Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had 2 cups of coffee as I took two of my most important medications this morning.After that,I showered quickly.After my shower,my usual quick breakfast followed.After breakfast,I got dressed real quickly and headed over to my monthly Men's Network group.
The group meeting was wonderful.After it was over,I headed for a nearby bank to withdraw a little bit of money.After that,I headed for a Salvation Army thrift within the area where the group meeting was and bought a few nice things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and did my personal PC work.After that,I relaxed and watched a little bit of TV.Later on in the day,I decided to run an errand for my next door neighbor and when that was done,I went back into my house and started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I decided to watch a little bit more TV and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA.The latter struggle is my worst one,though today,I again managed to grab the bull by the horns.I was tempted twice to act out by fantasizing and lusting after other men and also,to manipulate my genitals to these images for the purpose of getting my genitals near/fully erect and/or to the point of orgasm and stopping.Again,I managed to get ahold of the bull by the horns and I threw both temptations on my Heavenly Father and on both occasions,asked him in the name of his son Jesus Christ to give me the strength to help me fight and resist both of the urges and they were both very powerful urges at that.The one thing that I know about this is that with ever resistance,the temptations keep coming back stronger and I need to stay on guard and be watchful of them.It isn't an easy thing to do,but I know that with my Heavenly Father's and his son Jesus Christ's help,I can continue to stay strong and receive power beyond what is normal to help me in my fight against Satan and his minions when they start tampering with my imperfect flesh and tempt me to do selfish,degrading,inappropriate and immoral things with it.I have to show Satan and his minions that I worship the true God and through his son Jesus Christ,I am stronger than they are as my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ are much more powerful and stronger than Satan and his minions combined.Fellow blog followers,please continue praying for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal encouragement in the comments section as I need both prayerful and positive verbal support each and every day.Please continue praying for me and please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal encouragement.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayers and your continued positive verbal encouragement.Thanks also to both my heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have no other plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Saturday, March 01, 2014
Friday, February 28, 2014
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and had 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was done with that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed and quickly did my personal PC work and when I was finished with that,I proceeded to get on with the rest of my day.
I didn't have too much to do.I simply went out to do a few important things and when I was done,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I went and checked my home phone voice-mail and my niece said that it was okay for me to come pick up my laundry.I left to do just that and I also did a few more things that I needed to do.After that,I headed straight home and stayed home for the rest of the day.
When I got home,I put my laundry bag in my room and started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I popped a DVD into the DVD player and I watched it.I also did some more personal PC work and when that was finished,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA.Though SSA is my most difficult of the two struggles that I have,I actually grabbed the bull by the horns today because I was tempted to indulge in fantasies and lusting of other men and to manipulate my genitals to these images of men clouding my mind.When this happened,I threw the temptations on my Heavenly Father in prayer and asked him in the name of his son Jesus Christ to give me the strength to help me fight and resist these terrible temptations that were clouding my mind.I also asked my Heavenly Father in prayer to help me remove these immoral images from my mind.I also told Satan and his minions to take a hike while in prayer.I prayed real hard and I kept it up until the images of men were gone and the temptation to act out on these was also gone.It wasn't an easy thing to do,but I managed to find the strength to throw everything on my Heavenly Father in prayer and I left nothing out.I get tempted day in and day out to act out on these unnatural sexual desires that I have that are connected with this terrible SSA struggle.By comparison,it is a lot easier to give into the temptations to act out than it is to go to the sovereign Lord and creator in prayer and ask for strength to fight and resist the terrible temptations.Today,in the mid afternoon,I managed to do that and I felt better after doing so.Though I managed to escape today unscathed,there is always tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I have to continually keep in mind that the bodies of men were never meant to be used for the selfish purposes that every active "Homosexual/Gay" man uses them for as the bodies of both humans,male and female,are temples for our Heavenly Father's son,the Lord and savior Jesus Christ to dwell in and they are not to be used for selfish,unclean,impure,degrading and immoral sexual activities.Fellow blog followers,please continue in prayer for me as I am still going through a very difficult emotional time.I also ask that y'all please leave me some words of positive verbal encouragement in the comments section as I need both prayerful and positive verbal support right now and every day.Prayers and positive verbal support both help in many ways and can boost self confidence and self esteem in people such as myself as I do need both self confidence and self esteem boosters each and every day.Please continue praying for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal encouragement in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayers and your continued positive verbal encouragement.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of a Men's Network meeting in the morning,I have no other plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and had 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was done with that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed and quickly did my personal PC work and when I was finished with that,I proceeded to get on with the rest of my day.
I didn't have too much to do.I simply went out to do a few important things and when I was done,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I went and checked my home phone voice-mail and my niece said that it was okay for me to come pick up my laundry.I left to do just that and I also did a few more things that I needed to do.After that,I headed straight home and stayed home for the rest of the day.
When I got home,I put my laundry bag in my room and started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I popped a DVD into the DVD player and I watched it.I also did some more personal PC work and when that was finished,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA.Though SSA is my most difficult of the two struggles that I have,I actually grabbed the bull by the horns today because I was tempted to indulge in fantasies and lusting of other men and to manipulate my genitals to these images of men clouding my mind.When this happened,I threw the temptations on my Heavenly Father in prayer and asked him in the name of his son Jesus Christ to give me the strength to help me fight and resist these terrible temptations that were clouding my mind.I also asked my Heavenly Father in prayer to help me remove these immoral images from my mind.I also told Satan and his minions to take a hike while in prayer.I prayed real hard and I kept it up until the images of men were gone and the temptation to act out on these was also gone.It wasn't an easy thing to do,but I managed to find the strength to throw everything on my Heavenly Father in prayer and I left nothing out.I get tempted day in and day out to act out on these unnatural sexual desires that I have that are connected with this terrible SSA struggle.By comparison,it is a lot easier to give into the temptations to act out than it is to go to the sovereign Lord and creator in prayer and ask for strength to fight and resist the terrible temptations.Today,in the mid afternoon,I managed to do that and I felt better after doing so.Though I managed to escape today unscathed,there is always tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I have to continually keep in mind that the bodies of men were never meant to be used for the selfish purposes that every active "Homosexual/Gay" man uses them for as the bodies of both humans,male and female,are temples for our Heavenly Father's son,the Lord and savior Jesus Christ to dwell in and they are not to be used for selfish,unclean,impure,degrading and immoral sexual activities.Fellow blog followers,please continue in prayer for me as I am still going through a very difficult emotional time.I also ask that y'all please leave me some words of positive verbal encouragement in the comments section as I need both prayerful and positive verbal support right now and every day.Prayers and positive verbal support both help in many ways and can boost self confidence and self esteem in people such as myself as I do need both self confidence and self esteem boosters each and every day.Please continue praying for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal encouragement in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayers and your continued positive verbal encouragement.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of a Men's Network meeting in the morning,I have no other plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Thursday, February 27, 2014
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I got dressed and proceeded to get on with the rest of the day.
Today,I had my last meeting with the Thursday morning study group and I have graduated.After getting my diploma,I headed for a local kitchen to have a light lunch and when that was finished,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local Dollar Tree store to pick up a couple of things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and popped a DVD into the DVD player and I watched it.After that,I babysat my niece's kids for a short time and after dropping off my youngest grand niece at her dance class,I headed back home.
On the way home,I stopped to get some gas as tonight,it is going to be bitterly COLD as tonight,we are under a Wind Chill Advisory until 10:00am tomorrow morning.I am already prepared as I have plenty of blankets on my bed to help keep me warm.After getting the gas,I headed straight home and I was there to stay for the rest of the day.
When I got home,I started to prepare my evening meal and while that was being done,I did some more personal PC work.
After eating,I decided to watch another DVD that I popped into the DVD player.After that was over,I put some music on and I did some more personal PC work.I then started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,with the latter being my most difficult one.At times,in regards to this particular struggle,I really don't know whether I am coming or going as at times,I get tempted to act out on these unnatural sexual desires that I have.Yes,I do.At times,the temptations can be pretty overwhelming and very difficult to resist.Today,since I stayed out in the community and kept busy,today wasn't one of those days.I was tempted minimally to act out,but since I stayed out in the community,it wasn't a very big problem.The thing with being out in the community was that it took my mind off of these immoral and sinful things,which was great.I had no problems and that made me feel pretty good.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is always tomorrow and the days after that.Fellow blog followers and readers,I am again asking that you please continue in praying for me as I am still going through a very rough emotional time and also,please don't forget to leave me an encouraging word or two in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support each and every day.Please continue praying for me and also,please leave me an encouraging word or two in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and your positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I got dressed and proceeded to get on with the rest of the day.
Today,I had my last meeting with the Thursday morning study group and I have graduated.After getting my diploma,I headed for a local kitchen to have a light lunch and when that was finished,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local Dollar Tree store to pick up a couple of things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and popped a DVD into the DVD player and I watched it.After that,I babysat my niece's kids for a short time and after dropping off my youngest grand niece at her dance class,I headed back home.
On the way home,I stopped to get some gas as tonight,it is going to be bitterly COLD as tonight,we are under a Wind Chill Advisory until 10:00am tomorrow morning.I am already prepared as I have plenty of blankets on my bed to help keep me warm.After getting the gas,I headed straight home and I was there to stay for the rest of the day.
When I got home,I started to prepare my evening meal and while that was being done,I did some more personal PC work.
After eating,I decided to watch another DVD that I popped into the DVD player.After that was over,I put some music on and I did some more personal PC work.I then started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,with the latter being my most difficult one.At times,in regards to this particular struggle,I really don't know whether I am coming or going as at times,I get tempted to act out on these unnatural sexual desires that I have.Yes,I do.At times,the temptations can be pretty overwhelming and very difficult to resist.Today,since I stayed out in the community and kept busy,today wasn't one of those days.I was tempted minimally to act out,but since I stayed out in the community,it wasn't a very big problem.The thing with being out in the community was that it took my mind off of these immoral and sinful things,which was great.I had no problems and that made me feel pretty good.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is always tomorrow and the days after that.Fellow blog followers and readers,I am again asking that you please continue in praying for me as I am still going through a very rough emotional time and also,please don't forget to leave me an encouraging word or two in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support each and every day.Please continue praying for me and also,please leave me an encouraging word or two in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and your positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, February 26, 2014
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had two cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was done with that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed and I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was over,I headed out to do some personal stuff that I needed to get done.
I delivered a few free newspapers to some of my friends and I also stopped to get something that I needed.After that was done,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I started to prepare my evening meal and I also did some more personal PC work.
After eating,I decided to watch a classic TV episode from a DVD set that I had.After that,I did some more personal PC work.I also prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the worst of the two.Today,upon getting out of bed and sitting down,I again gave into temptation by manipulating my genitals to sexual images of men clouding my mind,but this time,I managed to stop myself before it went too far and I immediately asked my Heavenly Father to forgive me for my sins and I also accepted full and total responsibility for my falling short.After that,I felt much better and I moved on with the rest of the day.I didn't have much trouble for the rest of the day as I stayed out in the community and did what I had to do.I had no problems with SSA and simply stayed busy.While I did manage to escape the rest of the day,I am still asking all of you fellow blog followers and readers to please keep praying for me and also,please don't be shy and leave me some positive verbal encouragement.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support each and every day.It is because I don't have much support within my hometown as support groups themed to helping men like me who struggle with SSA.There are none.I feel all alone as a result of that.I know that I have my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ,but I need the support of my fellow men as II really want to overcome and heal from this terrible SSA.Fellow blog followers,please continue praying for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal encouragement in the comments section as I truly and really need both of these things right now.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and your continued positive verbal encouragement.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my usual Thursday morning study group,I have no other plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had two cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was done with that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed and I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was over,I headed out to do some personal stuff that I needed to get done.
I delivered a few free newspapers to some of my friends and I also stopped to get something that I needed.After that was done,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I started to prepare my evening meal and I also did some more personal PC work.
After eating,I decided to watch a classic TV episode from a DVD set that I had.After that,I did some more personal PC work.I also prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the worst of the two.Today,upon getting out of bed and sitting down,I again gave into temptation by manipulating my genitals to sexual images of men clouding my mind,but this time,I managed to stop myself before it went too far and I immediately asked my Heavenly Father to forgive me for my sins and I also accepted full and total responsibility for my falling short.After that,I felt much better and I moved on with the rest of the day.I didn't have much trouble for the rest of the day as I stayed out in the community and did what I had to do.I had no problems with SSA and simply stayed busy.While I did manage to escape the rest of the day,I am still asking all of you fellow blog followers and readers to please keep praying for me and also,please don't be shy and leave me some positive verbal encouragement.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support each and every day.It is because I don't have much support within my hometown as support groups themed to helping men like me who struggle with SSA.There are none.I feel all alone as a result of that.I know that I have my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ,but I need the support of my fellow men as II really want to overcome and heal from this terrible SSA.Fellow blog followers,please continue praying for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal encouragement in the comments section as I truly and really need both of these things right now.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and your continued positive verbal encouragement.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my usual Thursday morning study group,I have no other plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, February 25, 2014
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered and when I was done,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed and did my personal PC work.When that was done,I proceeded to get on with the the rest of the day.
I had only a few things on my agenda for today.I first went to the bank to withdraw a little bit of money and after that,I went to get some gas in my gas tank.After that,I headed over to the public library to print som eimporatnt files and when I was done,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and I watched a little TV.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and I also started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily strugles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the worst of the two.Today,I gave into the temptation to manipulate my genitals with sexual images of men clouding my mind and I also wound up ejaculating while I was doing this.I really felt miserable after that and after washing my hands,I immediately asked my Heavenly Father to forgive me in the name of his son Jesus Christ for sinning against him.I did feel better as I truly knew and believed that I was forgiven.I really have to buckle down and get tough with myself in this area.Satan and his minions really did it to me this time.I have to really start to ask my heavenly Father for strength to help me fight and resist in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I need to really get serious and make it a habit of doing this.I don't want Satan and his minions to get satisfaction out of me by repeatedly tempting me to sin and also,to make me think that it is okay to be Homosexual/Gay,when in reality,it isn't okay as my Heavenly Father,through his sacred word the Holy Bible,doesn't approve of this sort of thing.He condemns the sexual activity between two members of the same gender in both the Old and the New Testaments.He doesn't approve nor accept this sort of thing as he created man and woman,Adam and Eve,and approves only of healthy Heterosexuality where a man and woman get married and share in chaste sexual relations with only each other between them and nothing else.Our Heavenly Father didn't create sexuality to be used and abused the way that the world around us is using and abusing it,as the world around us uses sexuality for all the wrong reasons.I was once in that trap and I am glad that I am out of it.I don't want to fall back into the trap of using sexuality for selfish purposes by using members of my own gender for selfish and sinful purposes as men weren't created for that at all.The same also applies for women as well.Fellow blog followers and readers,I am again asking that y'all please continue praying for me as I am still going through a very difficult emotional time and also,please don't forget to leave me an encouraging word or two in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support daily.It is just that my blog gets many visitors and curiosity seekers,but they rarely leave any comments in the comments section.Positive verbal encouragement really does help alongside the prayers.They both help keep me going in this fight and struggles and further proves that I am not alone in this particular fight and struggle.Please continue praying for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal encouragement in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and your continued positive verbal encouragement.Thanks also to both my heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered and when I was done,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed and did my personal PC work.When that was done,I proceeded to get on with the the rest of the day.
I had only a few things on my agenda for today.I first went to the bank to withdraw a little bit of money and after that,I went to get some gas in my gas tank.After that,I headed over to the public library to print som eimporatnt files and when I was done,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and I watched a little TV.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and I also started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily strugles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the worst of the two.Today,I gave into the temptation to manipulate my genitals with sexual images of men clouding my mind and I also wound up ejaculating while I was doing this.I really felt miserable after that and after washing my hands,I immediately asked my Heavenly Father to forgive me in the name of his son Jesus Christ for sinning against him.I did feel better as I truly knew and believed that I was forgiven.I really have to buckle down and get tough with myself in this area.Satan and his minions really did it to me this time.I have to really start to ask my heavenly Father for strength to help me fight and resist in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I need to really get serious and make it a habit of doing this.I don't want Satan and his minions to get satisfaction out of me by repeatedly tempting me to sin and also,to make me think that it is okay to be Homosexual/Gay,when in reality,it isn't okay as my Heavenly Father,through his sacred word the Holy Bible,doesn't approve of this sort of thing.He condemns the sexual activity between two members of the same gender in both the Old and the New Testaments.He doesn't approve nor accept this sort of thing as he created man and woman,Adam and Eve,and approves only of healthy Heterosexuality where a man and woman get married and share in chaste sexual relations with only each other between them and nothing else.Our Heavenly Father didn't create sexuality to be used and abused the way that the world around us is using and abusing it,as the world around us uses sexuality for all the wrong reasons.I was once in that trap and I am glad that I am out of it.I don't want to fall back into the trap of using sexuality for selfish purposes by using members of my own gender for selfish and sinful purposes as men weren't created for that at all.The same also applies for women as well.Fellow blog followers and readers,I am again asking that y'all please continue praying for me as I am still going through a very difficult emotional time and also,please don't forget to leave me an encouraging word or two in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support daily.It is just that my blog gets many visitors and curiosity seekers,but they rarely leave any comments in the comments section.Positive verbal encouragement really does help alongside the prayers.They both help keep me going in this fight and struggles and further proves that I am not alone in this particular fight and struggle.Please continue praying for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal encouragement in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and your continued positive verbal encouragement.Thanks also to both my heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, February 24, 2014
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I showered quickly.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I got dressed and did my personal PC work and just took my time doing it.When I was done,I got ready to go to my appointment with the eye doctor.
When I reached my eye doctor's office,I checked in with the receptionist and I went to sit down.I waited for a while and when teh doctor called me in,he gave me an eye exam and when it was all over,the office ordered me some new glasses to replace the broken ones.After it was all over,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Super Wal-Mart to return something and after that,I bought a gallon of milk there.After paying for that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the milk in the fridge and I relaxed for a while.As a result of my eye exam and all the drops and other things that they used,I stayed home for the rest of the day to rest my eyes.I also did some more personal PC work and later on,prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a couple of classic TV show episodes on one of my DVD sets and I did some more personal PC work.After that,I prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the worst of the two.Today,as a result of my keeping busy with going to the eye doctor and going to the local Super Wal-Mart,I had no problems with temptations.I wasn't tempted to act out by fantasies,lusting and manipulating my genitals to any sexual images of men that at times cloud my mind.It was a relief to simply be out in the community and to simply keep my mind focused on the important things that had to be done.I simply stayed busy and everything simply went by as if it didn't exist at all.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is always tomorrow and the days after that.I still have to be on guard and be watchful as anything can come into my mind and make trouble for me.This is one of the weapons that Satan and his minions use to get those who seek escape from sin to sin and displease our Heavenly Father by sinning deliberately knowing that what is being done is wrong and sinful.To put it a better way;I am using the strength that I ask from my Heavenly Father in the name of his son Jesus Christ to help me be stronger and to tell Satan and his minions to take a hike.Of course,Satan and his minions will return when least expected and will try again.Again,I simply have my Heavenly Father give me the strength to be strong and to tell Satan and his minions to take a hike.Fellow blog followers who read my posts regularly,please continue in prayer for me and please don't forget to leave me an encouraging word or two in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support each and every day from y'all.Please continue praying and positing some positive verbal encouragement.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and your continued positive verbal encouragement.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I showered quickly.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I got dressed and did my personal PC work and just took my time doing it.When I was done,I got ready to go to my appointment with the eye doctor.
When I reached my eye doctor's office,I checked in with the receptionist and I went to sit down.I waited for a while and when teh doctor called me in,he gave me an eye exam and when it was all over,the office ordered me some new glasses to replace the broken ones.After it was all over,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Super Wal-Mart to return something and after that,I bought a gallon of milk there.After paying for that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the milk in the fridge and I relaxed for a while.As a result of my eye exam and all the drops and other things that they used,I stayed home for the rest of the day to rest my eyes.I also did some more personal PC work and later on,prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a couple of classic TV show episodes on one of my DVD sets and I did some more personal PC work.After that,I prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the worst of the two.Today,as a result of my keeping busy with going to the eye doctor and going to the local Super Wal-Mart,I had no problems with temptations.I wasn't tempted to act out by fantasies,lusting and manipulating my genitals to any sexual images of men that at times cloud my mind.It was a relief to simply be out in the community and to simply keep my mind focused on the important things that had to be done.I simply stayed busy and everything simply went by as if it didn't exist at all.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is always tomorrow and the days after that.I still have to be on guard and be watchful as anything can come into my mind and make trouble for me.This is one of the weapons that Satan and his minions use to get those who seek escape from sin to sin and displease our Heavenly Father by sinning deliberately knowing that what is being done is wrong and sinful.To put it a better way;I am using the strength that I ask from my Heavenly Father in the name of his son Jesus Christ to help me be stronger and to tell Satan and his minions to take a hike.Of course,Satan and his minions will return when least expected and will try again.Again,I simply have my Heavenly Father give me the strength to be strong and to tell Satan and his minions to take a hike.Fellow blog followers who read my posts regularly,please continue in prayer for me and please don't forget to leave me an encouraging word or two in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support each and every day from y'all.Please continue praying and positing some positive verbal encouragement.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and your continued positive verbal encouragement.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, February 23, 2014
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I showered quickly.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit real quickly and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local 7-Eleven to buy some soup for lunch.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into my casual clothes.I had my lunch and after eating,I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I headed out to do a few things that I had to do.
I simply went to a local supermarket to pick up something that I needed and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched a little TV.
After eating,I watched a DVD that I popped into the DVD player.I then prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA.Though the SSA struggle is the worst of the two,I didn't have any problems with the struggle today.I wasn't tempted to indulge in anything as far as fantasies and lusting went.I did have a minimal temptation to watch pornography online,but I simply closed off the internet and got off the computer when that particular temptation came around.I simply and willfully chose not to watch any pornography online.I simply decided to change my frame of mind by going out and doing what I had to do and that kept my mind off of anything sexual with men and that included the sexual images of men that at times cloud my mind and fuel the temptation to lust and fantasize with those images on my mind.Today,I actually did the important things that needed to be done and I had a good time doing them.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is always tomorrow and the days after that.Fellow blog followers,I again ask that you please continue in prayer for me and also,please don't forget to leave me an encouraging word or two in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support each and every day.I need to stay on the path to healing and overcoming this terrible SSA.I need to keep my mind on my goals to overcome SSA and to heal from the unnatural sexual desires that I have that are connected with SSA.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayers and your continued positive verbal encouragement.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of a visit with my eye doctor in the afternoon,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I showered quickly.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit real quickly and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local 7-Eleven to buy some soup for lunch.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into my casual clothes.I had my lunch and after eating,I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I headed out to do a few things that I had to do.
I simply went to a local supermarket to pick up something that I needed and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched a little TV.
After eating,I watched a DVD that I popped into the DVD player.I then prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA.Though the SSA struggle is the worst of the two,I didn't have any problems with the struggle today.I wasn't tempted to indulge in anything as far as fantasies and lusting went.I did have a minimal temptation to watch pornography online,but I simply closed off the internet and got off the computer when that particular temptation came around.I simply and willfully chose not to watch any pornography online.I simply decided to change my frame of mind by going out and doing what I had to do and that kept my mind off of anything sexual with men and that included the sexual images of men that at times cloud my mind and fuel the temptation to lust and fantasize with those images on my mind.Today,I actually did the important things that needed to be done and I had a good time doing them.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is always tomorrow and the days after that.Fellow blog followers,I again ask that you please continue in prayer for me and also,please don't forget to leave me an encouraging word or two in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support each and every day.I need to stay on the path to healing and overcoming this terrible SSA.I need to keep my mind on my goals to overcome SSA and to heal from the unnatural sexual desires that I have that are connected with SSA.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayers and your continued positive verbal encouragement.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of a visit with my eye doctor in the afternoon,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
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