Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I had two big heaping bowls of hot oatmeal.After that,I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I washed up real quickly and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I went to a Super Wal-Mart within another area of the county that I live.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put what I had bought away and I relaxed while watching a movie.After the movie was over,I quickly did some more personal PC work.After that,I prepared a light evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little TV and I quickly some more personal PC work.I watched a little bit more TV before I retired for the evening.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Fellow blog followers and readers,I have been struggling terribly with this terrible SSA that I have.I have been falling into fantasies and lusting quite a bit as of late.The reason why I have been falling into this lately is because I have been very manic as of late.As I have previously expressed here in this blog and with others,including my therapists and other counselors,I have Bipolar Disorder,formerly "Manic Depressive Disorder",and this is the reason why I have been falling a lot.When I am manic,my temptations to indulge in fantasies and lusting go extremely high and I repeatedly manipulate my private parts to images of men and other things,which I won't mention,clouding my mind.Today,I gave into them and asked my Heavenly Father to forgive me for that in the name of his son Jesus Christ.Later on this evening,I again went to my Heavenly Father and expressed myself on how I was feeling.I poured out to him how manic that I was feeling as the mania and other stressful triggers in my life have been triggering these things and making me sin and fall short so much.I poured out to him and while pouring myself out to him,I was also in tears as my eyes were getting watery and I felt sad for displeasing him so much with my falls into sinful fantasizing and lusting after other images of men in general and also,discovering that I had perversions that I never thought nor knew that I had,which I will not get into because I don't want to trigger anything negative in anyone reading my blog regularly and following it.Again,I poured myself out to him and told my Heavenly Father everything,including the mania that I have been going through lately and all the sinful lusts that I have been giving in to.Lust is sinful and my Heavenly Father condemns lustful stuff and intentions in his sacred word,the Holy Bible.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I would appreciate all the prayerful support that I can get from all of you.I really appreciate being prayed for.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Saturday, December 17, 2016
Friday, December 16, 2016
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I waitied for someone to come over to make a photocopy of the award letter that I received and after that,I quickly did my personal PC work and when that was finished,I had two big bowls of hot oatmeal.After that,I watched a little TV and I washed up real quickly and got dressed to pick up my paycheck.After that,when I got back into town,I stopped at the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought in the fridge while leaving other stuff in my car.After making my work meal,I headed for work.
The work shift went as well as expected.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into pajamas and I relaxed for a while as I watched a little TV.I also did a little bit more personal PC work.After that,I retired for the evening.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Please continue praying for me.Please continue to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I waitied for someone to come over to make a photocopy of the award letter that I received and after that,I quickly did my personal PC work and when that was finished,I had two big bowls of hot oatmeal.After that,I watched a little TV and I washed up real quickly and got dressed to pick up my paycheck.After that,when I got back into town,I stopped at the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought in the fridge while leaving other stuff in my car.After making my work meal,I headed for work.
The work shift went as well as expected.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into pajamas and I relaxed for a while as I watched a little TV.I also did a little bit more personal PC work.After that,I retired for the evening.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Please continue praying for me.Please continue to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Thursday, December 15, 2016
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I washed up.After that,I got dressed and proceeded with the rest of the day.
I first went over to my job placement counselor's office to talk with her about how my current job was going.After that,I headed over to the local Social Services office to pick up an award letter.After that,I stopped at the post office to mail out my father's Christmas gift.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I quickly prepared a pot of coffee and when it was finished,I had my usual 2 cups.I quickly did my personal PC work after that and when that was finished,I watched a little TV while eating 2 big bowls of hot oatmeal.After that,I watched a holiday themed DVD and I did some more personal PC work.After some more relaxing,I headed over to a local church for a free dinner.After that,I headed back home and relaxed a little more before heading over to work.
The work shift went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into pajamas and retired for the evening.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Please continue praying for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of work,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I washed up.After that,I got dressed and proceeded with the rest of the day.
I first went over to my job placement counselor's office to talk with her about how my current job was going.After that,I headed over to the local Social Services office to pick up an award letter.After that,I stopped at the post office to mail out my father's Christmas gift.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I quickly prepared a pot of coffee and when it was finished,I had my usual 2 cups.I quickly did my personal PC work after that and when that was finished,I watched a little TV while eating 2 big bowls of hot oatmeal.After that,I watched a holiday themed DVD and I did some more personal PC work.After some more relaxing,I headed over to a local church for a free dinner.After that,I headed back home and relaxed a little more before heading over to work.
The work shift went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into pajamas and retired for the evening.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Please continue praying for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of work,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, December 14, 2016
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and as I finished,my next door neighbor called me asking me to take her shopping at the local Target.I got dressed and took her there.Before she did her shopping,I stopped at the bank so she could deposit a check into her checking account.After that,she did her shopping and when she was finished,we headed for home and when we got there,I helped carry her groceries in.After that,I went into my house to have a couple bowls of hot oatmeal and I quickly did my personal PC work.I also watched a little TV.After that,I got ready for an appointment that I had to go to and I headed for there after I prepared my work meal.
The meeting that I had went as well as expected.After that,I headed over to work.
The work shift went well.After it was over,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up a couple of things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did some more personal PC work and after that was done,changed into pajamas and got ready to retire for the evening.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Please continue praying for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of meeting with my job placement counselor and work later on,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and as I finished,my next door neighbor called me asking me to take her shopping at the local Target.I got dressed and took her there.Before she did her shopping,I stopped at the bank so she could deposit a check into her checking account.After that,she did her shopping and when she was finished,we headed for home and when we got there,I helped carry her groceries in.After that,I went into my house to have a couple bowls of hot oatmeal and I quickly did my personal PC work.I also watched a little TV.After that,I got ready for an appointment that I had to go to and I headed for there after I prepared my work meal.
The meeting that I had went as well as expected.After that,I headed over to work.
The work shift went well.After it was over,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up a couple of things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did some more personal PC work and after that was done,changed into pajamas and got ready to retire for the evening.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Please continue praying for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of meeting with my job placement counselor and work later on,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, December 13, 2016
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I waited for someone that I made an appointment with to come to my house to discuss some things.She gave me a list of things that I needed and after that,she left.I quickly did my personal PC work after that and when that was finished,I watched some TV and I had two big bowls of oatmeal.After that,I relaxed for a little bit and prepared my work meal.When the time came,I headed over to work.
The work shift went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into pajamas and I did a little bit more personal PC work.After watching a little TV,I prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Please continue praying for me as I am still struggling terribly with this terrible SSA that I struggle with.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of an appointment that I have in the mid afternoon and going to work.I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I waited for someone that I made an appointment with to come to my house to discuss some things.She gave me a list of things that I needed and after that,she left.I quickly did my personal PC work after that and when that was finished,I watched some TV and I had two big bowls of oatmeal.After that,I relaxed for a little bit and prepared my work meal.When the time came,I headed over to work.
The work shift went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into pajamas and I did a little bit more personal PC work.After watching a little TV,I prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Please continue praying for me as I am still struggling terribly with this terrible SSA that I struggle with.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of an appointment that I have in the mid afternoon and going to work.I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, December 12, 2016
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and saw that I overslept.As a result of that,I didn't go to my usual Monday morning group.I went and had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and had myself a bowl of hot oatmeal mixed with maple syrup.After that,I quickly did my personal PC work and when that was finished,I watched a little TV while having another bowl of hot oatmeal mixed with maple syrup for lunch.I also took my next door neighbor to the bank so she could make the deposit into her account.After dropping her off,I went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few things and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I did a little bit more personal PC work.After that,I made my work meal and I headed for work.
The work shift went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into pajamas and I watched a little TV and did a little bit more personal PC work before turning in for the evening.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
As for tomorrow,with the exception meeting someone at my house in the early afternoon and going to work later on,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and saw that I overslept.As a result of that,I didn't go to my usual Monday morning group.I went and had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and had myself a bowl of hot oatmeal mixed with maple syrup.After that,I quickly did my personal PC work and when that was finished,I watched a little TV while having another bowl of hot oatmeal mixed with maple syrup for lunch.I also took my next door neighbor to the bank so she could make the deposit into her account.After dropping her off,I went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few things and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I did a little bit more personal PC work.After that,I made my work meal and I headed for work.
The work shift went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into pajamas and I watched a little TV and did a little bit more personal PC work before turning in for the evening.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
As for tomorrow,with the exception meeting someone at my house in the early afternoon and going to work later on,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, December 11, 2016
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed up and shaved real quickly.Since I didn't have time to eat,I got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and I heated up a couple bowls of hot oatmeal in the microwave oven.After having this,I went outside to bag a bunch of bottles into garbage bags and take them to a local supermarket to turn them in.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I registered the bills at the Where's George site and went back out to the local Super Wal-Mart to buy some things that I needed.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a movie that I popped into the DVD player.After that was over,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Please continue praying for me as I am still struggling terribly with this terrible SSA that I have.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of going to my usual Wednesday morning group and work later on,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed up and shaved real quickly.Since I didn't have time to eat,I got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and I heated up a couple bowls of hot oatmeal in the microwave oven.After having this,I went outside to bag a bunch of bottles into garbage bags and take them to a local supermarket to turn them in.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I registered the bills at the Where's George site and went back out to the local Super Wal-Mart to buy some things that I needed.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a movie that I popped into the DVD player.After that was over,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Please continue praying for me as I am still struggling terribly with this terrible SSA that I have.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of going to my usual Wednesday morning group and work later on,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
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