Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I showered quickly.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I got dressed and did my personal PC work and just took my time doing it.When I was done,I got ready to go to my appointment with the eye doctor.
When I reached my eye doctor's office,I checked in with the receptionist and I went to sit down.I waited for a while and when teh doctor called me in,he gave me an eye exam and when it was all over,the office ordered me some new glasses to replace the broken ones.After it was all over,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Super Wal-Mart to return something and after that,I bought a gallon of milk there.After paying for that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the milk in the fridge and I relaxed for a while.As a result of my eye exam and all the drops and other things that they used,I stayed home for the rest of the day to rest my eyes.I also did some more personal PC work and later on,prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a couple of classic TV show episodes on one of my DVD sets and I did some more personal PC work.After that,I prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the worst of the two.Today,as a result of my keeping busy with going to the eye doctor and going to the local Super Wal-Mart,I had no problems with temptations.I wasn't tempted to act out by fantasies,lusting and manipulating my genitals to any sexual images of men that at times cloud my mind.It was a relief to simply be out in the community and to simply keep my mind focused on the important things that had to be done.I simply stayed busy and everything simply went by as if it didn't exist at all.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is always tomorrow and the days after that.I still have to be on guard and be watchful as anything can come into my mind and make trouble for me.This is one of the weapons that Satan and his minions use to get those who seek escape from sin to sin and displease our Heavenly Father by sinning deliberately knowing that what is being done is wrong and sinful.To put it a better way;I am using the strength that I ask from my Heavenly Father in the name of his son Jesus Christ to help me be stronger and to tell Satan and his minions to take a hike.Of course,Satan and his minions will return when least expected and will try again.Again,I simply have my Heavenly Father give me the strength to be strong and to tell Satan and his minions to take a hike.Fellow blog followers who read my posts regularly,please continue in prayer for me and please don't forget to leave me an encouraging word or two in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support each and every day from y'all.Please continue praying and positing some positive verbal encouragement.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and your continued positive verbal encouragement.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ