Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues to move forward,though I am still trapped in the middle.
Today,I simply ran an errand and relaxed for much of the day.I had really nothing to do.It rained for much of the day and I was trapped in the house.
I am still struggling with fantasies and lusting.I have been giving into temptations left and right.I don't know what to do.I don't really know who to talk to.Images of men in a sexual nature continue plaguing me and my mind.
This SSA struggle that I have has made me aware of my own perversions.I have fantasized a lot lately and have been lusting after things that I shouldn't be lusting after as my Heavenly Father,through his scared word,the Holy Bible,condemns lustful intentions and behavior.He also condemns anything connected with it.
I am feeling really low and messed up right now.I have been posting about this constantly and hoping that there will be people who will post in the comments section anything helpful,such as scriptural upbuilding or that they're praying for me.I feel like that I have been posting in vain lately as nobody has shared anything in the comments section that could be beneficial to me.This SSA struggle that I have is terrible.I hate that I struggle with this terrible emotional condition.I hate everything about this particular struggle.
I don't want to fantasize and lust anymore.I am craving sexual things with men intensely right now and I also hate that.I need all the help and support that I can get.Please fellow blog followers and readers;I need some support and encouragement right now.I don't want to think about men in a sexual way,but in a healthy and authentic way.If anyone is reading this,please share some encouraging words and upbuildings in the comments section.I need a lot of spiritual help right now.Please help me.Please upbuild me with Holy Bible scripture.If anyone can offer advice on how I can overcome this terrible fantasies and lusting that I have been falling into constantly,please offer that advice.I really need all the help and support that I can get right now.Thanks very much to all of you and also;Thanks to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
Thanks in advance to all of you for helping me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward.I had a very good day today.
Today,I went to work and it went well.I got a lot accomplished on the job today.I headed home and relaxed.
However,all is still not very good in my both my personal life and my spiritual life.I am still attending church and enjoying it,but I feel so down spiritually and down miserably that I don't know whether I'm coming or going.
I am still struggling with fantasies and lusting after other men.My SSA struggles are really getting me down.As I said yesterday,I have been tempted left and right.I have given into temptations in regards to fantasies and lusting.I don't know what to do.
I need some help and support.I need some affirmations and upbuilding.Please fellow blog followers and readers,I need all the support that I can get.
I need all the prayers that I can get.I also need some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need to know that there are people who care about me and are supporting me every step of the way.It's just that my blog postings are being read,but nobody wants to drop me a line or two of positive verbal support or that they are praying for me.
I need to stop giving into these terrible temptations.Please help me.If there is anyone out there who wants to and can help,please do so.I really need all of you.Thanks.
I have plans to go to church this coming Sunday on the upcoming weekend.I still need all the prayers and positive verbal support that I need.Thanks for your support and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward.However,I had a very good day and the work day went well.I need to say some things here.
Lately,I have really been struggling with fantasies and lusting.I have been falling into temptation lately a lot.I have been giving into the urges to fantasize and lust after other men.Yes,I admit that I have been.
I am feeling terrible and lousy as of late.I haven't had this problem in a long time. Sexually themed images of men cloud my mind constantly.I don't know whether I am coming or going.
I have gave into masturbation to these images.Yes I have.Again,I am feeling terrible and lousy for doing so.
I need some help.I need some encouragement.I need people to leave me some verbal support in the comments section.I need prayers from all of you.
Please pray for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need all the help and support that I can get to help keep me going.Please pray for me.Please leave me some encouragement in the comments section.Thanks to all of you.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
I have work tomorrow.I hope that the work day goes well.
That was what I had to say.I need support real badly.Thanks again.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I had a terrible headache and I relaxed.After that,I had a light evening meal and I quickly did my personal PC work.I then later prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a very good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Please continue praying for me as I'm struggling terribly right now with fantasies and lusting.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of work as usual,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and also ate a light dinner.
Later on,I went out to pick up a few things at a local bargain supermarket.I also bought another thing at another local supermarket.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I relaxed and did my personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.Overall,a very good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Please continue praying for me as I am really struggling terribly with fantasies and lusting in regards to SSA.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of work,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and did some of my personal PC work.
I later went back out to pick up a few things for myself to eat and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and ate.I also did some more personal PC work before preparing to retire for the evening.Overall,a very good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Please continue praying for me as I am really struggling terribly right now.I also would really appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of work,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed up in a suit.I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local Wendy's for a light lunch.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I relaxed and did my personal PC work.Later on,I ran a few errands and had a snack at the local shopping mall.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I did some more personal PC work.I headed back out to a local 7-11 to pick up a light dinner and I ate it when I got home.I also did some more personal PC work before preparing to retire for the evening.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Please continue praying for me as I am really struggling terribly right now.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of work,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ