Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and throughout the day,I eagerly awaited a phone call in regards to my job interview this past Friday.For most of the day,I didn't get any calls,except for some calling and not bothering to leave a message.I did talk with my job placement counselor/coach and she simply told me to keep her informed on any developments and I said that I would.After that,I decided to head out to the public library to type up a small note for the person who interviewed me on Friday and I dropped it off,after coming home to change into dress clothes,for him to read it,only to meet him outside the place and he actually said that he was happy that I stopped by and that it saved him from calling me.After we met and talked for a bit,with him telling me that Friday will be the latest day he will get back to me,I headed back home to change into casual clothes and I headed out to do some thrift shop hopping and to buy something light for dinner tonight.I headed straight home once I finished everything that I did.
When I got home,I fixed my evening meal and after eating it,I did some more personal PC work and relaxed for much of the rest of the evening while also preparing for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I had no problems with any forms of temptations today.I guess that by keeping busy and eagerly anticipating a phone call in regards to the job interview.Being out in the community and anticipating the phone call all day,it kept my mind off of anything sexual in regards to SSA.I felt really good that I didn't have problems nor worries about being tempted.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I have to continue to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time.I don't want to give them what they want,which is to get me to sin and make me feel that I can never heal from nor overcome this terrible SSA.I don't want that to happen.Satan and his minions want to have the SSA own me and not me owning it.They will continue to do whatever it takes to get me to surrender to the unnatural sexual desires that I have and live in sin.It's a good thing that I have my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ there for me so Satan and his minions don't get what they want.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ