Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward.I had a very good day today.
Today,I went to work and it went well.I got a lot accomplished on the job today.I headed home and relaxed.
However,all is still not very good in my both my personal life and my spiritual life.I am still attending church and enjoying it,but I feel so down spiritually and down miserably that I don't know whether I'm coming or going.
I am still struggling with fantasies and lusting after other men.My SSA struggles are really getting me down.As I said yesterday,I have been tempted left and right.I have given into temptations in regards to fantasies and lusting.I don't know what to do.
I need some help and support.I need some affirmations and upbuilding.Please fellow blog followers and readers,I need all the support that I can get.
I need all the prayers that I can get.I also need some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need to know that there are people who care about me and are supporting me every step of the way.It's just that my blog postings are being read,but nobody wants to drop me a line or two of positive verbal support or that they are praying for me.
I need to stop giving into these terrible temptations.Please help me.If there is anyone out there who wants to and can help,please do so.I really need all of you.Thanks.
I have plans to go to church this coming Sunday on the upcoming weekend.I still need all the prayers and positive verbal support that I need.Thanks for your support and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.FJ