Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had 2 cups of coffee as I took two of my most important medications this morning.After that,I showered quickly.After my shower,my usual quick breakfast followed.After breakfast,I got dressed real quickly and headed over to my monthly Men's Network group.
The group meeting was wonderful.After it was over,I headed for a nearby bank to withdraw a little bit of money.After that,I headed for a Salvation Army thrift within the area where the group meeting was and bought a few nice things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and did my personal PC work.After that,I relaxed and watched a little bit of TV.Later on in the day,I decided to run an errand for my next door neighbor and when that was done,I went back into my house and started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I decided to watch a little bit more TV and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA.The latter struggle is my worst one,though today,I again managed to grab the bull by the horns.I was tempted twice to act out by fantasizing and lusting after other men and also,to manipulate my genitals to these images for the purpose of getting my genitals near/fully erect and/or to the point of orgasm and stopping.Again,I managed to get ahold of the bull by the horns and I threw both temptations on my Heavenly Father and on both occasions,asked him in the name of his son Jesus Christ to give me the strength to help me fight and resist both of the urges and they were both very powerful urges at that.The one thing that I know about this is that with ever resistance,the temptations keep coming back stronger and I need to stay on guard and be watchful of them.It isn't an easy thing to do,but I know that with my Heavenly Father's and his son Jesus Christ's help,I can continue to stay strong and receive power beyond what is normal to help me in my fight against Satan and his minions when they start tampering with my imperfect flesh and tempt me to do selfish,degrading,inappropriate and immoral things with it.I have to show Satan and his minions that I worship the true God and through his son Jesus Christ,I am stronger than they are as my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ are much more powerful and stronger than Satan and his minions combined.Fellow blog followers,please continue praying for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal encouragement in the comments section as I need both prayerful and positive verbal support each and every day.Please continue praying for me and please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal encouragement.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayers and your continued positive verbal encouragement.Thanks also to both my heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have no other plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ