Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work as I had an appointment to meet with a minister at my house in regards to my SSA struggles.After my personal PC work was finished,I relaxed and waited for the minister to come over,which he did and we had another talk.After the hour was up,he left and I got dressed in my casual clothes as I wore sweatpants during the talk and headed out to do a little bit of shopping.
I stopped at a local Dollar Tree store to pick up some canned vegetables and after paying for them,I decided to stop at the local Salvation Army thrift store and I bought something that I liked and after paying for it,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put my canned vegetables away and after that,I relaxed and did a little bit more personal PC work.I relaxed for much of the afternoon before preparing my evening meal.
After eating,I headed back out to my usual Thursday evening Holy Bible study group and that went as wonderful as expected.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and did a little bit more work online and I prepared for retirement for the evening.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I wasn't tempted to act out by fantasies and lusting after men nor was I tempted to manipulate my genitals to sexual images of men.I guess that having the talk with the minister today did a lot of good.It was great that I gout out a little more and shared with him what had been going on.It was great that I didn't have any problems today.I also went through the day getting things done that had to get done and that gave me a sense of accomplishment.Though I did escape today unscathed,there is always tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions can strike at any time,so I need to continue to stay on guard and be watchful.They can tempt me to go against my Heavenly Father and his perfect law in regards to sexuality.I can't let Satan and his minions get what they want from me.I have to show them that with the help of my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ,I am stronger than they are,even though this particular struggle is still difficult.Fellow blog followers and readers,I am again asking that you continue to keep me in your prayers and also again,that you leave me some positive verbal encouragement in the comments section.I need both types of support from y'all constantly and daily.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and again,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ