Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I quickly did my personal PC work during the rest of the morning while eagerly anticipating a phone call from the place that interviewed me last Friday for a dishwashing position in the kitchen that is a part of a local hotel.I waited all day at home and I decided to pay them a visit and they told me that I was hired,which made me very happy.After three years of trying and praying constantly,I am finally employed and I shared the good news with a few people that I know in the wake of receiving the good news,including my job placement counselor/coach and on Monday,she and I will be filling out some paperwork to turn into the head chef of the kitchen and as of now,I am not unemployed anymore.I am glad that I have a job finally and I am going to do my very best to stay hired.After receiving the news,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed from dress clothes into casual clothes and did a little bit more personal PC work.I then headed out later on to buy a ready made fish dinner and eat it at home.Before leaving the house,I thanked my Heavenly Father happily for helping me get the job that I got today.He has answered my prayers and I am thankful that he did.Thanks to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
After eating,I decided to pop a DVD into the DVD player and watch it while relaxing.I also listened to some music on my stereo and relaxed.I then started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a very good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I was tempted to act out on the unnatural sexual desires that I have by fantasizing and lusting after other men and to manipulate my genitals to sexual images of men clouding my mind.When these terrible temptations came around to me,I immediately went to my Heavenly Father in prayer and asked for strength to help me fight and resist in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed hard and kept praying until the temptations were reduced to nil.After I was finished praying,I felt much stronger as I truly believed that my Heavenly Father gave me what I asked for.I went through the rest of the day unscathed with no temptation problems.I have to be be fully alert as Satan and his minions can strike at any time,which means continuing to stay on guard and be watchful.Though I did escape the rest of the day unscathed,I still have to keep in mind that there is always tomorrow and the day after tomorrow.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers as I am still going through a difficult emotional time,although I did finally accomplish getting a job,I am still going through a tough emotional time and I still need prayers for my fellow blog followers and readers.I also need some positive verbal encouragement in the comments section.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal encouragement.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide,including helping me get employed,for which I am still thankful for.
As for the weekend,with the exception of going to church this Sunday as usual,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the upcoming weekend ahead.FJ