Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I am also feeling hopeful and optimistic.I had a not too eventful of a day today.I only ran a few errands for myself and my mom today.I also had a talk with a friend of mine over the phone.I was glad that he finally got his phone reconnected.He told me that one of his brother's and his girlfriend were moving back into the city.He was overjoyed.He also said that he was going to help his brother move his stuff in the new place that he is hoping to move into.I wished them the best of success and I hope that everything worked out for the better.
The errands that I ran for my mom was that I went to the bank to withdraw some money for her.We needed to buy coffee and something to eat for tonight.After I bought the coffee at Dunkin Donuts,I went to Wal-Mart to pick up a couple of things for myself.They were soap and a Christmas special DVD set.After that,I went to Quiznos to pick up a couple of 6 inch sandwiches for dinner.They were nice,toasty and delicious.After dinner,I finished my personal computer work and registered a few more bills at Where's George.Not too bad of a day if I say so myself.
I am now at home relaxing.I am anticipating the night ahead.I will be doing my yearly tribute to George Harrison tonight while I am singing.I am hoping that the night goes well.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what could happen.But I have a good feeling that everything is going to work out fine.Still,there's nothing wrong with a little bit of hope.
Tomorrow is Sunday.I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it will have a positive affect on me.
That was my day today and my hopes for tonight and tomorrow.FJ
Saturday, December 01, 2007
Friday, November 30, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better.I had a pretty good work day today.The shift went by smoothly and I also had a nice lunch.After my shift was done,I simply bagged the laundry and dropped it off at the drug/alcohol rehab center.I went home afterwards.
For most of the afternoon,I had a difficult time trying to get online.My computer was having issues and I had to keep restarting the machine in order to get it to work properly.I also had a tough time trying to get the firewall to open up so I could turn it on and feel more secure when I am online.After several tries,I managed to get the firwall on and I also got online.I registered several bills on Where's George and also managed to catch up on some much needed e-mail work.I also had a light supper tonight.
Right now,I am at home relaxing.The weather is COLD!!!The wind is blowing and for a while this afternoon,it was blowing snow all over.There was no acumulation of the snow.It was just flurries and that was all.The windstorm was so strong that it blew some tree branches off the trees at a nearby park.The road near the park was blocked while the city cleaned up the mess.They wanted to make the streets safer and make sure that no car accidents happened and to prevent people from getting hurt.Before the evening is through,I am going to do a virus scan on my computer.I am hoping that there are no viruses on my computer.
I can't believe that the weekend is finally here.I am hoping that the weekend goes well.I will be singing tomorrow night and I will be doing a tribute to George Harrison tomorrow night while I am singing tomorrow night.I am hoping that night goes well for me.Regarding Sunday,I have not made up my mind what I am going to do but whatever I do,I hope that it affects me in a positive way.
Tomorrow morning,I have to go to the bank to make a much needed and mandatory deposit to remove some overdrawn funds from my checking account.That way,it wil be in the black with only a few cents.
That was my day and my hopes for the upcoming weekend.FJ
For most of the afternoon,I had a difficult time trying to get online.My computer was having issues and I had to keep restarting the machine in order to get it to work properly.I also had a tough time trying to get the firewall to open up so I could turn it on and feel more secure when I am online.After several tries,I managed to get the firwall on and I also got online.I registered several bills on Where's George and also managed to catch up on some much needed e-mail work.I also had a light supper tonight.
Right now,I am at home relaxing.The weather is COLD!!!The wind is blowing and for a while this afternoon,it was blowing snow all over.There was no acumulation of the snow.It was just flurries and that was all.The windstorm was so strong that it blew some tree branches off the trees at a nearby park.The road near the park was blocked while the city cleaned up the mess.They wanted to make the streets safer and make sure that no car accidents happened and to prevent people from getting hurt.Before the evening is through,I am going to do a virus scan on my computer.I am hoping that there are no viruses on my computer.
I can't believe that the weekend is finally here.I am hoping that the weekend goes well.I will be singing tomorrow night and I will be doing a tribute to George Harrison tomorrow night while I am singing tomorrow night.I am hoping that night goes well for me.Regarding Sunday,I have not made up my mind what I am going to do but whatever I do,I hope that it affects me in a positive way.
Tomorrow morning,I have to go to the bank to make a much needed and mandatory deposit to remove some overdrawn funds from my checking account.That way,it wil be in the black with only a few cents.
That was my day and my hopes for the upcoming weekend.FJ
Thursday, November 29, 2007
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I had a pretty good work day today.The laundry pick-up went well enough and I also had no problem dropping it off at the work site and sorting it out.I even had a pretty good lunch today as well.The day got off to a good start and I also had a very god afternoon.It was nothing special.I simply stayed home and took it easy.I did not watch much on TV because I really did not feel like it.I simply finished my personal PC work and took care of a personal money matter regarding business that I was doing with a person online.Before I did come home,I had to pick up a few things at a supermarket near me so my mom could have things to prepare dinner tonight.It was really neat.My mom made homemade turkey soup.
While that went well,I am also feeling sadness.Because tonight was my last support group meeting at the church.After tonight,they are no more.During our last meeting,we shared a lot of things and talked about how the meetings had helped them combat the issues that each and every one had that brought them there.I am going to miss going to those meetings.I am also going to miss all the guys that I met there and had fellowship with.It was awesome.But after tonight,the meetings are no more.Apparently,most of the members are now getting really busy with their lives and that is starting to take up a lot of their time.But again,it was wonderful while they lasted.It was also wonderful to have those guys to talk to each and every week whenever we would meet.
Regarding what I am going to do with this happening at the moment.I am going to hang in there and wait anxiously for another group to start.It will be a group helping people who struggle with SSA,including those who struggle with the sexual addictions that come with it.I will wait patiently and when they start,I'll start going to those.I will call up the leader to see if we could meet before that starts.I hope that we can.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly.
That was my day today and my night tonight,including what I am hoping to strive for in the day ahead.FJ
While that went well,I am also feeling sadness.Because tonight was my last support group meeting at the church.After tonight,they are no more.During our last meeting,we shared a lot of things and talked about how the meetings had helped them combat the issues that each and every one had that brought them there.I am going to miss going to those meetings.I am also going to miss all the guys that I met there and had fellowship with.It was awesome.But after tonight,the meetings are no more.Apparently,most of the members are now getting really busy with their lives and that is starting to take up a lot of their time.But again,it was wonderful while they lasted.It was also wonderful to have those guys to talk to each and every week whenever we would meet.
Regarding what I am going to do with this happening at the moment.I am going to hang in there and wait anxiously for another group to start.It will be a group helping people who struggle with SSA,including those who struggle with the sexual addictions that come with it.I will wait patiently and when they start,I'll start going to those.I will call up the leader to see if we could meet before that starts.I hope that we can.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly.
That was my day today and my night tonight,including what I am hoping to strive for in the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty decent day today.Despite a minor mishap that happened when I arrived at the work site,which was the person from the previous day leaving loads of laundry in the washers,I had a pretty smooth work day today.I did report this to the supervisors and they said that they would look into this and hopefully come to a solution.I simply did my job and after it was finished,I dropped the clean laundry at the drug/alcohol rehab center and ran a couple of errands for myself before going home.
I finally received a DVD that I was waiting on for the past several days.It was another episode of the classic education show Big Blue Marble.It was wonderful to watch.It is awesome to be seeing this show again.I know that I have other episodes of the series but each and new episode that I purchase is always exciting and neat to watch.I am going to be ordering more again next month.I watched it this afternoon when I got home.Again,watching that was awesome.Since it was on DVD,it was more colorful and it was great.Again,I am going to be ordering more next month.
I only ran a small errand tonight.I had to get a gallon of milk,a recordable VHS video tape and get some gas in my gas tank.I ran this errand before 8:00 p.m. so I could watch A Charlie Brown Christmas.Even though it was on TV,I watched it on video without commercial interruptions.After that,I watched It's Christmas Time Again,Charlie Brown on video and that was great.
I am now relaxing.I am anticipating the new day.I don't have much to do tomorrow.I only have to do a simple laundry pick up and drop it off at the work site.After that,I can do whatever I like until the evening.Tomorrow night is my last meeting with the support group at the church.It is going to be strange not going to these meetings every Wednesday night.But I am looking into getting involved with another one.If not,I'll just have to hang in there until another one comes around.Again,it will be sad that this will be no more.I am going to be missing those guys.It was wonderful to go there and be heard and also to hear others.As stated,it is going to be sad to see that this will be no more.
As stated,tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I hope that it goes well.After that,it will be the last support group at the church meeting.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
I finally received a DVD that I was waiting on for the past several days.It was another episode of the classic education show Big Blue Marble.It was wonderful to watch.It is awesome to be seeing this show again.I know that I have other episodes of the series but each and new episode that I purchase is always exciting and neat to watch.I am going to be ordering more again next month.I watched it this afternoon when I got home.Again,watching that was awesome.Since it was on DVD,it was more colorful and it was great.Again,I am going to be ordering more next month.
I only ran a small errand tonight.I had to get a gallon of milk,a recordable VHS video tape and get some gas in my gas tank.I ran this errand before 8:00 p.m. so I could watch A Charlie Brown Christmas.Even though it was on TV,I watched it on video without commercial interruptions.After that,I watched It's Christmas Time Again,Charlie Brown on video and that was great.
I am now relaxing.I am anticipating the new day.I don't have much to do tomorrow.I only have to do a simple laundry pick up and drop it off at the work site.After that,I can do whatever I like until the evening.Tomorrow night is my last meeting with the support group at the church.It is going to be strange not going to these meetings every Wednesday night.But I am looking into getting involved with another one.If not,I'll just have to hang in there until another one comes around.Again,it will be sad that this will be no more.I am going to be missing those guys.It was wonderful to go there and be heard and also to hear others.As stated,it is going to be sad to see that this will be no more.
As stated,tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I hope that it goes well.After that,it will be the last support group at the church meeting.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, November 26, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had an okay day today.Nothing special really happened today.I simply went about my day and did what I had to get done.
Last night,after I got home from having a drink with the gang at the place where I entertain to go to bed,I couldn't get to sleep.For a while,I had to keep getting out of bed to go to the bathroom.It was not constant urination but defecation.I had to take a dump at least 6 times during the night.I wanted to get some sleep but couldn't for most of the night.Each and every time I got comfortable in my bed and almost asleep,I had to get up and use the bathroom.It was horrible.Not only that,my anal region was starting to hurt due to all this defecating.Each and every time my anal region hurts,it is a vivid reminder of the rape that I endured when I was 16,which was where a man who lived in my neighborhood tried to shove his genitals up my rectum without the use of a condom.I still remember it each time I get that pain.It can be anything from a simple itch to a stabbing pain.The pain was unbearable for the length of time that I had to keep taking a dump.Plus,it was causing me great emotional stress and strain that I wound up masturbating,which made feel even more lousy.But after asking the creator for forgiveness,I felt better but I did not get to sleep until 3:45 a.m. in the morning.As a result of that,I only got five hours of sleep,which was why I felt lousy and a little bit at edge when I got out of bed this morning.I had to drink 3-4 cups of coffee to stay awake.I had to be awake because I had an appointment today at the hospital with the medication manager over at the local hospital.I had to drive there and I did not want to fall asleep behind the wheel while driving there.
My session with the medication manager went great.We talked about a lot of things and how some of the people around the social club react to me when I share my knowledge and how my life has been going.I am the victim at times of some of the social club member's rants and taunts regarding my knowledge and how far I have come within the agency,especially working within the agency.Again,the session went great and I also had to renew an appointment that I accidentally forgot.It was an appointment with the hospital's in-house psychiatrist.I have a new appointment and I am going to mark it down on the calender so I don't forget it this time.
After the session,I went straight home and got back into bed to take a nap.It was a 2 hour one that I took to catch up on some lost sleep from last night.After the nap,I felt better and I also had a light dinner.
My anger management/conflict resolution group went great.I met a few new people and we shared a lot.I did share my experiences from the last few days and it was great to have them listen to me and to listen to what they had to say.I am looking forward to the next group meeting,which is next Monday night.
Overall,I had a wonderful holiday weekend.I feel refreshed and rejuvenated.Not only that,the Buffalo Sabres won again tonight.They defeated the Washington Capitols in Washington by a score of 3-1.The next game is a home game Wednesday night when the St.Louis Blues come to town.I hope that the Sabres can win another one.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.
That was my day today and my night last night,including my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Last night,after I got home from having a drink with the gang at the place where I entertain to go to bed,I couldn't get to sleep.For a while,I had to keep getting out of bed to go to the bathroom.It was not constant urination but defecation.I had to take a dump at least 6 times during the night.I wanted to get some sleep but couldn't for most of the night.Each and every time I got comfortable in my bed and almost asleep,I had to get up and use the bathroom.It was horrible.Not only that,my anal region was starting to hurt due to all this defecating.Each and every time my anal region hurts,it is a vivid reminder of the rape that I endured when I was 16,which was where a man who lived in my neighborhood tried to shove his genitals up my rectum without the use of a condom.I still remember it each time I get that pain.It can be anything from a simple itch to a stabbing pain.The pain was unbearable for the length of time that I had to keep taking a dump.Plus,it was causing me great emotional stress and strain that I wound up masturbating,which made feel even more lousy.But after asking the creator for forgiveness,I felt better but I did not get to sleep until 3:45 a.m. in the morning.As a result of that,I only got five hours of sleep,which was why I felt lousy and a little bit at edge when I got out of bed this morning.I had to drink 3-4 cups of coffee to stay awake.I had to be awake because I had an appointment today at the hospital with the medication manager over at the local hospital.I had to drive there and I did not want to fall asleep behind the wheel while driving there.
My session with the medication manager went great.We talked about a lot of things and how some of the people around the social club react to me when I share my knowledge and how my life has been going.I am the victim at times of some of the social club member's rants and taunts regarding my knowledge and how far I have come within the agency,especially working within the agency.Again,the session went great and I also had to renew an appointment that I accidentally forgot.It was an appointment with the hospital's in-house psychiatrist.I have a new appointment and I am going to mark it down on the calender so I don't forget it this time.
After the session,I went straight home and got back into bed to take a nap.It was a 2 hour one that I took to catch up on some lost sleep from last night.After the nap,I felt better and I also had a light dinner.
My anger management/conflict resolution group went great.I met a few new people and we shared a lot.I did share my experiences from the last few days and it was great to have them listen to me and to listen to what they had to say.I am looking forward to the next group meeting,which is next Monday night.
Overall,I had a wonderful holiday weekend.I feel refreshed and rejuvenated.Not only that,the Buffalo Sabres won again tonight.They defeated the Washington Capitols in Washington by a score of 3-1.The next game is a home game Wednesday night when the St.Louis Blues come to town.I hope that the Sabres can win another one.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.
That was my day today and my night last night,including my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, November 25, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a not too exciting of a day today.I simply ran and did something personal for myself.First,I had a couple slices of pizza for lunch and I also went to Wal-Mart to get me a new nose and ear hair trimmer.The other ones that I had were not up to par anymore so I bought this one.I even tried it out when I got home.I used it get rid of some nose hair that was noticeably sticking out.It was a bit unsavory and unattractive but I managed to get rid of it.I now feel a bit better about myself.I also got rid of a little bit of ear hair.Afterwards,I cleaned off the blade and let it dry.I also put the saftey applicator on it when it was fully dry.
When I got home,I finished off my personal computer work and had a nice dinner.My mom and I had our own Thanksgiving dinner without the hassle and hussle of being over at my sister's house.Don't get me wrong,we had a nice time at my sister's but I did like having a little quite time here at home.It was very good.I was pretty filled up after eating.But again,it was great.
My night of entertaining the crowds went over great.The crowd really appreciated the songs that I did.Each and everybody complimented me on the songs that I chose and again,it was wonderful.I am looking forward to next Saturday night for sure.Next week,it will be my yearly tribute to George Harrison because this week will be the anniversary of his death of cancer in 2001.I am looking forward to that.
Tonight,I even talked with a couple of friends.One from my city and another from out of town.They were varied in how they were.The one from my city was doing good and the one from out of town was fight cold symptoms.But it was great to hear from them.I enjoyed the tiem spent talking with them.
The Thanksgiving holiday weekend will be over soon.For me,it was a wonderful weekend and I had some fun.I did some shopping for myself and I also had a nice holiday overall.It was great.But for me,the weekend isn't over yet.I still have my day off tomorrow.I have a couple of appointments tomorrow.The first at the local hospital and the next with my anger management/conflict resolution support group.I am hoping that both go well.
Regarding the rest of the night,I might go out and have a nice drink at the place where I entertain and have some great talks with the guys.
The best thing about the weekend is that the Buffalo Sabres won last night.They shutout the Montreal Canadians in Montreal by a score of 3-0.
As stated,tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that my appointments work out well enough.I also hope that the day goes by smoothly.
That was ny day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
When I got home,I finished off my personal computer work and had a nice dinner.My mom and I had our own Thanksgiving dinner without the hassle and hussle of being over at my sister's house.Don't get me wrong,we had a nice time at my sister's but I did like having a little quite time here at home.It was very good.I was pretty filled up after eating.But again,it was great.
My night of entertaining the crowds went over great.The crowd really appreciated the songs that I did.Each and everybody complimented me on the songs that I chose and again,it was wonderful.I am looking forward to next Saturday night for sure.Next week,it will be my yearly tribute to George Harrison because this week will be the anniversary of his death of cancer in 2001.I am looking forward to that.
Tonight,I even talked with a couple of friends.One from my city and another from out of town.They were varied in how they were.The one from my city was doing good and the one from out of town was fight cold symptoms.But it was great to hear from them.I enjoyed the tiem spent talking with them.
The Thanksgiving holiday weekend will be over soon.For me,it was a wonderful weekend and I had some fun.I did some shopping for myself and I also had a nice holiday overall.It was great.But for me,the weekend isn't over yet.I still have my day off tomorrow.I have a couple of appointments tomorrow.The first at the local hospital and the next with my anger management/conflict resolution support group.I am hoping that both go well.
Regarding the rest of the night,I might go out and have a nice drink at the place where I entertain and have some great talks with the guys.
The best thing about the weekend is that the Buffalo Sabres won last night.They shutout the Montreal Canadians in Montreal by a score of 3-0.
As stated,tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that my appointments work out well enough.I also hope that the day goes by smoothly.
That was ny day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
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