Saturday, March 28, 2009

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was the start of the weekend.I am glad for that.
Today was a pretty busy day for me.I helped my mom out.I dropped her off at a supermarket so she could do the shopping and I also went somewhere myself.I went to a friend of mine who owned a record store and dropped off some tapes and a few record albums.After that,I headed back to the supermarket to see if my mom was done with her grocery shopping.
After that,we headed for home.But we stopped at a couple of places along the way.We stopped at a nearby Subway to pick up a footlong sub for dinner,which we had sliced in half and I went to a local place to get some change for tonight.I will be going out tonight and I needed some quarters to spend on some drinks that I am going to be buying.We headed straight home afterwards.
After we got home,I plugged my cell phone into the wall to get charged up and I bathed before I ate dinner.I had to clean up because I am going out tonight and I wanted to make sure that I was clean and neat.My mom put the groceries away while I bathed.
After eating,I registered that change that I got at Subway and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
I am going to be singing up a storm tonight.I am looking forward to entertaining the crowd.I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems.There were no images creeping up on me nor did I have any masturbatory failings.I am feeling better as a result.
As for the rest of the weekend,I have made no plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend ahead.FJ

Friday, March 27, 2009

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did my job and after I was done,I dropped it off at the rehab center and headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at my regular bank to cash my paycheck and I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I relaxed and waited for dinner to get done.I read from a news weekly that I read and I listened to music.I also started to do some last minute personal PC work.
After eating a light dinner,I registered all the bills that I got from cashing my paycheck at the Where's George site and they are now all on there.The only thing that I need to do is stamp them and send them on their way when I go out tomorrow night.
After registering the bills,I did some more last minute personal PC work and I also checked out some articles on Wikipedia.Overall,a pretty good day.
I am glad that the weekend is here.I am looking forward to entertaining the crowd tomorrow night and I am hoping for a grand night.I always look forward to singing up a storm.Again,I am hoping for a grand night.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems today.The day was a breeze.No images creeped into my mind.I am feeling better about that.I am hoping that the weekend goes smoothly without any problems.
That was my day today and my hopes for the start of the weekend ahead.FJ

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I didn't have too much to do today.I simply did what little I had to do in the amount of time that I had.After eating lunch,I bagged everything,dropped it off and headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a post office to mail out a payment on a bill that I had to pay and I also went to a couple of stores in the area to pick up a few things that were needed for the home.I headed straight home after I was done.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while and I also slept.I was feeling tired after the long day.Before I did relax,I changed a light bulb in the kitchen.
After the nap,I decided to finish my personal PC work.I started this while on break at work and I finished it at home.It was quite a lot and despite a minor tech issue,I got it done.
After eating a light dinner,I decided to run another errand.I had to pick up a couple more things for the home.I am now home for the rest of the evening and I am now anticipating the new day.Overall,a pretty good day today.
Regarding my SSA struggles,nothing happened.No images creeped up in my mind nor did any cravings to masturbate.I guess that I have to try and keep myself occupied throughout the day so I will not think of anything sexual with another man.I don't want anything sexual with a man nor do I want to act out on my desires.So far,the desires are not as strong as they had been in recent days.I have been feeling pretty good as a result of this and I am hoping that I can continue with this progress until the end of the week.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
The laundry pick-up went well.There were no messes to clean up.I also had to hurry because there was a meeting scheduled for the staff today and I had to work so I could get the laundry sorted and then go get my lunch.After eating,I left immediately.
I went to the tax office where I had my tax return prepared to pick up my federal refund check.I had a hassle for a while trying to cash it.At my regular bank,they informed me that they would put a 2 day hold on my account.I couldn't take that chance because I had mailed out a check for one of my finance companies holding a line of credit account.I wanted that check to clear so I decided to go to the bank that printed the check and I got the money.I headed straight home after picking up a can of beans at a supermarket.
After getting home,I decided to lay down for a while.I was feeling tired after all the running around that I did just trying to cash the check.I was glad to be home and the nap did me a world of good.After the nap,I registered all the bills at Where's George.
After eating a light dinner,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work.Overall,a pretty fair and hectic day.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I know that I could have an episode today as a result of what happened.I hope not.I am hoping that I can get through the rest of the day unscathed.So far,so good.I have had no images creeping into my mind nor any cravings to masturbate to fantasies about sex with men.Again,I am hoping that I can get through the rest of the day unscathed.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
The work day went smoothly.I have really nothing negative to report.I simply did what I had to do in the time that I had and I dropped the clean laundry off at the rehab center.I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a nearby supermarket to buy some coffee and a gallon of milk.I also bought some cookies at a nearby Dollar Tree store.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I decided to lay down for 1/2 hour.I was feeling sleepy and I felt that now was the time for a little nap.After that,I waited for dinner to get done.
After eating,I finished my personal PC work.I started this while on break from my job.I finished it at home.
The reason why I am not feeling very enthusiastic tonight is because I am feeling pain in my legs.In particular,my right leg.I have been feeling pain in that leg for most of the day as a result of the heel spur that is in my right foot.I have been feeling pain since the day began.I am hoping that the first week of the next month comes soon.I really need those calcium supplements.I can't stand this pain anymore.I used to take a lot of walks as a form of exercise but ever since I have this spur,I haven't really done any walking.I am hoping that the first week of the month starts soon.I am going to order those supplements the minute that I have the money to order them.The pain in my right leg has really been dragging me down and affecting my mood.Again,I am hoping that the first week of the new month comes around soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had a brief episode this afternoon while I was taking a nap.Fortunately,it didn't lead me to fall.After the episode ended,I drifted off into sleep.I am hoping that this was simply a temporary setback.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day and I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly with no messes to clean up.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Monday, March 23, 2009

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was my day off.I did have quite a bit today.First,I did my personal PC work.After that,I went out to do my errands.
The first thing that I did was that I withdrew some money for my mom when I went to the bank.I also had a light lunch and I went to the local hospital for a session with the hospital practitioner.
The session with the hospital practitioner went well.I got a prescription and I left for home after that.
On the way home,I stopped at a post office to mail out a couple of bills via Priority Mail.They are due this week and I am hoping that the payments get there soon.I would hate it if they didn't get there on time.But I have a feeling that they will get there on Wednesday.I do have delivery confirmation on them so I will be checking that on Wednesday.
After getting some whole bills at a nearby grocery store after giving them some change,I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I laid down for a while because I was feeling tired.I laid down for about an hour and I ate dinner when I got up.
After eating,I did some last minute personal PC work and I am now caught up.
Last night,I went to see the newest Friday The 13th film and I enjoyed myself.I was also the only person in the auditorium where the movie was playing,which made me enjoy it more.I had a blast.I can hardly wait for the movie to come to DVD and when it does,I am buying it.
After leaving the theater,I was planning on going to have a drink or two at the place where I entertain but I changed my mind and headed for home.The weather was too chilly and I was also feeling tired.I will go next Sunday night to have a drink or two.The only things that I did were that I got some gas and I bought a jar of Rolaids at a local supermarket.I headed straight home after that and after bathing,went to bed.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had a brief episode today and I didn't give in.I just let it fade as I laid down for an hour.Last night,I also had a brief episode.But that died after I went right to sleep.I didn't give into the episode.But I am going to keep filling in my time with other things that will keep sex off of my mind.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
I had only a couple of errands to run today.I had to stop at a nearby supermarket to pick up a couple of things.I also went to a shopping mall to get something to eat for lunch.After that,I headed straight home.
Before I did these things,I did my personal PC work after waking up.It was pretty light today.After that,I ran my errands.
I also laid down for a while after coming home.I even put a record on my turntable while doing so.It was a record that I had for a while but hadn't really played.It was pretty good.I did this while waiting for dinner to get done.
After eating,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.There wasn't too many people there last night but I still had a great time.I also still got some positive responses from the people for my performances.It was a pretty good night and I had a great time.
I do have plans for the night.I am going to go and see a movie at a local bargain cinema.It is the newest Friday The 13th film.I have been dying to see this and I have heard some really good reviews about it from people that I know.So,I am going to see it and I hope that this film is as worth seeing as they say it is.After the movie,I am going to go to the place where I entertain and have a drink or two with the gang over there.I am hoping for some great conversations with any of guys that are there.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no issues today.But I did have a brief episode last night while I was trying to go to sleep.But the episode died out after a few minutes.After that,I slept soundly throughout the night.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have a pretty busy day.I have to see the practitioner at the local hospital and I also have to mail out payments for a couple of bills that need to be paid before they are due.I am hoping that everything works out for me tomorrow.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ