,a pretty eventful day.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went smoothly.There were no messes to pick up when I did the initial pick-up this morning and when I arrived at the work site,I simply sorted everything out and started a couple of loads before parking my vehicle and heading for the social club.
After spending some time at the social club,I decided to concentrate more on my job and get it done.After the initial loads were done,I started two more.While waiting for those loads to finish,I read for a while.I printed some articles from the internet on how to let go of anger and bitterness and overcoming masturbation.I also read a health article that I also printed off the internet alongside these.I am going to try and use the advice on letting go and overcoming masturbation in the weeks ahead.I am hoping that the advice will work out for me.
As the day was winding down after I had lunch,I started reading the book The Ragamuffin Gospel by Brendan Manning.It looks like a pretty interesting read.The stuff that I read so far are the forwards and words of encouragement that were written by the author and a few friends.I am hoping to get an awful lot out of reading this book.After the day was done,I bagged all that was clean and dropped it off at the rehab center.After dropping off a couple of newspapers at a couple of houses and mailing a birthday card out for my mom,I headed straight home and that is where I stayed because we had rain for much of the day and I didn't feel like going anywhere as a result.
After getting home,I decided to take a nap.I was feeling tired and I felt that a nap would do me some good.while trying to sleep,I was having yet another dream of having sex with a man.I don't know what sparked this but as soon as I dozed off,I started having the dream and I was also talking to myself in my sleep to the person in my dream.Fortunately,it was brief and though I almost gave into a masturbation temptation,I turned to my left side and the dream started dying down and the rest of my nap went great.I slept for over an hour and a half.
After my nap,I had a light dinner and finished my personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day despite the brief episode earlier during my nap.
Regarding my SSA struggles,as stated,I did have that brief episode while trying to take a nap.But again,I was fortunate that it was only brief and though I almost masturbated,it didn't lead to anywhere.I am hoping that I can get through the rest of the week without any problems.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well without any messes to clean up.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The work day went smoothly.There were no messes to pick up when I did the initial pick-up this morning and when I arrived at the work site,I simply sorted everything out and started a couple of loads before parking my vehicle and heading for the social club.
After spending some time at the social club,I decided to concentrate more on my job and get it done.After the initial loads were done,I started two more.While waiting for those loads to finish,I read for a while.I printed some articles from the internet on how to let go of anger and bitterness and overcoming masturbation.I also read a health article that I also printed off the internet alongside these.I am going to try and use the advice on letting go and overcoming masturbation in the weeks ahead.I am hoping that the advice will work out for me.
As the day was winding down after I had lunch,I started reading the book The Ragamuffin Gospel by Brendan Manning.It looks like a pretty interesting read.The stuff that I read so far are the forwards and words of encouragement that were written by the author and a few friends.I am hoping to get an awful lot out of reading this book.After the day was done,I bagged all that was clean and dropped it off at the rehab center.After dropping off a couple of newspapers at a couple of houses and mailing a birthday card out for my mom,I headed straight home and that is where I stayed because we had rain for much of the day and I didn't feel like going anywhere as a result.
After getting home,I decided to take a nap.I was feeling tired and I felt that a nap would do me some good.while trying to sleep,I was having yet another dream of having sex with a man.I don't know what sparked this but as soon as I dozed off,I started having the dream and I was also talking to myself in my sleep to the person in my dream.Fortunately,it was brief and though I almost gave into a masturbation temptation,I turned to my left side and the dream started dying down and the rest of my nap went great.I slept for over an hour and a half.
After my nap,I had a light dinner and finished my personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day despite the brief episode earlier during my nap.
Regarding my SSA struggles,as stated,I did have that brief episode while trying to take a nap.But again,I was fortunate that it was only brief and though I almost masturbated,it didn't lead to anywhere.I am hoping that I can get through the rest of the week without any problems.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well without any messes to clean up.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, April 27, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was my day off.I didn't have too much to do today.I simply ran a couple of errands and that sums up how my day went.
After getting out of bed,I ate breakfast and I did my personal PC work.There were not too many issues with the internet browser today though I did close it off for just a few seconds due to the browser freezing up and rebooting itself for a brief time.I managed to finish the work and closed the internet off to get ready for what I had to do.
My first errand today was that I had to go to my mechanic's garage to borrow his scraper so I could remove my old registration window sticker and put my new one on so it can be up to date.After that,I went to a local supermarket to buy a few things that my mom needed.I also bought a couple of birthday cards for a couple of 9 year old cars that I know that my mom wanted me to get.I got them and after paying for them,I headed straight home.I also managed to get a couple things that I needed for myself.
After getting home,I ate a light dinner and I registered a dollar bill that I got in change when I bought the things that I was asked to buy.Overall,a pretty good day.It was also a pretty nice sunny day,weatherwise.
The movie that I went to see,the updated version of The Last House on the Left,was actually a pretty good movie.It was a remake of the 1972 thriller that was created by Wes Craven and Sean S.Cunningham.I really enjoyed the film and I am looking forward to this coming to DVD.The next movie that I am hoping to see is The Haunting in Connecticut.I am hoping that it comes to the bargain theater soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems.I had no images nor cravings creeping into my mind.I kept myself busy and that kept my mind off of sex with men.I hope that I can get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today was my day off.I didn't have too much to do today.I simply ran a couple of errands and that sums up how my day went.
After getting out of bed,I ate breakfast and I did my personal PC work.There were not too many issues with the internet browser today though I did close it off for just a few seconds due to the browser freezing up and rebooting itself for a brief time.I managed to finish the work and closed the internet off to get ready for what I had to do.
My first errand today was that I had to go to my mechanic's garage to borrow his scraper so I could remove my old registration window sticker and put my new one on so it can be up to date.After that,I went to a local supermarket to buy a few things that my mom needed.I also bought a couple of birthday cards for a couple of 9 year old cars that I know that my mom wanted me to get.I got them and after paying for them,I headed straight home.I also managed to get a couple things that I needed for myself.
After getting home,I ate a light dinner and I registered a dollar bill that I got in change when I bought the things that I was asked to buy.Overall,a pretty good day.It was also a pretty nice sunny day,weatherwise.
The movie that I went to see,the updated version of The Last House on the Left,was actually a pretty good movie.It was a remake of the 1972 thriller that was created by Wes Craven and Sean S.Cunningham.I really enjoyed the film and I am looking forward to this coming to DVD.The next movie that I am hoping to see is The Haunting in Connecticut.I am hoping that it comes to the bargain theater soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems.I had no images nor cravings creeping into my mind.I kept myself busy and that kept my mind off of sex with men.I hope that I can get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was a day that I really didn't have too much to do.When I woke up,I simply ate breakfast,did my personal PC work and ran a small errand.I woke up when it was lunchtime.I went to sleep late last night after the night of entertainment that I had the previous night.It was a wonderful night and I had a blast.
When I ran my small errand,I noticed that there was a pack of cigarettes on the floor of my 4X4 and I first wondered how they got there because I don't smoke.I then remembered that I did drop a friend off at home last night and they must have fallen out of his shirt pocket.I went right to his house to drop them off and finished my day.It was nothing much really but I was glad to have been out in the community today.The weather was beautiful and sunny.I just wanted to be out in the community and just be within the presence of others.Again,it was a beautiful sunny day and I was glad to be out.
When I got home,I relaxed a bit while waiting for dinner to get done.It was a light dinner and I just wanted to simply take it easy for a while before it was ready.
After eating,I watched the news on TV for a little over an hour while waiting for my computer to finish restarting because I couldn't get onto the internet due to an issue with the browser.I am now listening to a sermon online and it is pretty good what I am hearing.
Last night,after posting here,I went to the local K-Mart to buy a couple pairs of sneakers.I needed some because the pair that I was wearing were wearing out.I was feeling extreme pain in my right foot and I felt that I needed a new pair.K-Mart was having a sale where if one pair of sneakers is bought,the second pair is 1/2 price.I took advantage of this and bought two pairs.After trying them on for size,I paid for them and headed for home.I wore one of them last night when I went out and I didn't feel any extreme pain.I walked better and I didn't feel like saying "oooch" when I tried to walk.I now have another pair when these wear out.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.I had a blast.I got a lot of positive responses from the crowd.I also had a friend with me and even that made it more worthwhile.I had a great time and I dropped my friend off at home when we were done before I headed straight home.
I do have plans for tonight.I am going to see a movie tonight.I am going to go see the updated version of the classic thriller The Last House on the Left.This is a remake of a film about a family getting revenge on a group of mentally disturbed people after they assaulted their child and her best friend.I am hoping that the film is a good one.After that,I am thinking of going to the place where I entertain and have a drink or two with the gang there.I am hoping that I can have some great conversations with the guys that will be there.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no real problems.I simply went through the day and had no dealings with cravings,feelings and the like.Overall,a pretty fair week because I did have a brief episode on Wednesday afternoon.I am hoping that I can get through the new week unscathed.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes well.I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive manner.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ
Today was a day that I really didn't have too much to do.When I woke up,I simply ate breakfast,did my personal PC work and ran a small errand.I woke up when it was lunchtime.I went to sleep late last night after the night of entertainment that I had the previous night.It was a wonderful night and I had a blast.
When I ran my small errand,I noticed that there was a pack of cigarettes on the floor of my 4X4 and I first wondered how they got there because I don't smoke.I then remembered that I did drop a friend off at home last night and they must have fallen out of his shirt pocket.I went right to his house to drop them off and finished my day.It was nothing much really but I was glad to have been out in the community today.The weather was beautiful and sunny.I just wanted to be out in the community and just be within the presence of others.Again,it was a beautiful sunny day and I was glad to be out.
When I got home,I relaxed a bit while waiting for dinner to get done.It was a light dinner and I just wanted to simply take it easy for a while before it was ready.
After eating,I watched the news on TV for a little over an hour while waiting for my computer to finish restarting because I couldn't get onto the internet due to an issue with the browser.I am now listening to a sermon online and it is pretty good what I am hearing.
Last night,after posting here,I went to the local K-Mart to buy a couple pairs of sneakers.I needed some because the pair that I was wearing were wearing out.I was feeling extreme pain in my right foot and I felt that I needed a new pair.K-Mart was having a sale where if one pair of sneakers is bought,the second pair is 1/2 price.I took advantage of this and bought two pairs.After trying them on for size,I paid for them and headed for home.I wore one of them last night when I went out and I didn't feel any extreme pain.I walked better and I didn't feel like saying "oooch" when I tried to walk.I now have another pair when these wear out.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.I had a blast.I got a lot of positive responses from the crowd.I also had a friend with me and even that made it more worthwhile.I had a great time and I dropped my friend off at home when we were done before I headed straight home.
I do have plans for tonight.I am going to see a movie tonight.I am going to go see the updated version of the classic thriller The Last House on the Left.This is a remake of a film about a family getting revenge on a group of mentally disturbed people after they assaulted their child and her best friend.I am hoping that the film is a good one.After that,I am thinking of going to the place where I entertain and have a drink or two with the gang there.I am hoping that I can have some great conversations with the guys that will be there.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no real problems.I simply went through the day and had no dealings with cravings,feelings and the like.Overall,a pretty fair week because I did have a brief episode on Wednesday afternoon.I am hoping that I can get through the new week unscathed.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes well.I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive manner.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ
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