Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I had a pretty good work day today.The laundry pick-up went well enough and I also had no problem dropping it off at the work site and sorting it out.I even had a pretty good lunch today as well.The day got off to a good start and I also had a very god afternoon.It was nothing special.I simply stayed home and took it easy.I did not watch much on TV because I really did not feel like it.I simply finished my personal PC work and took care of a personal money matter regarding business that I was doing with a person online.Before I did come home,I had to pick up a few things at a supermarket near me so my mom could have things to prepare dinner tonight.It was really neat.My mom made homemade turkey soup.
While that went well,I am also feeling sadness.Because tonight was my last support group meeting at the church.After tonight,they are no more.During our last meeting,we shared a lot of things and talked about how the meetings had helped them combat the issues that each and every one had that brought them there.I am going to miss going to those meetings.I am also going to miss all the guys that I met there and had fellowship with.It was awesome.But after tonight,the meetings are no more.Apparently,most of the members are now getting really busy with their lives and that is starting to take up a lot of their time.But again,it was wonderful while they lasted.It was also wonderful to have those guys to talk to each and every week whenever we would meet.
Regarding what I am going to do with this happening at the moment.I am going to hang in there and wait anxiously for another group to start.It will be a group helping people who struggle with SSA,including those who struggle with the sexual addictions that come with it.I will wait patiently and when they start,I'll start going to those.I will call up the leader to see if we could meet before that starts.I hope that we can.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly.
That was my day today and my night tonight,including what I am hoping to strive for in the day ahead.FJ