Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I showered quickly.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit real quickly and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local 7-Eleven to buy some soup for lunch.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into my casual clothes.I had my lunch and after eating,I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I headed out to do a few things that I had to do.
I simply went to a local supermarket to pick up something that I needed and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched a little TV.
After eating,I watched a DVD that I popped into the DVD player.I then prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA.Though the SSA struggle is the worst of the two,I didn't have any problems with the struggle today.I wasn't tempted to indulge in anything as far as fantasies and lusting went.I did have a minimal temptation to watch pornography online,but I simply closed off the internet and got off the computer when that particular temptation came around.I simply and willfully chose not to watch any pornography online.I simply decided to change my frame of mind by going out and doing what I had to do and that kept my mind off of anything sexual with men and that included the sexual images of men that at times cloud my mind and fuel the temptation to lust and fantasize with those images on my mind.Today,I actually did the important things that needed to be done and I had a good time doing them.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is always tomorrow and the days after that.Fellow blog followers,I again ask that you please continue in prayer for me and also,please don't forget to leave me an encouraging word or two in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support each and every day.I need to stay on the path to healing and overcoming this terrible SSA.I need to keep my mind on my goals to overcome SSA and to heal from the unnatural sexual desires that I have that are connected with SSA.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayers and your continued positive verbal encouragement.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of a visit with my eye doctor in the afternoon,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ