Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I went online to reduce some of my e-mail load and when I was done with that,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and though it did rain for most of the day,I got dressed because I had to go and buy myself a new watch battery for my wristwatch.
I first went to the local K-Mart,but they told me that while I could buy the battery that I needed,they couldn't install it as they didn't do that.After leaving,I headed over to the local Super Wal-Mart and they installed it when I got there and after paying for it,I headed over to a local McDonald's to have a vanilla ice cream cone.After I was finished with that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local pizzeria for a few slices of pizza.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and had my slices of pizza that I bought.After eating them,I did a little bit more personal PC work and after that,while waiting for my dinner to get done in the oven,I watched a classic TV show episode from one of my DVD's of the show.
After eating,I decided to do a little bit more personal PC work and after that,I relaxed and took it easy and watched another classic TV show episode from the same DVD set.I also prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I had no problems with temptations of any kind.I wasn't tempted to act out in any way,shape or form.I stayed busy with what I had to do today and that was great.Though I escaped today unscathed,I still have to keep in mind that there is always tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I have to continually stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time.I don't want to give them what they want,which is to break my Heavenly Father's perfect laws in regards to sexuality.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me as I am still going through a very difficult emotional time.I also ask that you leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual in the morning,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.I am still eagerly waiting to start working at my new job.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Saturday, July 19, 2014
Friday, July 18, 2014
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I quickly did my personal PC work during the rest of the morning while eagerly anticipating a phone call from the place that interviewed me last Friday for a dishwashing position in the kitchen that is a part of a local hotel.I waited all day at home and I decided to pay them a visit and they told me that I was hired,which made me very happy.After three years of trying and praying constantly,I am finally employed and I shared the good news with a few people that I know in the wake of receiving the good news,including my job placement counselor/coach and on Monday,she and I will be filling out some paperwork to turn into the head chef of the kitchen and as of now,I am not unemployed anymore.I am glad that I have a job finally and I am going to do my very best to stay hired.After receiving the news,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed from dress clothes into casual clothes and did a little bit more personal PC work.I then headed out later on to buy a ready made fish dinner and eat it at home.Before leaving the house,I thanked my Heavenly Father happily for helping me get the job that I got today.He has answered my prayers and I am thankful that he did.Thanks to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
After eating,I decided to pop a DVD into the DVD player and watch it while relaxing.I also listened to some music on my stereo and relaxed.I then started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a very good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I was tempted to act out on the unnatural sexual desires that I have by fantasizing and lusting after other men and to manipulate my genitals to sexual images of men clouding my mind.When these terrible temptations came around to me,I immediately went to my Heavenly Father in prayer and asked for strength to help me fight and resist in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed hard and kept praying until the temptations were reduced to nil.After I was finished praying,I felt much stronger as I truly believed that my Heavenly Father gave me what I asked for.I went through the rest of the day unscathed with no temptation problems.I have to be be fully alert as Satan and his minions can strike at any time,which means continuing to stay on guard and be watchful.Though I did escape the rest of the day unscathed,I still have to keep in mind that there is always tomorrow and the day after tomorrow.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers as I am still going through a difficult emotional time,although I did finally accomplish getting a job,I am still going through a tough emotional time and I still need prayers for my fellow blog followers and readers.I also need some positive verbal encouragement in the comments section.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal encouragement.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide,including helping me get employed,for which I am still thankful for.
As for the weekend,with the exception of going to church this Sunday as usual,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the upcoming weekend ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I quickly did my personal PC work during the rest of the morning while eagerly anticipating a phone call from the place that interviewed me last Friday for a dishwashing position in the kitchen that is a part of a local hotel.I waited all day at home and I decided to pay them a visit and they told me that I was hired,which made me very happy.After three years of trying and praying constantly,I am finally employed and I shared the good news with a few people that I know in the wake of receiving the good news,including my job placement counselor/coach and on Monday,she and I will be filling out some paperwork to turn into the head chef of the kitchen and as of now,I am not unemployed anymore.I am glad that I have a job finally and I am going to do my very best to stay hired.After receiving the news,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed from dress clothes into casual clothes and did a little bit more personal PC work.I then headed out later on to buy a ready made fish dinner and eat it at home.Before leaving the house,I thanked my Heavenly Father happily for helping me get the job that I got today.He has answered my prayers and I am thankful that he did.Thanks to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
After eating,I decided to pop a DVD into the DVD player and watch it while relaxing.I also listened to some music on my stereo and relaxed.I then started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a very good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I was tempted to act out on the unnatural sexual desires that I have by fantasizing and lusting after other men and to manipulate my genitals to sexual images of men clouding my mind.When these terrible temptations came around to me,I immediately went to my Heavenly Father in prayer and asked for strength to help me fight and resist in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed hard and kept praying until the temptations were reduced to nil.After I was finished praying,I felt much stronger as I truly believed that my Heavenly Father gave me what I asked for.I went through the rest of the day unscathed with no temptation problems.I have to be be fully alert as Satan and his minions can strike at any time,which means continuing to stay on guard and be watchful.Though I did escape the rest of the day unscathed,I still have to keep in mind that there is always tomorrow and the day after tomorrow.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers as I am still going through a difficult emotional time,although I did finally accomplish getting a job,I am still going through a tough emotional time and I still need prayers for my fellow blog followers and readers.I also need some positive verbal encouragement in the comments section.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal encouragement.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide,including helping me get employed,for which I am still thankful for.
As for the weekend,with the exception of going to church this Sunday as usual,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the upcoming weekend ahead.FJ
Thursday, July 17, 2014
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work as I had an appointment to meet with a minister at my house in regards to my SSA struggles.After my personal PC work was finished,I relaxed and waited for the minister to come over,which he did and we had another talk.After the hour was up,he left and I got dressed in my casual clothes as I wore sweatpants during the talk and headed out to do a little bit of shopping.
I stopped at a local Dollar Tree store to pick up some canned vegetables and after paying for them,I decided to stop at the local Salvation Army thrift store and I bought something that I liked and after paying for it,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put my canned vegetables away and after that,I relaxed and did a little bit more personal PC work.I relaxed for much of the afternoon before preparing my evening meal.
After eating,I headed back out to my usual Thursday evening Holy Bible study group and that went as wonderful as expected.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and did a little bit more work online and I prepared for retirement for the evening.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I wasn't tempted to act out by fantasies and lusting after men nor was I tempted to manipulate my genitals to sexual images of men.I guess that having the talk with the minister today did a lot of good.It was great that I gout out a little more and shared with him what had been going on.It was great that I didn't have any problems today.I also went through the day getting things done that had to get done and that gave me a sense of accomplishment.Though I did escape today unscathed,there is always tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions can strike at any time,so I need to continue to stay on guard and be watchful.They can tempt me to go against my Heavenly Father and his perfect law in regards to sexuality.I can't let Satan and his minions get what they want from me.I have to show them that with the help of my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ,I am stronger than they are,even though this particular struggle is still difficult.Fellow blog followers and readers,I am again asking that you continue to keep me in your prayers and also again,that you leave me some positive verbal encouragement in the comments section.I need both types of support from y'all constantly and daily.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and again,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work as I had an appointment to meet with a minister at my house in regards to my SSA struggles.After my personal PC work was finished,I relaxed and waited for the minister to come over,which he did and we had another talk.After the hour was up,he left and I got dressed in my casual clothes as I wore sweatpants during the talk and headed out to do a little bit of shopping.
I stopped at a local Dollar Tree store to pick up some canned vegetables and after paying for them,I decided to stop at the local Salvation Army thrift store and I bought something that I liked and after paying for it,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put my canned vegetables away and after that,I relaxed and did a little bit more personal PC work.I relaxed for much of the afternoon before preparing my evening meal.
After eating,I headed back out to my usual Thursday evening Holy Bible study group and that went as wonderful as expected.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and did a little bit more work online and I prepared for retirement for the evening.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I wasn't tempted to act out by fantasies and lusting after men nor was I tempted to manipulate my genitals to sexual images of men.I guess that having the talk with the minister today did a lot of good.It was great that I gout out a little more and shared with him what had been going on.It was great that I didn't have any problems today.I also went through the day getting things done that had to get done and that gave me a sense of accomplishment.Though I did escape today unscathed,there is always tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions can strike at any time,so I need to continue to stay on guard and be watchful.They can tempt me to go against my Heavenly Father and his perfect law in regards to sexuality.I can't let Satan and his minions get what they want from me.I have to show them that with the help of my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ,I am stronger than they are,even though this particular struggle is still difficult.Fellow blog followers and readers,I am again asking that you continue to keep me in your prayers and also again,that you leave me some positive verbal encouragement in the comments section.I need both types of support from y'all constantly and daily.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and again,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, July 16, 2014
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good,but not too eventful,day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I decided to hold off on showering and had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did some checking up online and reduced my e-mail load and when I was done with that,I showered.After my shower,I quickly did my personal PC work and I relaxed for a bit while listening to some music.
A little later in the day,I headed out to the local Super Wal-Mart and I picked up something light for dinner.After paying for that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put what I was going to eat for dinner away and I did some more personal PC work.I then decided to heat up what I was going to eat for dinner in the microwave and I ate it.After that,I relaxed a little bit more and listened to a little more music.I also watched a DVD that I popped into the DVD player and later on,I did a little bit more personal PC and after that,I prepared to retire for the evening.Overall,a pretty good,but not too eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,after several days of not being tempted,I gave into temptation by manipulating my genitals to sexual images of men clouding my mind,which led me to give into the subsequent temptation to fantasize and lust after these sexual images.Fortunately,I managed to stop myself before it went too far and I immediately went to my Heavenly Father and asked him to forgive me in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed hard and left nothing out as I prayed.I confessed everything to my Heavenly Father in the name of his son Jesus Christ.When I was finished praying,I knew that I was truly forgiven and I went on with the rest of the day.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.My blog gets many visitors and/or curiosity seekers,but comments are rarely left in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I need to be reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in this struggle.Please continue your prayers for me and again,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of having a visit with a minister,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I decided to hold off on showering and had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did some checking up online and reduced my e-mail load and when I was done with that,I showered.After my shower,I quickly did my personal PC work and I relaxed for a bit while listening to some music.
A little later in the day,I headed out to the local Super Wal-Mart and I picked up something light for dinner.After paying for that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put what I was going to eat for dinner away and I did some more personal PC work.I then decided to heat up what I was going to eat for dinner in the microwave and I ate it.After that,I relaxed a little bit more and listened to a little more music.I also watched a DVD that I popped into the DVD player and later on,I did a little bit more personal PC and after that,I prepared to retire for the evening.Overall,a pretty good,but not too eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,after several days of not being tempted,I gave into temptation by manipulating my genitals to sexual images of men clouding my mind,which led me to give into the subsequent temptation to fantasize and lust after these sexual images.Fortunately,I managed to stop myself before it went too far and I immediately went to my Heavenly Father and asked him to forgive me in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed hard and left nothing out as I prayed.I confessed everything to my Heavenly Father in the name of his son Jesus Christ.When I was finished praying,I knew that I was truly forgiven and I went on with the rest of the day.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.My blog gets many visitors and/or curiosity seekers,but comments are rarely left in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I need to be reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in this struggle.Please continue your prayers for me and again,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of having a visit with a minister,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, July 15, 2014
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I quickly did my personal PC work and I also called a place to check on the status of my application and there was nobody there for me to talk to.After that,I relaxed and decided to watch a few music videos online.After that,I did a little bit more personal PC work and I decided to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I decided to get my recyclables ready for pick-up tomorrow and I also watched a DVD that I popped into the DVD player.After that,I listened to some music and started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I am glad to report that I had no problems with temptations today.Nothing clouded my mind nor did I even get tempted to touch myself inappropriately.I simply went through the day still eagerly awaiting hearing anything in regards to jobs.I am still hoping to get the job at the local hotel kitchen.I am still hoping that I will hear from them on Friday.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still have to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time to try and tempt me.They can also try to make me think that there is no way out for me,but they would be lying,as I did find the way out.They can try to get me to break my Heavenly Father's perfect laws in regards to sexuality,but when that happens,I will simply turn to my Heavenly Father in prayer and ask for the strength to fight and resist in the name of his son Jesus Christ.If I do fall short,I know that my Heavenly Father is there to forgive me in the name of his on Jesus Christ.It is a very difficult life that SSA strugglers like me have in regards to this particular struggle.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal encouragement.= in the comments section.I need both types of support daily as I am still going through a very difficult emotional time.I really appreciate your support.Please continue to pray for me and please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I quickly did my personal PC work and I also called a place to check on the status of my application and there was nobody there for me to talk to.After that,I relaxed and decided to watch a few music videos online.After that,I did a little bit more personal PC work and I decided to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I decided to get my recyclables ready for pick-up tomorrow and I also watched a DVD that I popped into the DVD player.After that,I listened to some music and started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I am glad to report that I had no problems with temptations today.Nothing clouded my mind nor did I even get tempted to touch myself inappropriately.I simply went through the day still eagerly awaiting hearing anything in regards to jobs.I am still hoping to get the job at the local hotel kitchen.I am still hoping that I will hear from them on Friday.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still have to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time to try and tempt me.They can also try to make me think that there is no way out for me,but they would be lying,as I did find the way out.They can try to get me to break my Heavenly Father's perfect laws in regards to sexuality,but when that happens,I will simply turn to my Heavenly Father in prayer and ask for the strength to fight and resist in the name of his son Jesus Christ.If I do fall short,I know that my Heavenly Father is there to forgive me in the name of his on Jesus Christ.It is a very difficult life that SSA strugglers like me have in regards to this particular struggle.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal encouragement.= in the comments section.I need both types of support daily as I am still going through a very difficult emotional time.I really appreciate your support.Please continue to pray for me and please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, July 14, 2014
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and throughout the day,I eagerly awaited a phone call in regards to my job interview this past Friday.For most of the day,I didn't get any calls,except for some calling and not bothering to leave a message.I did talk with my job placement counselor/coach and she simply told me to keep her informed on any developments and I said that I would.After that,I decided to head out to the public library to type up a small note for the person who interviewed me on Friday and I dropped it off,after coming home to change into dress clothes,for him to read it,only to meet him outside the place and he actually said that he was happy that I stopped by and that it saved him from calling me.After we met and talked for a bit,with him telling me that Friday will be the latest day he will get back to me,I headed back home to change into casual clothes and I headed out to do some thrift shop hopping and to buy something light for dinner tonight.I headed straight home once I finished everything that I did.
When I got home,I fixed my evening meal and after eating it,I did some more personal PC work and relaxed for much of the rest of the evening while also preparing for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I had no problems with any forms of temptations today.I guess that by keeping busy and eagerly anticipating a phone call in regards to the job interview.Being out in the community and anticipating the phone call all day,it kept my mind off of anything sexual in regards to SSA.I felt really good that I didn't have problems nor worries about being tempted.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I have to continue to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time.I don't want to give them what they want,which is to get me to sin and make me feel that I can never heal from nor overcome this terrible SSA.I don't want that to happen.Satan and his minions want to have the SSA own me and not me owning it.They will continue to do whatever it takes to get me to surrender to the unnatural sexual desires that I have and live in sin.It's a good thing that I have my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ there for me so Satan and his minions don't get what they want.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and throughout the day,I eagerly awaited a phone call in regards to my job interview this past Friday.For most of the day,I didn't get any calls,except for some calling and not bothering to leave a message.I did talk with my job placement counselor/coach and she simply told me to keep her informed on any developments and I said that I would.After that,I decided to head out to the public library to type up a small note for the person who interviewed me on Friday and I dropped it off,after coming home to change into dress clothes,for him to read it,only to meet him outside the place and he actually said that he was happy that I stopped by and that it saved him from calling me.After we met and talked for a bit,with him telling me that Friday will be the latest day he will get back to me,I headed back home to change into casual clothes and I headed out to do some thrift shop hopping and to buy something light for dinner tonight.I headed straight home once I finished everything that I did.
When I got home,I fixed my evening meal and after eating it,I did some more personal PC work and relaxed for much of the rest of the evening while also preparing for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I had no problems with any forms of temptations today.I guess that by keeping busy and eagerly anticipating a phone call in regards to the job interview.Being out in the community and anticipating the phone call all day,it kept my mind off of anything sexual in regards to SSA.I felt really good that I didn't have problems nor worries about being tempted.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I have to continue to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time.I don't want to give them what they want,which is to get me to sin and make me feel that I can never heal from nor overcome this terrible SSA.I don't want that to happen.Satan and his minions want to have the SSA own me and not me owning it.They will continue to do whatever it takes to get me to surrender to the unnatural sexual desires that I have and live in sin.It's a good thing that I have my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ there for me so Satan and his minions don't get what they want.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, July 13, 2014
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit and off I went to church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.I also helped out during the worship service by helping collect the offerings by passing the collection plates around.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed for home.
On the way home,I hurriedly dashed into a local supermarket to pick up a few things that I needed and after paying for them,I headed straight home as I wanted to get home before a torrential rain storm was going to hit as I didn't want to get caught in it.
When I got home,I hurriedly went into the house having to make two trips to bring stuff in and when I was finished,I put everything away and I quickly cleaned the bathtub in the bathroom.After that,I quickly did my personal PC work and I relaxed for much of the afternoon listening to music and watching a classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have.After that,I took out my garbage to be picked up on Wednesday and tomorrow,I am going to be putting in some recyclables in a recycling can that has been provided by my hometown.After that was done,I started to prepare for my evening meal.
After eating,I relaxed and listened to a little bit more music.I also did some more personal PC work.After that,I relaxed a little bit more and started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I was tempted to fantasize and lust after other men and to also manipulate my genitals to sexual images of men.I immediately went to my Heavenly Father in prayer and asked him for the strength to help me fight and resist these temptations in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed and didn't cease until the temptation died down.After I was finished praying,I felt better and much stronger as I truly believed that I got what I asked for.I went through the rest of the day without anything else,but still continued to stay on guard and be watchful as I knew that Satan and his minions can strike again at any time.I don't want the desires to own me.I want to own them.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me as I am still going through a very difficult emotional time at the moment.I also ask that y'all leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both your prayers and your positive verbal support.They are both very important to me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section and also,please continue to keep me in your prayers.Your support really matters to me as it helps keep me going.It also reaffirms and reassures me that I an not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayers and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I am hoping to hear from the place that interviewed me for a job and I am hoping that I get hired.I am hoping.I will keep praying and I am hoping that I will finally be hired.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit and off I went to church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.I also helped out during the worship service by helping collect the offerings by passing the collection plates around.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed for home.
On the way home,I hurriedly dashed into a local supermarket to pick up a few things that I needed and after paying for them,I headed straight home as I wanted to get home before a torrential rain storm was going to hit as I didn't want to get caught in it.
When I got home,I hurriedly went into the house having to make two trips to bring stuff in and when I was finished,I put everything away and I quickly cleaned the bathtub in the bathroom.After that,I quickly did my personal PC work and I relaxed for much of the afternoon listening to music and watching a classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have.After that,I took out my garbage to be picked up on Wednesday and tomorrow,I am going to be putting in some recyclables in a recycling can that has been provided by my hometown.After that was done,I started to prepare for my evening meal.
After eating,I relaxed and listened to a little bit more music.I also did some more personal PC work.After that,I relaxed a little bit more and started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I was tempted to fantasize and lust after other men and to also manipulate my genitals to sexual images of men.I immediately went to my Heavenly Father in prayer and asked him for the strength to help me fight and resist these temptations in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed and didn't cease until the temptation died down.After I was finished praying,I felt better and much stronger as I truly believed that I got what I asked for.I went through the rest of the day without anything else,but still continued to stay on guard and be watchful as I knew that Satan and his minions can strike again at any time.I don't want the desires to own me.I want to own them.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me as I am still going through a very difficult emotional time at the moment.I also ask that y'all leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both your prayers and your positive verbal support.They are both very important to me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section and also,please continue to keep me in your prayers.Your support really matters to me as it helps keep me going.It also reaffirms and reassures me that I an not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayers and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I am hoping to hear from the place that interviewed me for a job and I am hoping that I get hired.I am hoping.I will keep praying and I am hoping that I will finally be hired.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
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