Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
The laundry pick-up went well.There were no messes to clean up.I also had to hurry because there was a meeting scheduled for the staff today and I had to work so I could get the laundry sorted and then go get my lunch.After eating,I left immediately.
I went to the tax office where I had my tax return prepared to pick up my federal refund check.I had a hassle for a while trying to cash it.At my regular bank,they informed me that they would put a 2 day hold on my account.I couldn't take that chance because I had mailed out a check for one of my finance companies holding a line of credit account.I wanted that check to clear so I decided to go to the bank that printed the check and I got the money.I headed straight home after picking up a can of beans at a supermarket.
After getting home,I decided to lay down for a while.I was feeling tired after all the running around that I did just trying to cash the check.I was glad to be home and the nap did me a world of good.After the nap,I registered all the bills at Where's George.
After eating a light dinner,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work.Overall,a pretty fair and hectic day.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I know that I could have an episode today as a result of what happened.I hope not.I am hoping that I can get through the rest of the day unscathed.So far,so good.I have had no images creeping into my mind nor any cravings to masturbate to fantasies about sex with men.Again,I am hoping that I can get through the rest of the day unscathed.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ