Saturday, January 05, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty exciting day today.I ran a few errands for my mom today and I also had some fun today.
The fun that I had was when I went to a local shopping mall to get the autograph of Butch Patrick,the star of the TV series The Munsters.It was wonderful.I also had a picture taken with him and he also autographed that as well.What a day.It was well worth the wait.I had a great time and I have now some really collectable pics with his autograph on them.I also had him autograph a video that I had,which had the lost color pilot and some other things about the cast of the series.Again,a wonderful day.
I am now at home relaxing.I am anticipating the night.I am going to be going out to entertain the crowd tonight and I am hoping that it goes well.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know.But I have a good feeling that everything will go well for me tonight.I had a wonderful afternoon at a shopping mall and again,I have a good feeling that the night will go well.But again,I still hope.
As for the rest of the weekend,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it will have a positive effect on me.
That was my day today and my hopes for tonight and for the rest of the weekend.FJ

Friday, January 04, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.The work shift went by smoothly and everything worked out for the better.I simply did everything that I had to do and drop off the laundry at the drug/alcohol rehab center.After that,I stopped at a supermarket to pick up some battered frozen fish for dinner.
While I was eating,I did a virus scan on my computer to check for the usual viruses and spyware and my computer is clean.There are no viruses and spyware in my database.After dinner,I did some necessary work upstairs in my room to fix my bed.I had to fix up the left side with a metal piece to hold up the left side of the bed so I can at least sleep on it without feeling uneven.The bed is a just a tad lopsided but it's holding up.I even laid on it to test it and it held up good.It was great to finally have a semi balanced bed to lay on at night to sleep instead of having it tilt on one side.At least,I can still sleep on it.
I also had a talk with a friend that I have not spoken with in quite a while and he is doing okay.He's still struggling to keep afloat and he also told me about the problems that he is having with his landlord regarding the rent.But he told me that he is hanging in there and he is hoping that things work out for the better for him down the road.He is currently working and he is glad to be doing so.
I can't believe that the weekend is here.The week was pretty short due to the holiday break but I still felt like I had worked a whole week.But I am glad that the weekend is here and I am also glad that I will be doing my usual entertaining the crowd on Saturday night.I am hoping that the night goes well.
Regarding tomorrow for starters during the day,I have not got anything planned but whatever I do,I hope that it affects me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ

Thursday, January 03, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty smooth work day today.I simply did my job and dropped the clean laundry off at the drug/alcohol rehab center before getting some gas and going to the post office to mail out some important stuff that needed to be mailed out.After that,I went home but I did not stay too long.I had an appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor today.She returned after her long maternity leave for many months.It was a great session and now,we are starting to arrange normal bi-weekly sessions again.It was wonderful to have her back.
When I got home later on,I was so tired that I decided to take a nap.But my tiredness arised some of the old images of the past.I also wound up masturbating to these images.I did feel better after asking for forgiveness from the creator and I am now hoping to go without masturbating for a while.I am still thinking of getting that DVD of Overcoming Masturbation that I heard about soon.I do want to break free from this habit and I am hoping that I can do that soon.I know that I have to take it one day at a time and I am hoping that I can beat it.I need prayers and support.Any advice?
I am now at home relaxing.I am anticipating the new day.I am hoping that the day goes well.I have to work the afternoon shift and I am hoping that the shift goes well.
It will also be great to return to the anger management/conflict resolution group this coming Monday and I am also looking forward to attending the first support group meeting at the church this coming Tuesday.It will be wonderful to return to these groups after the long holiday break.I am looking forward to it.
As stated,tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes over smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.The laundry pick-up went by smoothly and I even had someone at the work site help me with the loads of laundry that I had,which was a treat in itself.After I sorted out the loads,I left and I went to a local thrift shop.I actually picked up a box full of oldie 45's.The thrift shop let me have the bunch for only #10.00,which was a steal.
When I got home,I sorted them out and there were some that were stuck together and I had to work really hard to separate them.Apparently,whoever had these records first had them put away somewhere in an attic or cellar somewhere in their house and any moisture that came into that area got onto them and that is why they stuck together.I also looked them all over and most of them need to be really cleaned up.I am going to sort them out again soon and separate the ones that need to be cleaned so I can clean them and try to play them.Hopefully,they can be cleaned and that would be really something.It was great finding all of these and now,they are going to be a part of my collection.They were also some assorted record label sleeves that I had to separate as well.But again,when I get them cleaned,I can add them to my collection and they will be a part of them.
I am now at home relaxing.I am anticipating the next day.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly and that everything works out for the better.It was just a pretty good day and I did quite a bit.It was wonderful.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.I also have to mail out some important letters and necessary payments.I am hoping that they get there on time.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

Happy New Year Everybody!
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a not too eventful day today.But I did manage to run an errand for myself.I had to go get a bottle of windshield washer fluid from a gas station because as a result of the holiday today,most of the stores were closed.But I managed to grab a bottle and it is now in the trunk of my car.I also stopped at a convienience store to pick up a few candy bars that were on sale.After that,I went home.
Before I went out,I had a light dinner and I also finished my person computer work.I also had a talk with a cousin who I have not seen or even talked to in months since that big party last year celebrating the 50th anniversary of my aunt and uncle.It was great to talk with him and it was wonderful to hear from him.It was nice and I had a great time.What more can a guy ask for?
Last night,the New Year's Eve bash was a blast.I had a wonderful time with the whole gang being there and jsut having fun.I also entertained the crowd and even that went well.I got a positive response for all the songs that I did and I even had a share in a couple of other songs.It was a wonderful night.There was a lot of food and there was a lot of fine socialization and above all,it was fun and I mean F-U-N.I had a blast as I always do and it also made me forget about the negative feelings that I had when my father had the nerve to come into town.It also made me forget about that altogether.I can now say that it was a wonderful holiday season and it was terrific.I am now looking forward to this new year with a lot of hope,optimism and enthusiasm.I hope that it will truly be a great year for me.
Tomorrow is back to work.I am just fortunate that it is strictly a pick-up day.After I do that,I can simply go home and take it easy.Of course,I can do whatever I want.I just might go a see if the thrift shops have anything that I am looking for.But after tomorrow,it will be simply back to the normal work shifts.I just hope that all of this goes smoothly for me.
That was my day today and my night last night,including my hopes for the rest of teh week and the year.FJ

Monday, December 31, 2007

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I am also feeling hopeful and optimistic.Why am I feeling this way?I will share.
Tonight is the last night of 2007.It is December 31st and I am looking forward to the New Year's festivities tonight.I am looking forward to entertaining the crowd and helping to ring in the new year on a positive note.Yes I am.I am also hoping that the night goes well for me in order for me to forget about my father being in town during the Christmas holiday.But I am feeling better little by little each and every day about that.My father back where he belongs and I am relieved that he is home.But still,I need a wonderful new years celebration with my friends to forget about that negativism that happened and all the other negativisms that came with it.After tonight,if the night works out for me like I hope it will,then I can say that it was a wonderful holiday season for me.
I always look forward to entertaining the crowd each and every new years.Of course,I look forward to doing it every Saturday night each and every week but it is the new years parties that make it even more special.I will be helping ring in the new year with the whole gang and I will be entertaining them at the same time.What more can a guy like me ask for?
As for today,I only ran a couple of errands for my mom.I had to get some personals at a Dollar General store in my area and I also went to a supermarket not too far away to get some stuff for dinner.Overall,not to eventful of a day but I got some stuff done none the less.
As for tonight,as stated,I am anticipating the New Year's Eve party tonight and I am also looking forward to ringing in the new year and entertaining the crowd with my singing.I hope that the evening goes great for me.If it does,I can than say that it was a wonderful holiday season.
As for the beginning of the new year tomorrow,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it will affect me in a positive way.Still,I just might take it easy and get ready for the upcoming work day on Wednesday.
That was my day today and my hopes and anticipations for the night tonight.FJ

Sunday, December 30, 2007

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.I went out for a spell today after I had done some personal PC work and had a couple slices of pizza.I also managed to get a couple of other personal things done.That made me feel like I have accomplished something and it made me feel pretty good.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd was a huge success and I was happy for that.I also had an old friend of mine with me on this night and that is what made it feel even more fun.As usual,I was well received and they crowd liked the songs that I sang.It is always a pleasure to entertain the crowd and it is always a treat to see them happy and enjoy themselves.Again,it was a wonderful night.
I am now at home relaxing.I finished off my personal PC work because I wanted to get it out of the way.It wasn't anything much and I was glad to get it done.I also had to post a message in an online men's forum that I am a member of because we are required to do just that each and every month to stay a member of the forum.But I got my post in and I am glad that I did.
I am also anticipating the New Year's holiday weekend.I am going out again to entertain the crowd and I will also be helping to ring in the new year and say farewell to the old one.I always look forward to this each and every year when this time of year rolls around.I am looking forward to this with a lot of enthusiasm,optimism and hope.As I have stated previously,if I can get through New Year's Eve unscathed and having a good time,I can then say that it was a nice holiday season.At least,it will take my mind off of my father being in town for the holiday when he really wasn't expected or even wanted.But that is now past.He is no longer in town at the moment and I am feeling good.But still,a grand time on New Year's Eve will make up for the negatives of Christmas and make me forget about my father ever being in town.
As for the rest of the night,I might just go out and have a drink with the guys over at teh place where I entertain.After that,I might just go home and watch another movie.
That was my day today and my night last night as well as my hopes for the rest of the night and the New Year's weekend.FJ