Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty smooth work day today.I simply did my job and dropped the clean laundry off at the drug/alcohol rehab center before getting some gas and going to the post office to mail out some important stuff that needed to be mailed out.After that,I went home but I did not stay too long.I had an appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor today.She returned after her long maternity leave for many months.It was a great session and now,we are starting to arrange normal bi-weekly sessions again.It was wonderful to have her back.
When I got home later on,I was so tired that I decided to take a nap.But my tiredness arised some of the old images of the past.I also wound up masturbating to these images.I did feel better after asking for forgiveness from the creator and I am now hoping to go without masturbating for a while.I am still thinking of getting that DVD of Overcoming Masturbation that I heard about soon.I do want to break free from this habit and I am hoping that I can do that soon.I know that I have to take it one day at a time and I am hoping that I can beat it.I need prayers and support.Any advice?
I am now at home relaxing.I am anticipating the new day.I am hoping that the day goes well.I have to work the afternoon shift and I am hoping that the shift goes well.
It will also be great to return to the anger management/conflict resolution group this coming Monday and I am also looking forward to attending the first support group meeting at the church this coming Tuesday.It will be wonderful to return to these groups after the long holiday break.I am looking forward to it.
As stated,tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes over smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ