Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit and off I went to church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.I also helped out during the worship service by helping collect the offerings by passing the collection plates around.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed for home.
On the way home,I hurriedly dashed into a local supermarket to pick up a few things that I needed and after paying for them,I headed straight home as I wanted to get home before a torrential rain storm was going to hit as I didn't want to get caught in it.
When I got home,I hurriedly went into the house having to make two trips to bring stuff in and when I was finished,I put everything away and I quickly cleaned the bathtub in the bathroom.After that,I quickly did my personal PC work and I relaxed for much of the afternoon listening to music and watching a classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have.After that,I took out my garbage to be picked up on Wednesday and tomorrow,I am going to be putting in some recyclables in a recycling can that has been provided by my hometown.After that was done,I started to prepare for my evening meal.
After eating,I relaxed and listened to a little bit more music.I also did some more personal PC work.After that,I relaxed a little bit more and started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I was tempted to fantasize and lust after other men and to also manipulate my genitals to sexual images of men.I immediately went to my Heavenly Father in prayer and asked him for the strength to help me fight and resist these temptations in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed and didn't cease until the temptation died down.After I was finished praying,I felt better and much stronger as I truly believed that I got what I asked for.I went through the rest of the day without anything else,but still continued to stay on guard and be watchful as I knew that Satan and his minions can strike again at any time.I don't want the desires to own me.I want to own them.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me as I am still going through a very difficult emotional time at the moment.I also ask that y'all leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both your prayers and your positive verbal support.They are both very important to me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section and also,please continue to keep me in your prayers.Your support really matters to me as it helps keep me going.It also reaffirms and reassures me that I an not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayers and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I am hoping to hear from the place that interviewed me for a job and I am hoping that I get hired.I am hoping.I will keep praying and I am hoping that I will finally be hired.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ