Tonight,I am feeling disappointment.My hopes for another Sabres win were shattered when the Ottawa Senators scored a goal in overtime 3-2.I am disappointed.But it was a great run that the Sabres had.They did play their hardest in this game and they did give it their all.But the end result was not the result that we were hoping for.But again they did give it their best shot.There is always next season.I am hoping that the next season will be better and that the playoff run next season will be with a better end result.
I was out for much of the day.I paid a visit with a friend of mine for a short time today and he is doing good.I also had to run an errand for my mother today and that went as well as expected.I had the game on the radio much of the time when I was out and about.Again,It was a great run for the Sabres while it lasted and I am happy that they achieved something that was better than not achieving anything.They did win the Prseident's Trophy this season and that is better than nothing.I also paid a visit to a charity yard sale today and found that an old school mate of mine was behind it.It was a young lady that I graduated with 17 years ago.I was glad to see that she's doing pretty good.I did buy a little Kool Aid for the charity and it tasted delicious.Again,not too eventful of a day but it was great to be out for a while.
Tonight,I am going to be entertaining the crowd as always.I am hoping that the night goes well.Though I rarely have an off night,I always still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.I always hope for things to go well.Tonight is also an anniversary party that the place I entertain at is celebrating.It is the anniversary of their grand opening.Again,I am hoping that the night goes well.
Despite the disappointments,I am still glad that the weekend is here after the frustrations of this past work week.I am hoping that the next week goes better.It is frustrating when your fellow employees will not do their share of the work and expect others to do it for them.Again,I am hoping that the next work week goes better.
That was my day today and my hoped for night tonight.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling a bit better than I have been in recent days.I am just happy that this work week is over because of all the frustration that I endured this week.Today was no exception.When I arrived to start my shift,I entered the lunch line at work so I could eat before I start my job.I asked,because it was a "Chef's Surprise" on the menu,what was on the menu.One of the guys there said very nastily "Nothing For You,That's What!",which really frosted me because I wasn't talking to him and I even told him so.One of the other staffers reprimanded him afterwards even though that guy insisted that he was only "Kidding Around"and did not mean anything by what he said.After I ate my meal,I went to do my job.Fortunately,the rest of the work day went by smoothly.I simply did my job and the time went by pretty fast.After I finished,I simply dropped the clean laundry off and did a few things before going home.Again,I am just glad that the weekend is finally here.I am looking forward to that.I am going to do my usual and I hope that it goes good.
Tomorrow afternoon,the Buffalo Sabres are playing the Ottawa Senators in Game 5 of the Eastern Conference Finals series.The Sabres won on Wednesday night and that was great.I am hoping that the Sabres can pull another victory out.The win Wednesday night was great.But a victory tomorrow afternoon would be even greater.Tomorrow night,I am going to be singing as I always do.I am hoping that the night goes well.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.Again,I am hoping that everything goes well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I had a really frustrating day today on the job.It was from stuff that was carried over from yesterday.Yesterday,the morning person was not there to finish his job when he left a couple loads of laundry in the washers yesterday.As stated last night,I simply removed the loads from the washer and due to an awful odor that I sensed on one of the blankets when I sorted out the loads that I brought in,I put the blankets that had the odors on them in the wash alongside a comforter in the other washer.The frustrating thing today was the afternoon person who was supposed to take over for the morning person did not even bother to show up to do his job.The loads that I started yesterday morning were still in the washers this morning when I arrived.This was really frustrating because I arrived there to start my job and here were both of the washers full of laundry that was supposed to be taken out and dried.Today,I had to finish what he was supposed to finish yesterday.I did manage to get my job going but it was not easy dealing with the dilemma that I had to deal with today.The work day was not so smooth as I had hoped for it to be.I really do not like it when somebody does not do their job accordingly and leaves other people to finish their job for them.If you have a job to do,simply do it and finish it yourself.It is not right to leave it for somebody else to finish it for you.It is also appropriate to simply tell the supervisor that you are not going to show up and explain why you can't.I am hoping that this does not happen again for a long time.
Right now,I am at home relaxing.I am still at edge over what I saw today at the worksite because it is something that I do not like to see.I am still feeling a little edgy over what happened and I am again hoping that it does not happen again for quite a while.I am also hoping that my shift tomorrow will go smoothly over today's work day.I know that not every day is going to work out the way I would like it to be.But still,I always hope for the days to go by smoothly and that everything works out the way it should.Again,I am hoping that tomorrow goes by smoothly.
After the work day tomorrow,it will be the weekend.I am going to be singing for the crowd on Saturday night and I am hoping for that night to go well.The Buffalo Sabres are also playing Saturday afternoon in Buffalo at 2:00p.m. in Game 5 against the Ottawa Senators.After the win on Wednesday night,I am hoping for yet another win on Saturday afternoon.That would be totally neato.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.It was a great night for me tonight.I went to my support group meeting at the church tonight and it was another wonderful meeting.It was great to get a lot of emotional baggage off of me.Not only that,the Buffalo Sabres were finally victorious tonight.They defeated the Ottawa Senators tonight by a score of 3-2 to keep the Eastern Conference finals series alive.This also means that the two teams are returning to Buffalo.They are playing Saturday afternoon at 2:00p.m.They will have two days off to practice and rest off.I am hoping for another Buffalo Sabres win.I was happy for the win tonight but another win will be something.I can hardly wait for the game Saturday afternoon.Again,I am hoping for another Sabres win.
Despite my night being great with those two great things happening,the day started off pretty frustrating.I arrived at the pick-up spot today and that went well.But when I got to the worksite,that is when the frustration was there.When I arrived there,the morning worker for today was not even there and he left two washing machines full.After weighing the laundry bags and seperating the laundry,I removed the two loads from the washers and placed them in the dryers.I also started two more loads because one of the blankets of the loads I brought in smelled horrible.Fearing that this odor could make the whole cellar smell horrible,I started the loads with the smelly blanket an dhoped for the best.I also informed the supervisor about the absense of the Wednesday morning person and the loads left behind in the washers.She assured me that she would look into that.
After I left work,I stopped at a gas station to get gas in my tank and had a light lunch at a small restaurant before going home.I also helped my mom by taking her grocery shopping so she could get some food in the house.I had a light dinner before going to my meeting tonight.Again,the meeting was wonderful and the Sabres victory tonight made me forget the minor frustration that had happened at work today.Fortunately,this was a pick-up day today.If this were a full work day,the day would have been really frustrating for me.But again,I am just glad that it was simply a pick-up day.
Tomorrow is a full work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty smooth work day today.I had four big loads of laundry to pick up today and that was really something.The minute that I arrived at the work site and started,I simply took it easy while I waited for the loads of laundry to get done.The hours went by pretty fast and I got a lot done in the time that I worked.After the shift was over,I dropped off the clean laundry and went home after making a couple of stops along the way.
I am now at home taking it easy.I went out for only a brief walk after dinner and I stayed close to home due to the storm warnings that we have for the area that we live in.Right now,it is windy with winds going very high and hard.We are supposed to get some thunderstorms tonight while we are sleeping and the rain is supposed to be coming down hard and fast.It is supposed to carry on until tomorrow.I have to do a pick up tomorrow morning and I am hoping that the weather will not be that bad.I also have a support group meeting tomorrow night at the church and I am hoping that the rain stops when I have to go.I would hate to get caught in the rain.I know that I drive down to the meetings every Wednesday night but I still do not like getting caught in a rainstorm.Again,I am hoping that the rain stops before I go to the meeting tomorrow night.
Last night,I had a hard time getting to sleep.The emotional state that I was in made it difficult for me to close my eyes amd try to sleep.I also felt a little at edge and because of that,I wound up masturbating when images of naked men were flooding my mind.I felt really bad afterwards when that happened.But after asking the creator for forgiveness,I felt a little bit better.I went to sleep though I still had some difficulty in getting to sleep.I am hoping that tonight I will be able to sleep better.
Again,as stated above,tomorrow is a pick-up day and I have my support group meeting tomorrow night at the church.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I had a pretty good day today.I ran a few errands for my mother today and that worked out the way I hoped it would.I also paid a visit with a friend today and he is doing great.I am glad that he was doing well and that his family was doing good.It was also a nice day today.The sun was shining and it was beautiful.The winds were blowing lightly but it was still nice and warm.The day went by pretty well and that was good.
But I am disappointed tonight.The Buffalo Sabres lost their third consecutive game to the Ottawa Senators tonight by a score of 1-0.Though the Sabres put a team effort in the game,it did not produce the outcome that I and the rest of the fans were expecting.The Senators have a commanding 3-0 lead as far as games in the series go.The Sabres now really NEED to WIN to keep the series alive on Wednesday night so they can come back to Buffalo.I am hoping that they can win on Wednesday night.It is disappointing seeing your team win the President's Trophy and go down like this.I know that it is not over yet though it feels like it is.Again,I am hoping for a Sabres win on Wednesday night to keep the series alive.I am disappointed but I am going to still hold on to the hope that I have always had ever since I have been a fan.Hope never fades.It just keeps renewing itself each and every year,especially when the Ice Hockey season rolls around in my case.Again,I am still holding on.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.It was a pretty decent day today.My mom and my sister had their typical mother-daughter thing for today since it was Mother's Day.I dropped her off and said Hello to everybody and then left to do some personal stuff.I went to visit a friend of mine who owned a record store to show him the latest record album that I had gotten in the mail.He was overjoyed to see that.The record album that I showed him is a hard to find album in every sense.After that,I went home.But when I got there,my mom was already there and having the furnace checked out because it broke down overnight while we were sleeping.It was a good thing that I covered up last night when I got home.I would have felt really cold if I did not.Overall,it was a pretty decent day and I got to do a lot today.Not too shabby.
Last night,I had a real good time entertaining the crowd.It was a super night.The audience enjoyed my selections and that was really great.I had a wonderful time and the crowd liked everything that I did.Though I was disappointed that the Buffalo Sabres lost last night in double overtime by a score of 4-3 and now the Ottaw Senators have a 2-0 lead in the series,I did not let the disappointment get to me.I still had a great time last night and the crowd enjoyed me.I also had the honor to do something nice for somebody because they did something for me.I bought a guy his favorite beer after he paid for one of the non-alcoholic beers that I drank last night.That really made me feel really good.That guy was also a Buffalo Sabres fan in his own right and even he was disappointed with the loss like I was.Though I was disappointed,I was proud that the Buffalo Sabres put a great team effort in the game.They really tried hard this time and that was better than the pathetic way they played on Thursday night.The only thing was that it didn't turn out the way we hoped it would.But the series is not over yet.They are now travelling to Ottawa to play them for games 3 and 4.I am hoping that the Sabres can come from behind to tie the series at 2 games a piece.I hope that they can do it.That would be really great.
Tomorrow is my day off as usual.I am just going to take it easy tomorrow and concentrate on the days ahead.
That was my day today and my night last night.FJ