Saturday, February 28, 2015

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I went right to work on my personal PC work and I relaxed for much of the rest of the day as I didn't go anywhere for much of the day.
Later on,as evening was approaching,I got dressed and I picked up a personal pizza that I ordered from a local pizzeria and I headed home to eat it.After eating,I watched a little bit of TV and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
I am feeling extremely tired tonight,so I am unable to talk about my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA.I can barely type in the words tonight as a result of this drowsiness that I am feeling.I will start again tomorrow.Please continue to pray for me and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support daily and often.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Friday, February 27, 2015

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly and hurriedly did my personal PC work and after that was done,I got dressed and proceeded with the rest of the day.
I had a pretty busy day.I had an appointment with the manager at the rehab center in another area of the county.When I arrived in the area,I dropped off a couple of record albums to be cleaned.After that,I went and had lunch at a nearby Chinese restaurant and after I was finished,I went to my appointment with the manager at the rehab center.
The meeting with him went well.After it was over,I left and I picked up my records after they were cleaned and I also purchased a few records from the place as well.After that,I went to a Salvation Army thrift store in the area and I picked up a few things.After that,I went to another used record store that a friend owns and bought a couple of used vinyl albums from him.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I quickly did some more personal PC work and after that,I went out and got a bite to eat from a local supermarket.I headed home and I ate what I purchased and after I was finished,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a very good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I wasn't tempted to act out today.I wasn't tempted to act out by fantasies and lusting after other men.I guess that staying busy and keeping myself occupied today did the trick.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still have to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time when least expected.Satan and his minions use temptations of all sorts to get those who worship the true God,who is the sovereign Lord and creator of all things,to break his perfect laws,especially those in regards to sexuality.I have to show Satan and his minions that with the sovereign Lord and creator,my Heavenly Father,at my side,I am stronger than the unnatural sexual desires that I have and that I own these desires and they don't own me.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayers and your verbal support daily and often.Please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the upcoming weekend ahead.FJ

Thursday, February 26, 2015

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed in casual clothes and I headed for the bank to withdraw some money.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did 4/5 of my personal PC work.After that,I headed back out again to a local church near my house and I had dinner there as it was a free dinner.
The dinner was wonder and so were some of the people that I talked to.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into pajamas and I finished my personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I can safely report no troubles with temptations today.I also had nothing cloud my mind.I simply kept busy with what I had to do and that kept my mind off of the negative aspects of SSA.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still have to stay on guard and be watchful.Satan and his minions can strike at any time when least expected.I have to be careful.I can't let Satan and his minions get me to break my Heavenly Father's perfect law.I have to show them that I am stronger than they are as a result of my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ being more powerful.I have to continue fighting to resist them.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support daily and often.I need to be both reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of a meeting with a manager at the rehab center in another area of the county,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and y hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Wednesday, February 25, 2015

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I didn't have time to shower,so I washed my hair and my face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that was done,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I got dressed real quickly and headed for a place where a couple of groups I attend weekly is.
The first group went well.After that,I went to a local kitchen to have myself some lunch.After I was finished with lunch,I headed back for my afternoon group.
The afternoon group went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I had to shovel some snow that was at the bottom of my driveway as a result of the city snow plows coming through.After I was finished,I drove into my driveway and I went into my house to relax for a while.I also showered quickly to clean up and after showering,I put a sweatsuit on and did my personal PC work.After that was done,I got dressed in casual clothes and I headed for my church's fellowship hall for a Lenten dinner.
The dinner was wonderful and fun,with some wonderful fellowship,great homemade food and informative Holy Bible lessons.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into pajamas started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a very good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I can again report no problems with temptations today.I kept busy throughout the day and that kept my mind off of anything sexual regarding men.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still have to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time with numerous ways to tempt me to break my Heavenly Father's perfect laws,especially those that deal with sexuality.I have to show them that I am stronger than the unnatural sexual desires that I have and that I want to stay free from SSA and anything sinful connected with it.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me and I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tuesday, February 24, 2015

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work,but had to stop when my caseworker came over to discuss some things with me.
The meting with her went well and when it was over,I finished my personal PC work and when it was finished,I relaxed and popped a movie into the DVD player and watched it.I also had a light lunch while doing so.After that,I went to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work.I stayed home much of the day due to the bitterly cold temperatures that we were having in my hometown and we are supposed to get an inch of snow overnight.I hope that it is only an inch as I do have places to go tomorrow in the morning and tomorrow evening.I want to be able to get out of my driveway tomorrow.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I wasn't tempted in any way,shape or form.Though I did stay home due to the cold weather,I wasn't tempted to act out by fantasies or lusting.It was very good that I had no problems today.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions can strike when least expected with temptation after temptation.I need to stay strong and show that I own my desires and that they don't own me.I can't break my Heavenly Father's perfect law in regards to sexuality as that is what Satan and his minions want.I can't let them get what they want.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me.I also ask that you leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I am still going through a very difficult emotional period and I need all the support that I can get.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my Wednesday groups and a Lenten dinner at my church's fellowship hall,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Monday, February 23, 2015

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and when that was finished,I relaxed and took it easy while listening to some music.
Later on,I headed out to a local supermarket to pick up something that I needed.After that,I went to the local Big Lots to pick up a few more things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I prepared a light evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode on a DVD set that I have.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I had no problems with temptations.I wasn't tempted to act out in any way,shape or form.I went through the day and it was good.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions are out there and they will try to get me to go against my Heavenly Father's perfect law and I can't let that happen.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to pray for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section as well.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Sunday, February 22, 2015

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee and before showering,I went outside to shovel the end of my driveway as the city snow plows dumped a big pile of snow on it and it took me a little over twenty minutes to shovel.After I was finished,I went back into my house and showered quickly.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship with my fellow worshipers,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Laundry Lounge to drop off a blue dress shirt that needs to get cleaned.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into a sweatsuit.I quickly did my personal PC work and when that was finished,I put a whole bunch of recyclables into my recycling tote and after that was done,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode on a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it does,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I wasn't tempted in any way,shape or form.I guess that staying busy with my spiritual pursuits and enjoying the blessings of them was what kept my mind off of my struggles and also,why I wasn't tempted to act out in any way,shape or form.It was great that I had no problems with temptations.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still have to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time.They will try to tempt me to break my Heavenly Father's perfect law in regards to sexuality.They will also try to get me to think that there is no way out for me in regards to SSA.They will also try to get me to think that I should accept myself as I am,alongside that it's okay to indulge in sinful sexual activity with other men.I have to show them that they are wrong and that there is a way out and that there is hope.I can't let them make me think that it's okay to indulge in sinful sexual activity with other men.Our Heavenly Father doesn't approve of that and I have to continually keep that in mind.Our Heavenly Father made man and woman and he only approves of sexual relations between the two within the marital framework.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily,often and constantly.Your support,both prayerful and positive verbal helps keep me going.It also helps reaffirm and reassure me that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with a Wind Chill Warning for my home area,I have nothing planned.With the warning in place,I just might stay home and watch a movie or two.The only thing I will do is shovel snow tomorrow for the mail people.I am just hoping that this Winter season ends soon.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ