Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I got dressed and proceeded to get on with the rest of the day.
Today,I had my last meeting with the Thursday morning study group and I have graduated.After getting my diploma,I headed for a local kitchen to have a light lunch and when that was finished,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local Dollar Tree store to pick up a couple of things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and popped a DVD into the DVD player and I watched it.After that,I babysat my niece's kids for a short time and after dropping off my youngest grand niece at her dance class,I headed back home.
On the way home,I stopped to get some gas as tonight,it is going to be bitterly COLD as tonight,we are under a Wind Chill Advisory until 10:00am tomorrow morning.I am already prepared as I have plenty of blankets on my bed to help keep me warm.After getting the gas,I headed straight home and I was there to stay for the rest of the day.
When I got home,I started to prepare my evening meal and while that was being done,I did some more personal PC work.
After eating,I decided to watch another DVD that I popped into the DVD player.After that was over,I put some music on and I did some more personal PC work.I then started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,with the latter being my most difficult one.At times,in regards to this particular struggle,I really don't know whether I am coming or going as at times,I get tempted to act out on these unnatural sexual desires that I have.Yes,I do.At times,the temptations can be pretty overwhelming and very difficult to resist.Today,since I stayed out in the community and kept busy,today wasn't one of those days.I was tempted minimally to act out,but since I stayed out in the community,it wasn't a very big problem.The thing with being out in the community was that it took my mind off of these immoral and sinful things,which was great.I had no problems and that made me feel pretty good.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is always tomorrow and the days after that.Fellow blog followers and readers,I am again asking that you please continue in praying for me as I am still going through a very rough emotional time and also,please don't forget to leave me an encouraging word or two in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support each and every day.Please continue praying for me and also,please leave me an encouraging word or two in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and your positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ