Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I quickly did my personal PC work and I also called a place to check on the status of my application and there was nobody there for me to talk to.After that,I relaxed and decided to watch a few music videos online.After that,I did a little bit more personal PC work and I decided to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I decided to get my recyclables ready for pick-up tomorrow and I also watched a DVD that I popped into the DVD player.After that,I listened to some music and started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I am glad to report that I had no problems with temptations today.Nothing clouded my mind nor did I even get tempted to touch myself inappropriately.I simply went through the day still eagerly awaiting hearing anything in regards to jobs.I am still hoping to get the job at the local hotel kitchen.I am still hoping that I will hear from them on Friday.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still have to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time to try and tempt me.They can also try to make me think that there is no way out for me,but they would be lying,as I did find the way out.They can try to get me to break my Heavenly Father's perfect laws in regards to sexuality,but when that happens,I will simply turn to my Heavenly Father in prayer and ask for the strength to fight and resist in the name of his son Jesus Christ.If I do fall short,I know that my Heavenly Father is there to forgive me in the name of his on Jesus Christ.It is a very difficult life that SSA strugglers like me have in regards to this particular struggle.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal encouragement.= in the comments section.I need both types of support daily as I am still going through a very difficult emotional time.I really appreciate your support.Please continue to pray for me and please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ